Doctor Ella Love Story
172. S2 - Doubt

I'm living in the present

My mind is on the past

Not knowing what I'll lose

Not knowing what will last

(*I live in the present

My mind is in the past

Don't know what's going to go missing

Don't know what's gonna hold)

Blinded by tears

Drowning in a doubt

Struggling to be free

Looking for a way out

(*Butted by fear

Drowning in doubt

Struggling to gain freedom

Find a way out and a solution)

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After lunch and a bit of hospitality with Ella's parents again, Roni and her family finally resigned from Ella's house. Not to return to Malang si, more precisely to continue the trip to enjoy their vacation in Surabaya. Fun cute duo who are overheated and want to swim he said.

They and their families did not miss inviting Ella to come with them, just spending time today. As a result here they are now, Atlantis Land which is a vehicle to play and and water adventures that are very suitable to spoil the baby. It is suitable for Aisya and Anisa who have a sense of curiosity and adventure is very big.

"Om let's go up on that..." Nisa points to a car bomb-car vehicle on Roni.

"Yes, let's hit the road. Nisa same Om Oni, Aish same papa huh. Let's race the winner." Aish won't miss taking her papa.

The two little girls immediately took the hand of om and his papa to take a queue turn into the rides excitedly. While Ella and Reni faithfully wait for them to finish next to the guardrail. Served as a photo shoot later.

When they were finally able to play and enter the rides, they all looked very excited. Neither Roni nor Wildan would give up to race each other, not infrequently pepet and bump each other.

A great collision that made the passengers of the car bounced hard. But they laughed loudly and cheerfully after the collision. The basis can-cannya Roni even mas Wildan teach beautiful girls so play hit-and-collision car bombs.

While Reni and Ella who saw also followed laughing. Reni often screams for her son's safety, when her sister or husband is too brutal to hit each other. Makes Nisa or Aish shaken, even occasionally bounced and banged. But the two little girls were not at all afraid even as if enjoying it. Laughs cheerfully and persistently asking for a collision continues.

"What are you two doing? girls are taught how to play this?" Reni protests to her husband and sister as well as after they rejoin Ella and Reni.

"That's what they asked for themselves" replied Roni.

"Yes, they're so happy." Wildan wouldn't mind either. "What if girls play?" wildan continued curious.

"Merry go round. There's horses riding it yuk." Reni offers her two children to ride a swivel comedy with horses of various types and colors neatly arranged on the ride.

"Come, ayooo. Nisa wants to be with Aunt Ella this time." Nisa immediately took Ella's hand to approach the carousel.

"Aish with mom!" Aisha did not want to lose holding her mother's hand following them.

"Lho Om Oni and papa aren't taught?" Roni pretended to sulk. Walk slowly with Wildan following their steps.

"Can't. The horse doesn't like men." Aisha answered only then.

"Yes papa's body weighs as much as his horse." Anisa also added with a funny thing that is able to make everyone laugh with anxiety because of it.

Next, the four of them have fun with the merry go round. While replacing Roni who became their photographer. Wildan was also in charge of calling for his two daughters to focus on watching the cameras in their direction.

After getting off the ride the two little girls were still curious to ride the rabbit train, columbus boat even to the roller coaster. Actually there is no death of these two, as if the batrenya full continue and too excited. Making the four adults who followed them overwhelmed as well.

"Udah used to play, Nisa, Aish. Papa is tired. I will have to drive the car as well." Wildan tried to end their adventure session muter-muter amusement park which turned out to be quite tiring.

"Yaaaah..not satisfied." Nisa whining.

"It's this hot. We go to the swimming pool. Later you can swim and water toys until satisfied with papa and om Oni." Reni tries to distract the two.

"Yes ni. In the pool there will be a lot of slides as well lo, no less exciting." Roni is increasingly pumping and promoting.

"Didn't you bring a swimsuit too, right? Must've been pretty, papa's kids wearing swimsuits." Wildan let out his deathly appeal.

"Ayoo.ayo we swim spouts." Nisa is tempted.

"Come on, let's not get anywhere." Aish was no less excited.

Both Wildan, Roni, Ella and Reni laughed out loud realizing their success in seducing the two little princesses. Then everything goes hand in hand towards a fairly large water park area. An area that offers a swimming pool with various depths. Plus a special children's pool area with lots of games and cute decorations in it.

Finally Aisha and Anisa also changed clothes with their funny swimming suit. Pink twins with lace-lace models. The two of them immediately threw themselves into the pool accompanied by Wildan and Roni. While Ella and Reni who did not swim wait for them in the gazebo that is available on the edge of the pool.

Ella guessed why Reni wouldn't swim. Because obviously this was a public swimming pool, and Wildan would not allow his wife to swim and show her curves in front of other men. Well even with a hijab swimsuit. Still can't.

While Ella? mana dares also follow swimming, let alone swimsuits that have a standard type. Not the type of hijab, can berabe also if maxain swimsuit wear soan in front of Wildan, Roni and many other men there. Can get a religious talk about women's awrah like.

"They're both swimming pinter turns out." Ella praised the two daughters Reni.

"Hehehe yes. Grandpa, papa and omnya really want to make sure they swim even when they were little." Reni gave an answer.

"It must have been really exciting hehehe." Ella commented.

"Yes very exciting. They are sometimes confused about gender orientation. I want them to be cute girls. But it seems like the upbringing of grandfather, papa and om Oni will long ago make them a tomboy girl." Reni snorted resignedly wasting her breath.

"They're still as sweet as a princess. Funny and pretty." Ella tried to encourage Reni.

"Funny si, because I'm the perfect they wear all the trinkets and girly clothes. Pink or other typical women colors. I also forced them to grow their hair. Instill about the value of beauty and elegance early on."

"And it seems to work. They grow up to be pretty, sweet little girls." Ella smiled at Reni who loved to shop for all the cute clothes and knickknacks of girls. Must be so much fun.

"That's just the wrap, El. They both look so sweet like princesses. In it they were both as mischievous and ignorant as boys. Just look, the first time the vehicle was requested was the car bombs?" Reni looked a little disappointed.

"It's not like pa-pa's the soul of adventure." Ella inevitably laughs and also imagines how Mr. Rizal, Roni and Wildan educated Aish and Nisa. Educate and teach all the games like men.

"They are, like riding a bike, playing roller skates, shooting, playing cars. Well even though I still often stuff them with dolls, flowers and other sweet things...But for a long time the mustache also be to see it."

"Hahaha not singkron ya mbak?"

"Yes, just shadow. They had me put on a beautiful dress that was lacy and flowery but even held a gun-pistolan...Whose upbringing are you trying? I feel it."

"Hehehe was also. But they are still small. Later if it has been gedean can also determine its own orientation. Choose what they like themselves." Ella again comforts Reni.

"Oh, hopefully," Reni laughed lightly in response to Ella's words as she continued to fold the clothes of her son, husband and sister.

Both Ella and Reni fell silent then fell silent, running out of topics. The two became a little awkward and eventually chose to observe the four people who were cool swimming in the pond speechlessly.

"Actually mama equally papa want to come play and come to your house. You want to know your parents, he said." Reni began a more serious conversation a short while later.

"Om and Auntie? Why not just come along? It's a rame-rame." Ella responded.

"Hmmm...Said the Javanese si, if the parents of the male side came it means already proposed. They want to make you a son-in-law immediately. But it's still impossible to apply for you without first asking for permission." Reni explained the reason for not inviting her parents.

"It's just me and my husband coming in as requests for permission today."

"Oh.so." Ella was stunned by the courtesy and subtlety of this Suherman family manners. They take care of Ella and her family. Not playing lamar, not like someone who has been very psychedelic and playing lamar only hehe.

"Well but since you asked for another delay, it seems like the next visit is still not determined?" Reni slightly grazed and investigated the reason for Ella's delay.

"Yes...It seems so." Ella felt guilty for the delay she had made in response. They have disappointed their whole family.

"El..honestly the same mbak, do you have the same Roni? You guys have a problem, right?" Reni suddenly asks probing, perhaps able to sense something is wrong with Ella and Roni's relationship.

Ella was shocked to hear Reni's question. Can Reni read all the doubt in her heart? Is Reni suspicious of her fractured relationship with Roni?

It took a while for Ella to answer. Trying to strengthen his heart to be able to express the reality that feels bitter.

"Sorry mbak. I still doubt. Maybe me and Roni can't continue our relationship."

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