Doctor Ella Love Story
173. S2 - Due to Taste

I tried so hard

I tried my best

I gave you my all

And now there's nothing left

(*I tried really hard

I tried my best

I gave you everything

And now there's nothing left)

You are my heart

Then tore it in two

Now I'm falling apart

Don't know what to do

(*You stole my heart

Then tear it in two

Now I'm falling apart

And don't know what to do)

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Ella was shocked to hear Reni's question as well. It took a while before I could finally answer. "Sorry yes, ma'am. I still doubt. Maybe me and Roni can't continue our relationship."

"Why doubt? What's problem? Why not talk about it?" Reni was shocked to hear Ella's reply. Did not expect the problems of the two of them as serious as that to affect the continuation of their relationship.

Doubt why else try? Is this Ella still unable to see Roni's earnestness and seriousness to make her a life partner? Does this girl still doubt Roni after all that her sister has done for her? Are there any other considerations? About material? About the unfinished school? About work? All of this can be discussed well, right?

"The problem is too complex, it's hard to explain. Too complicated and complicated." Ella was confused as to how to explain the matter of their relationship rift. Where to start. I have to explain it so as not to hurt too much.

But wasn't it from the beginning that their relationship wasn't a full and solid one? From the beginning, their relationship was fragile. That will definitely falter with a little touch and problems. Because there is no solid foundation there to support and withstand all the shaking. There is no love on either side. There is only one-sided love, one-sided love will not be able to withstand all the burdens that exist.

"When you two look very suitable, harmonious, commensurate and harmonious. You've known each other for a long time. You understand and understand each other like good friends. Less what else to try?" Reni never thought much less that makes Ella doubt.

"What is Roni cheating on? Did Roni play with another woman? Did Roni do something that hurt you? Something you can't forgive?" Reni is back to investigating. Frightened Roni was the one who made the fatal mistake so Ella chose to end their relationship.

"The bang is very good, ma'am...He was also very loyal and treated me very well. Well, he's not a perfect human being. But I know he always tries to give his best for me. He tried his best for me. There won't be another man as good as Roni." Ella was getting confused to explain to Reni.

But on the other hand Ella also wants to convince Reni that not Roni is the cause of all this. There are times when Roni irritates Ella. Makes Ella angry. But it won't be enough, it won't be a reason to let go of a man as good as Roni. To break his heart once again. And the severity now that will be broken heart not only Roni, but the entire Suherman family. Everyone will be sad and disappointed because of Ella.

"Why then, El? Or maybe you are..." Reni could not continue her words. Unable to think of a girl as good as Ella who was the cause of the problems between them.

Is Ella the one who cheated on you? Did Ella betray her sister? Has Ella been tempted by the other guy? Or is Ella bored and tired of her relationship with Roni? With the sometimes stubborn, irritable, jealous and a little overprotected?

But if you see how much Roni loves Ella, Roni would still choose to survive. Whatever mistakes Ella made, Roni will definitely try to maintain their relationship. Because Roni has waited too long and fought to get Ella.

"I'm sorry.all is pure because of me, madam. I was wrong. I've been so mean to Roni for years." Ella bowed her head deeply to reveal this confession to Reni. Feeling very guilty about what he has done and will do to Roni later.

"You..you cheated? Cheating with another man?" Reni couldn't believe Ella's words. How could a girl who looked so nice and innocent like this be having an affair? Sometimes appearances can be deceiving. But still...It couldn't have happened to Ella.

"Everything is just because of taste, mbak...A feeling that can never lie. A taste that somehow grows and resides in the chest without being thrown away. And that feeling is called love."

"You, you love another man?" Reni asked with a trembling tone in her shock.

"Truly mbak. So all this time I kept doubting and struggling. On one hand I was faced with your sister who was too kind, who was completely unworthy of being let down. On the other hand, I was faced with a man I loved. The man who is always there and lives in my heart." Ella told him the reason for her doubt.

"Wait, hold on a second! I don't want to hear stories like this. I want to hear the exact story..." Reni was curious. Because Reni was sure Ella was a very good girl. Very sensitive and delicate girl. He even thinks of other people's feelings perhaps above his own.

So how does the story of a girl like this can have an affair? And what is the lack of Roni? How could a girl duke it out with another? Reni is also increasingly curious what kind of man has managed to steal Ella's heart to such an extent? Until not even Roni can beat him?

"It all started more than three years ago, in Genting. When we were still undergoing interenship at RSUD G." Ella took a deep breath several times before starting to tell a story. Perhaps it was indeed better for him to honestly say all his feelings to Reni.

So that later Reni can also explain to her family. So Roni does not have to make excuses for the failure of their relationship with his family. Because it would be very painful for Roni if forced to do so.

"At that time I had a mbak lover, a Banyu Harum native who was introduced by Sari, our fellow interenship round doctor as well."

"Not long after I was with Ardi's mas, Roni also expressed her love for me. And I unhesitatingly refused that time. Because I already have Ardi mas. I don't want to give Roni false hope either." Ella explains about Roni declaring her love for the first time.

"Actually it's all just a matter of destiny and a matter of time. If only I hadn't been Ardi's lover. If Roni had asked me to be her lover, maybe the story would have been much different than it is now."

Reni nodded her head, indeed she knew this story. He knew Roni's relationship with his girl in Genting was not going well. Reni also knew very well that the girl was Ella, and it turned out that this was the reason for the failure of their relationship at that time.

"But then my relationship and Ardi's mas also ran aground in the middle of the road. Just because we couldn't get the blessing of Mama mas Ardi. We were forced to separate despite still loving each other. At that time I was a PPDS resident at UNER." Ella paused for a moment, taking a breath before telling a more depressing thing and making a dilemma.

"Because we attended the same school, Roni and I often met and connected as friends. At that time, I considered Roni a good friend. Who has always been there and helped me and faithfully accompanied me at every opportunity."

"A year later, Roni who was close enough to her relationship again expressed her love for me. But at that time I still could not move on from Ardi. Then Roni stubbornly forced a statusless relationship for both of us. She said she would be faithful to wait until I could open my heart to her."

Reni was shocked to hear that. So how much did Roni love this girl? Even willing to undergo a one-sided love relationship like this? But Reni was also right with her sister's nature. With the hardness of Roni's head that is sometimes too late to force the situation.

"Why did you finally get it? You finally can forget about Ardi?" Reni asked back.

"No mbak. The name Ardi mas is still ingrained in my heart even after three years of our separation. Even to this day it still exists. But what's become Ardi's problem seems to disappear swallowed by the earth for three years without any news."

"As for Roni, I don't know for myself how good he is. How Roni loved me and took care of me for the two years we were together. And that's when I started thinking about trying to open my heart to Roni and we ended up being."

"But mbak, the longer we both have this relationship it feels more stifling because it is not based on mutual love. Something is wrong and not right..."

"Until finally a few weeks ago mas Ardi suddenly reappeared in my life. He came after finishing all our affairs and obstruction of our relationship. He has gained the blessing that has been a hindrance to our relationship in the past. And he offered to get back in touch with me."

"So...So you prefer Ardi?" Reni asked in a helpless tone. Actually from this story can be guessed where Ella's choice will be. But still Reni wanted to hear it straight from Ella's own mouth.

"Once again the feeling of never lying mbak. From the past in my heart was only the name of Ardi mas carved there. And I don't want to lie to my own heart, 'cause it's gonna hurt so much. Not just for me but for Roni if this relationship continues to be forced." Ella was relieved after ending the story.

"So you want to end the relationship with Roni?" Reni let out a disappointed breath. Knowing right will be as broken as what heart and feeling Roni later.

"Yes, I can't wait anymore."

"alright. Indeed, if there is a problem of taste, there will be nothing wrong. But you two have been good friends before for a long time. So end it well too. Don't ruin your good relationship just because of this." Reni gave her advice. Well at least if you can't be a couple, Ella and Roni should still be good friends. Being friends.

"I'll do it" Ella responded. Although inwardly confused and confused also how later to execute words when dealing directly with Roni later.

Their conversation stalled because Nisa and Aish were approaching them. The two whine of hunger wanting to eat before resuming swimming. As a result Ella and Reni feed them with provisions brought by Lilik from Ella's house earlier. Inevitably Ella so praise the skills of her mother who can estimate the situation appropriately.

While Roni and Wildan take advantage of the time when the two little bullies leave, to switch to the adult pool. They swim as much as in the pool, even a little bit of speed for the swimming race there. Ella looked from a distance at their figure with a smile.

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