Doctor Ella Love Story
176. S2 - It's Over

Ella finally took a two-day break after the incident. And Mahes of course did not mind that at all. Mahes can easily find a replacement doctor for Ella to keep the ER. Even Mahes offered Ella a longer rest. But Ella refused, already tired of sleeping only at home.

Ella also felt her pain had healed. Indeed, so pain usually only lasts a day, or the first two days of the menstrual cycle. When there is a sudden surge of hormones in the body, which affects the process of decay of the uterine wall.

Well because of the influence of stress and fatigue, contractions that occur during the process of decay of the uterine wall become excessive. So this can cause bleeding and pain and severe abdominal cramps.

And tonight Ella can see Roni picking herself up in the ER just before her afternoon watch session ends. Roni faithfully awaits her who is handling a traffic accident patient who needs some suturing. Stitching on the blood vessels to stop the bleeding that occurs before finally closing the wound.

Roni watched Ella work on her patients from a chair in front of the guard table. Instead of helping Ella, the man simply watched from afar while smiling alone. Enjoying the beautiful scenery in front of him. A combination of beauty, flexibility, patience and Ella's ability to handle her patients.

"Duh Dok Roni did not really need to see doctor Ella as well. It's so beautiful, doc, it's sure to be her boyfriend." One of the male nurses who was struggling with a pile of medical records in front of Roni teased him.

"Yes, it's really pretty" replied Roni agreeing. "So's boyfriend? Obviously very sad. But sadly it won't be long..." Roni stopped her words.

Roni looked up, imagining what life would be like without Ella. How the days he had to live without Ella by his side.

Their three years together, though longer in a relationship without status, than in an official courtship relationship. But Roni is too used to Ella around him. His life was all about Ella, Ella and Ella. In addition to daily activities and obligations and lectures on campus and work of course.

"How long will it not take, Doc? You guys want to break up? Wow very dear. But so there's this opportunity for deketin dok Ella hehehe." The nurse is getting into.

"Secret..." Roni answered while smiling at her mysterious smile.

The answer that made the nurse cursed was blatantly disappointed. At least if the doctor Ella does not have a boyfriend can be enjoyed as a boyfriend together, girlfriend halu means hehe.

Shortly after, Ella approached the guard table after completing the procedure and treatment of her patients. Approaching Roni who was waiting for him patiently.

"Yeah, Ron. Sorry to wait a long time." Ella packed her luggage into the bag and folded her doctor's suit, putting it in her bag.

"What needs to be signed, Bayu?" Ella continued to question the nurse who was busy with her medical records and other files.

"It's doc, inform consent, approval of medical action, same request photo ronsent only." The nurse who turned out to be named Bayu offered several documents that Ella had to sign.

"Yep, I'm first." Pamit Ella after all her ER shift assignments ended. Pass and walk hand in hand with Roni towards the parking lot. They then drove to a cafe for their dinner if they go home to watch this afternoon. Both of them take a rather mojok seat to get some tranquility and privacy.

"Where are you? healed yet?" Roni asked starting the conversation while starting to eat her dinner menu.

"Yes is healthy. A day of doank pain. The second day yesterday deliberately holiday first just in case." Ella replied, for some reason the atmosphere around them was a little awkward.

"Thank you then."

"You didn't know I was at the hospital. Hartanto Medical?" Ella was curious because she did not see Roni visiting at all when she was in the hospital.

"I came here. Which brings your bag from the ER to the VVIP room is me..." Roni replied casually.

"How did I not know you were coming?"

"You were bobo syantik at that time. I can't make you wake up."

"Oh that, thank you..."

"Sorry I can't help you when you're sick. I had to take care of it that afternoon. But thank goodness there is someone who takes good care of you." said Roni.

"You, did you meet Ardi?" Ella cut off Roni's conversation. Kaget also knew Roni had met mas Ardi. But how come Ardi never told him anything?

"Meet anyway. But just like you, he didn't realize I was coming."

"Haah? Don't you know how?"

"Wong he also molested next to you. You two slept with one bed that afternoon."

"Ti, sleep together?" Ella was shocked and immediately blushed her face hearing Roni's story. What the hell is going on? When did Ardi dare to do anything to her?

"The jerk is not taking care of you, instead go to sleep while grasping your hands and your hair. Maybe he fell asleep in a sitting position with his head resting on the bed so." Roni grumbled angrily telling and remembering the incident.

"Hehehe.he can sleep anywhere." Ella laughed lightly at Ardi's sleeping pose.

Roni deliberately does not continue their conversation about Ardi as well as about his relationship with Ella. Deliberately delay until Ella finishes her dinner first. Let the girl fill her stomach until she is full.

Just in case she would lose her appetite after their conversation. Things are very likely to happen for Ella who is too smooth and tasteful. And Roni certainly doesn't want Ella to get sick again because of her.

Roni put down his spoon and fork, sipped a drink in his glass as well. Then went back to waiting for Ella to finish her dinner procession as well. Roni just looked at the pretty face of the girl.

I think now is a good time to let you go.

Because one part of me will always keep the love for you for the rest of my life.

But to keep you by my side was also a mistake.

You and I will get hurt even more if we force ourselves to survive.

And so, here I am now.

To say something that should

I can tell you since long ago. It's over.

"I want to say something to you." said Roni as Ella put down her spoon.

Ella hurriedly finished her dinner. Taken and gulped a glass of cold drink to just wet his throat. The time has come, it is time to talk about their relationship. Ella convinced herself.

But originally Ella was not ready to start this conversation, too confused how to express her intentions and goals. How he should bring up the problems that can be used as a reason to end his relationship with Roni. What does it say about the heart? About the taste like when confiding with mbak Reni?

Can Roni take it? Because even during these three years Roni already knew very well how Ella felt about him. How Ella still can't love him. How Ella still kept Ardi's name in her heart. And finally what happened? Roni doesn't care at all, does she? Roni even still forced their relationship even though it must be based on love unilaterally.

The current situation is very different from the circumstances of three years ago. When Ella breaks off her relationship with Ardi. The reason he had to say was clear and undeniable at that time. Because indeed they can not get the blessing of Mama Ardi, Madam Kartika Pradana. So Ella can use that as an excuse for their separation. And Ardi certainly can't resist it either.

"Yes, Ron...Go ahead" Ella gave Roni a chance to speak first.

"I love you, El. I love you the same. Even after a few years, it doesn't matter how you behave to me. My feelings for you have not changed until now." Roni paused for a moment, taking a breath.

"You remember two years ago El? Under the Suramadu Bridge as I express my feelings for you...At that time you said that I could leave if I was tired of your selfish attitude. You asked me to ask for a better girl than you..."

"Yes, I remember..." Ella answered.

"But you forgot my answer to you back then, El." Roni teased Ella's answer.

"I said you just need to open your heart to me. And one more thing...I have also promised you, for example, later you are also tired of my attitude. You can ask me to stop wishing on you, stop loving you. You can also ask me to stay away from you"

Roni reminds Ella to return with their promise under the Suramadu bridge two years ago. And once again Ella could only fall silent without being able to react. So from the beginning he could actually charge the promise to Roni? Why did Ella forget about it? Maybe it was because Ella didn't think that her relationship with Roni would be this complicated.

"Now I want you to be honest with me. How do you want it? And I will definitely obey all your will." Roni wants to hear what Ella really wants.

"I'm.I'm sorry, Ron. I'm sorry I was always selfish. I'm sorry I always bothered you. I'm the one who never returned your great love to me. Forgive me for always wishing you all this time, wishing you even with a shadow of the past mas Ardi."

Ella lowered her head deeply as she said those words. Not daring to look into Roni's eyes, not daring to see how Roni's facial expression was certainly very sad. Ella voiced out words that were pure from the bottom of her heart. The guilt of his sins on Roni that always made his chest feel tight.

"I'm not blind, El...I can see and feel clearly how you feel about Ardi. So actually I'm the one who's selfish, I just keep forcing my feelings on you. I'm the one who's been mean to you all along, El. I'm sorry..."

Ella bit her lower lip to endure the growing choking turmoil of her feelings. Why blame each other like this? Who is really wrong in this relationship? There aren't...No one is guilty. Because I never feel wrong. Whether it's Roni's feelings for Ella or Ella's feelings for Ardi.

The only thing to blame is destiny. A cruel fate that brings the three of them together in a love triangle tempest that is so strange. Love triangle with various dramas that torment the three of them both soul and body.

"I want you to tell me honestly, El. Even though I already know what your answer will be. But I want to hear it straight from your mouth..."

"Who do you love, El? Who do you want to continue a more serious relationship with?" Roni's question this time was jarring in Ella's ear. Make Ella can only be silent for a while.

"I'm sorry, Ron...I'm really sorry about you. I've always been and even now still love Ardi mas." Ella can finally express her feelings to Roni honestly.

Roni was silent for a while. He could already guess this answer was actually. But it still hurts, hurts but doesn't bleed. Right into his chest.

"Thank you for being honest with me about how you feel. Means everything between us we should just end up here. It's Over."

Roni relented to say the words Ella would not be able to say. Let him end it all. Let him be the cause of the breakdown of their relationship.

Unwittingly by Ella something that felt warm flowed profusely wet her cheeks. Both of Ella's eyes were already hot and could not resist the storming waves of tears to flow like a flood.

Wasn't the end of the relationship with Roni the thing he had expected all along? But why does it still feel so painful and painful?

No, this is not a broken heart. More about sympathy. The feeling of not being able to hurt and break Roni's heart once again. Roni is too good, Roni who has done too much for him.

Sacrificing time, matter and many other things for Ella, accompanying her, made her happy. But what can Ella do for her? Again he broke and smashed the day the man went to pieces.

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