Doctor Ella Love Story
91. S2 - Faith's

"El, once again I say to you...I love you, El. I love you the same. You want to not have a serious relationship with me?" Roni suddenly grabbed Ella's hand which she had placed on the table. Roni clasped both fingers tightly but gently. The man continued his declaration of love.

"Rone...Excuse me...I, I'm not ready..." Ella replied in a soft and weak voice, honest about her own feelings. Somehow he felt very sad for the sake of thinking that he would break the heart of a Roni Suherman once again.

"When are you like that, El? You still want to wait for that son of a bitch Ardi? She's the one who's even disappeared without calling you this year?" Roni asked in a sad and bitter tone, looking very disappointed and in disbelief at her own hearing.

Roni was a little incredulous that Ella was still in love with Ardi. Apparently he had mistaken Ella who recently was able to cheer up again. Roni thinks Ella can move on from her broken heart and can forget about Ardi. Turns out everything was wrong, Ella just hid all her feelings deeply. Ella did not want to show all her sadness and covered it with her cheerful face.

Roni felt disappointed that he who had always been present, was near Ella and always faithfully accompanied the girl by her side even be defeated by the shadow of Ardi Pradana who always haunted Ella. Ardi's unreal shadow continues to hurt the girl.

The figure of the son of a bitch Ardi Pradana who was so willing to give love and attention as sweet as honey for a moment to Ella. Just for a while, a few months before the man left Ella. Dumping the girl just like a useless consumable item.

Ardi Pradana which even seemed to disappear swallowed by the earth just like that during this year. Ardi is so heartless and evil that he leaves Ella alone in grief and despair.

Then why is Ella still thinking about that jerk? Is it because Ardi Pradana is a conglomerate with abundant wealth? Because Ardi has the wealth of a sultan? Or is it because of the love and attention that Ardi once gave Ella so seductive and can make the girl comfortable?

Roni was very curious. What exactly can Ardi give but not be given by himself to Ella? What Matter? A fortune? Love and attention? Is the attention and everything he has done for Ella still lacking? Why didn't Ella even glance at Roni or turn her heart away even after a year of separation from Ardi Pradana?

Indeed, I do not come from a family of conglomerates sultan-class like Ardi. But my family is not a poor and simple family either. My family in Malang is a family of doctors from three generations. The financial condition of our family is more than enough to make our family able to live a luxurious and prosperous life for seven generations. I'm less than trying? Even I seem to have given time and all attention to Ella. Roni was completely flustered and asked in frustration in her own heart.

And that bastard Ardi pradana, how can he just want to break the heart and destroy the feelings of a girl? Throw it away when you are bored and satisfied to play with any girl? Is it because of his sultanate status that he could carelessly? And why does that girl have to be Ella? Why would Ella suffer for it?

If only Ella had chosen Ardi Pradana, the two would have stayed together and loved each other. If only the two could end happily or even get to the marriage level, maybe Roni will be able to sincerely and give up on her feelings for Ella.

Trying to accept all reality and may be able to find another love in exchange for his love for Ella. But truth? That fucking Ardi just broke Ella's heart and broke it to pieces like this? How could Roni have the heart and be willing to see the girl he loved treated like that?

"I can't lie to you, Ron. I can't lie about my own feelings either. You're too good, Ron. You deserve a more sincere love than I can give you." said Ella weakly.

"I can wait for you, El. I will wait for you until you are ready. Until you can open your heart to me. But please, please, allow me to love you. Allow me to stay by your side. Maybe that way you'll slowly be able to forget him and move on to me, opening your heart to me as time goes on." Roni cut Ella's talk. Want to show his determination, earnestness and seriousness.

"I'm afraid I can't love you completely even if forced...I'm afraid I'll hurt you." Ella explained her fear, her fear of having a romantic relationship with another man while her heart and soul still seemed to be glued to the figure of Ardi Pradana.

"Rone...Can't do that...You can't make me a criminal. It's really bad that I did all that to you. Relationships without status like that, surely the edges will also make you sick, Ron. You deserve love, you deserve happiness...Don't wait for me who's not clear and can't accept you yet." Ella tried to explain to Roni.

"You deserve to be happy, El. Let's find happiness together. I'll help you escape that son of a bitch. And we're gonna live our lives happily together, El."

Ella was silent, too confused to answer what. It is undeniable that Roni is one of the reasons Ella can rise and smile again. But Ella only purely considers Roni as her best friend, not as a man who will be in a relationship with her.

"You don't have to answer now... I want to wait for you...Until you're ready...Whatever your answer will be I will take it with a chest..." Roni wanted to end their conversation. Relieved to have conveyed her feelings, relieved to know Ella's true feelings.

Maybe Ella still needed time to heal the wounds in her heart. To remove the name Ardi Pradana already carved there. Maybe he should be more able to prove his sincerity to Ella. Proving to Ella that she can also be relied upon to replace Ardi. It might even prove that he can be better than Ardi.

"Thank you, Ron...Thanks for everything... And forgive me for being too selfish..."

"I want to accept you for who you are, El. I love you unconditionally...You just have to let me love you, take care of you, and always be by your side." Roni emphasized his words this time.

"alright...But if you're tired of my overly selfish attitude, you can go, Ron. Find a girl better than me..."

"Shhhhtt...Don't talk about it, El. You just need to try to open your heart to me, try to accept me. Don't think macem-macem...But for example, later you are also tired of my attitude, you can also ask me to stop. Asking me to get away from you"

Fix, Roni's decision was unanimous and can not be contested. Whatever answer Ella gave the man would still be desperate to love her. Although his love is only one-sided, one-handed, even though they have to go through a relationship without a clear status.

"Ok, let's try..." Ella finally gave up. Letting and giving permission to Roni to treat him like a lover but still without a status. Ella actually also wished that she wasn't that stubborn. Wishing she could forget Ardi so easily and possibly accept Roni's great love for her.

But it's still about taste...Feelings that cannot be forced and directed by the mind and common sense. A love that has no logic.

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