Doctor Ella Love Story
83. The unspoken word

'Not everyone who meets has to be together. Sometimes just sharing stories. Leaving behind memories, then going to choose their own path.'

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"I want us to break up...Let's just end our relationship here." Ella biting her lower lip prevented her tears from coming out and flowing. I must be strong, I must be able to end our last moments with a smile, end this day beautifully. To end our relationship with no regrets and feelings between us.

It felt like there was electricity thousands of volts that immediately grabbed Ardi's body to hear Ella's speech. Just shirk, but it can make him feel very empty and completely helpless. "No. I don't want to! I can't take it!" Ardi flatly refused.

"I made a deal with Mama Mas Ardi. I promised I'd end our relationship." Ella tries to convince Ardi of her decision.

"But you haven't made a deal with me. I won't kill you!" Ardi kept clean hard not to lose.

"Please, don't make my position any harder. Don't make me suffer more and more with relationships without our clarity." Ella was begging a little this time. Hope Ardi wants to just clamp it down. Letting himself go.

"So you're suffering from being my lover, El?..." This time Ardi's tone sounded sad and hurt. She did not think that she herself made Ella, the girl she loved, suffer and unhappy.

If this is how Ardi can what else try? Inevitably he had to be willing to release the girl in order to escape his suffering. To be happy and enjoy life more.

"Honestly I'm tired, I'm tired because most of the crying. I don't want to fill my days with tears anymore" Ella lied a little. Hope Ardi will feel pity and willing to let go.

"I'm sorry, El. Maybe all this time I've been forcing you to keep going. Maybe I'm so insensitive that I don't understand that you're unhappy with being with me..." Ardi looked down deeply. Too sad to continue his words.

"If you are happy to let me go, then I am willing. You can leave my side...Be happy and never cry again, no more tears and no more sorrow for you."

It's over, Ardi thought. As expected, he would not be able to refuse if Ella herself released her hand. He would not be able to force his will and selfishness on Ella to want to stay by her side.

Not if it would make Ella more miserable and unhappy. If indeed with this separation can make Ella happier, then she will be willing to release the girl. Though she herself hesitates to be able to find happiness without Ella by her side.

Ella was stunned for a moment unable to react. Previously he had thought that he would be a little relieved when Ardi finally agreed to let go. But in fact it doesn't feel so, it still feels very painful.

It felt as if something was broken in his heart and shattered into pieces, leaving behind a deep sense of pain and pain. 'My decision is round, I can't back down, ' Ella braced herself to keep moving forward.

"Thank you, Ardi for everything, for the good of Ardi as I am, for the attention, love and affection of Ardi who is so great to me... Very thanks. Maybe what I did to you is not at all comparable to what Ardi once gave me. And until whenever I can't get back at it." Ella said as she squeezed her fingers under the table to stay afloat. To still be able to look strong without tears flowing on his face.

"Ella, please...Don't go..." Ardi once again tried to plead with Ella. Couldn't put words together anymore to convince Ella. Ardi's heart was shattered into pieces to hear Ella's final decision about the end of their relationship. Decisions that seem to have been unanimous and can not be contested anymore.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my inability to be your partner. It's not worth it to be with you. Forgive all my spoiled, selfish behavior and all my actions to you that may not please and hurt you. I'm sorry I can't keep you company anymore..." Ella stopped for a moment. It feels too bad to continue. He took a deep breath. His heart was once again set to hold back the increasingly powerful tears urging out, rushing out from both of his eyes.

"You should be happy after this, ma'am. Live your life better and happier without me. Do all that for me too, take care of the condition and take care of health. Don't push yourself too hard and work too hard. Don't get sick anymore. And finally find another woman who is better than me. Be happy with him..."

Unable to do so, Ella felt unable to continue her words. All the neatly arranged sentences in his brain seemed to just disappear. Unable to connect and express from his lips. Ella could only grip her fingers tighter and tighter under the table. To the extent that his palm hurt because it was pierced by his own fingernails.

"How could you..." Ardi was unable to continue his words. Unable to say that Ella was so heartless and evil for breaking and breaking her heart into pieces. Because Ardi knew very well that Ella's heart must also be equally destroyed at this time. They were both broken and heartbroken. They both felt the same pain, heartbreak and helplessness.

"I have something for Ardi's mas..." Ella suddenly stood up from her chair after they were silent and stared for quite a while. Ella walked slowly towards the acoustic musician on stage. Ask permission for them to accompany him to sing a song for Ardi. He gave the title of the song he would sing with their help, explaining about the tone and key of the song he would be humming.

"Good night, ladies and gentlemen. Introduce me Ella. Earlier I apologized if the quality of my voice could make your ears hurt." Ella greeted everyone in the restaurant kindly.

"This song is dedicated for the one I love the most. But sadly I can't live with. Lazuardi Edwin Paradana..." Ella gave her sweet look and smile towards Ardi. Waves of applause instantly filled the entire restaurant to give Ella some encouragement and support.

(*This song is dedicated to someone I love the most. But sadly I couldn't live with him).

The music flowed with the meldunya and Ella had taken a position, preparing to sing her song by occasionally giving a smile to Ardi who remained sitting in his chair.

Ardi was slightly astonished by Ella's actions this time. How Ella who is usually shy and does not like to stand out can advance to the stage. To sing and to give a song to him. There must be something Ella wants to convey from the song she will be carrying.

Ardi also did not want to miss putting his ears well to listen to Ella's singing. Focused his gaze to look at the beautiful girl in the distance. Carving out a beautiful memory of Ella with her beautiful appearance standing on stage and singing for her.

Ardi can recognize the song Ella will bring from her music. A very heart-wrenching and heart-wrenching song that tells about the separation of lovers. Ardi did not expect Ella to perform this sad song for him. The worst word is good bye by John Newman.

If I don't leave, how will you see?

All the better love that you desire without me

If I don't go, how will you know?

You'll find space to breathe and time to heal tomorrow

I hope time, oh, time will tell the truth

I'll give the time to you

The hardest word is goodbye

So make it easy, don't cry

I'll love you for my whole life

The hardest word is goodbye

I know it hurts, screaming "Don't go"

But I promise you your heart won't stay hollow

I'll always hope that you'll move on

And you'll find a love that what's we had but more

Time, oh, time will tell the truth

The hardest word is goodbye

So make it easy, don't cry

I'll love you for my whole life

The hardest word is goodbye

Oh-ooh, oh-ooh

Oh-ooh, oh-ooh

Oh-ooh, oh-ooh

The hardest word is goodbye

And after Ella ended her singing the entire restaurant was silent for a moment. Fascinated by Ella's voice that was unexpectedly very pleasant to hear and live the song. Ella sang the song very emotionally with her occasionally trembling voice holding back her tears and teary eyes.

A boisterous applause was heard some time later when Ella resigned and retreated down from the stage. Only Ardi remained silent, unable to react. Fulfilling all the lyrics of the song that seemed to be an expression of Ella's feelings for him. Difficult feelings and words are spoken and conveyed directly to him orally. An unspoken word...

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Again this is a great song for the conditions that happened to Ella and Ardi. If you are curious, you can try the song check on Yout*be to better appreciate hehe. And to facilitate the imagination of the lyrics will try to mean yes in this section so as not to damage the composition of the story above. Repeated song parts should not be written again yes.

If I don't leave, how will you see?

All the better love that you desire without me

If I don't go, how will you know?

You'll find space to breathe and time to heal tomorrow

If I don't go, how will you be able to see?

All the better love you deserve without me

If I don't go, how will you know?

You will be able to find space to breathe and time to recover later

I hope time, oh, oh,

Time will tell the truth

I'll give the time to you

I wish time, oh,

Time will tell the truth

I'll give you some time

The hardest word is goodbye

So make it easy, don't cry

I'll love you for my whole life

The hardest word is goodbye

The hardest word is goodbye

Make it easy, don't cry

I'll love you all my life

The hardest word is goodbye

I know it hurts, screaming "Don't go"

But I promise you your heart won't stay hollow

I'll always hope that you'll move on

And you'll find a love that what's we had but more

I knew it would hurt, to scream "Don't go"

But I promise you your heart won't be empty

I always hope you can move forward

And you'll find love like we have that's even better than that

Tisue mana tisue 😭

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