Doctor Ella Love Story
74. Fear

Love can't exist without fear. If the tough of losing someone doesn't scare the shit out of you. Then it is not love.

(*Love cannot exist without fear. If the thought of losing someone can't scare you. Then it's not love).

Maybe I'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want.

(*Maybe I'm afraid because you mean more to me than anyone else. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want).

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Ella walks out of her room to meet Ardi who is waiting for her in the living room. Ardi is still wearing his work shirt. Apparently the man had not even returned home from his office. He even stopped by his contract.

"Els? What's the matter, El?" Tanya Ardi stood up from her sofa welcoming Ella's arrival.

"No pa-pa kok mas, just tired," replied Ella. He could see them on the terrace, their food deliverymen coming. Ella immediately took her ordered food and brought it in for Intan's pack and for herself a pack.

"You haven't had dinner yet?" tanya Ardi saw Ella carrying a pack of rice, a plate and a spoon. Sitting on the front floor of the sofa with his food on his desk.

"Just waking up, starving. So the new delivery order food," replied Ella. "Ardi's already eating?"

"Udah. You know, I brought that food." Ardi regretted his arrival with empty hands.

"Why are you here at night?" ask Ella to investigate.

"Kange. Just like the kiss that wasn't given yesterday."

"Nothing. I got the kiss voucher."

"It's stingy." Ardi protested.

"I ate first yes, mas," Ella did not respond to Ardi's protest. He opened the rice and started eating it. Sambel typical of rice tempong eaten greedily many, very spicy.

Ardi was just observing Ella eating her food greedily, starving? But how do I think he deliberately eat sambelnya a lot. And sure enough a moment later Ella's face was reddened, sweating and Ella's tears were flowing, she was crying softly.

"Els? You why?" ask Ardi concerned. Confused by Ella's attitude. Time because of pengesesan sampe nangis-nangis. Or is there something else? That's why he didn't want to see her?

"Pedes. Great pedes mas," replied Ella while taking tisue. Trying to wipe his snot and tears flowing suddenly. Either because of the so painful sambel tempong he ate or because of his mood that was raking blue.

Ardi picked up a gelatinous drink, stuck out his straw and gave it to Ella. "Drink this first."

Ardi then remained silent while observing Ella who was concentrating on finishing her food menu. Ardi stepped up from his seat on the sofa. Sit on the floor next to Ella, to be able to observe Ella's face closer.

Ella stopped eating it after spending almost half her serving of rice. No longer able to chew and fill his stomach.

He then just passed by without saying a word. Return the spoon and plate to the kitchen and throw away the remaining rice wrapper. Ella also took the time to wash the bathroom, wash her hands, wash her face. Removing the tears that flowed down his face.

Once back in the living room Ella brought a small bouquet of flowers Edelweis. He gave the bouquet to Ardi who was still sitting on the floor waiting for him.

"Ni souvenirs for mas Ardi from Bromo."

"Edelweis flower? Thanks to ya." Ardi was a little confused as well as receiving a bouquet of flowers. Shouldn't it be guys who give flowers to girls? Pa-pa does not consider it to be the emancipation of women. Ardi placed his bouquet of flowers on the table in front of him.

"Yes, I don't know why I want to give the perennial flowers to Ardi mas." Ella was sitting on the floor right next to Ardi. Sit side by side with leaning on the sofa.

"Because the flower symbolizes eternal love?" ask Ardi to guess.

"Because I also want our love to be eternal."

"Of course, honey. Our love will be eternal forever timeless." said Ardi while giving a sharp and reassuring look at Ella.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid. I'm too scared to lose you..."

"Why were you crying?" put the girl's head on her shoulders. Wanting to give Ella a sense of security, wanting to give her a place to shed all her grief. A shoulder to cry on.

"My time in Genting is running out, ma'am. I'm here for another week. Our time together is also a few days away..." Instead of talking about the time bomb that Ella had talked to Intan, she instead discussed other things that were lighter to discuss.

"Yaampun kirain why, if only Surabaya will I be able to go there every few weeks. We can still establish a Long distance relationship." Ardi was a little relieved to know the reason for Ella's fear. Though from earlier he had thought Ella would bring up again the problems of those who never get a solution.

"Are we gonna be okay?" ask Ella.

"Everything's gonna be ok. We'll get through it. The key is communication and trust for long distance relationships." Ardi is optimistic that they can both pass their LDR state later.

"When do you want his boyongan?" ask Ardi.

"Week this end. Not Saturday for sunday."

"Can't it be postponed again?" Ardi asked for a little time.

"The start of the month of this house contract is over. And again I have to deal with the re-list and all the preparations to become a PPDS student at Uner."

"I'll be busy in the coming days. I think we're gonna have a hard time getting there." Ardi said something that made Ella's heart melt in disappointment. Though he had hoped to spend the rest of his time in Genteng together with Ardi. But it seems that hope is also difficult to achieve.

"I have to go out of town even abroad. Meet the company's infestors. To just greet, get acquainted and convey the vision and mission as the new CEO of Pradana Group." Ardi explained the details of his activities did not want Ella to misunderstand.

"This is very crucial and determines whether they can continue to invest in our company after the change of leader."

"Yes I know..." Ella remembers Cindy's words about the name reversal of some companies into Ardi's. And remember the conversation Johanh and Masrur that Ardi will soon ascend to the throne of all assets of Paradana Group. The man was getting taller, not being reached by him.

"But I can help you boyongnya. I told Mr. Hasan to bring a box car to transport your belongings." Ardi was still willing to help Ella in any busy state of hers.

"No box cars can be. Ordinary cars are enough. I don't have a lot of stuff, just books and clothes. Almost all the furniture in this house is the owner. We just borrowed it hehe." Ella explained about her luggage during the later move.

"Oh safe means. If an ordinary car does not have to think about the schedule. You can leave anytime."

"When did Ardi start to leave?"

"Tomorrow. Early in the morning tomorrow to the airport to catch a morning flight to Jakarta."

"Tomorrow?..so suddenly..." Ella is increasingly disappointed by Ardi's impromptu schedule.

"Because the infestor also just confirmed the sight today. So we're rescheduling all events to fit in with the schedule of the investors."

"Take care of yourself and take care of the condition, mas. It will be busy and a lot of mobile like that. Do not get tired and sick again" Ella a little relieved also not to open the pandora box containing the time bomb earlier.

Fortunately, he did not add to the burden of thought in Ardi's head. The burden of mind that may be able to make Ardi bad mood and loss of concentration in work. Something that was not good before the departure of the traveling marathon met investors out of town even abroad.

"Yes, I promise to take care of the situation. You also take care. Later after returning home business tour I will directly samperin in Surabaya. From the airport to you first before returning to Genting." Ardi gives the ability.

"Pantesan aja today like maksa really want to meet. Expelled Intan also still do not want to go too hehe," tempt Ella.

"If I don't see you tonight, when can I see you again? I don't want to take any chances. Anyway have to see you tonight hahaha." Ardi laughed, realizing his hardship earlier.

"Thanx, you want to meet me tonight. And say sorry to Intan that my words were kinda sweet to her." Ardi gently stroked Ella's head and hair that was still leaning on her shoulder. "Udah night, I go home first huh. You must also be tired of the streets earlier?" the answer was to Ella.

Ella lifted her head from Ardi's shoulder. He slowly brought his face towards the man and kissed Ardi's lips. Slowly, gently and lightly for a few moments without burning passion and passion.

Ardi also replies to Ella's kiss, just following the tempo and rhythm that Ella wants. Not wanting to force it or get too excited to hurt Ella. They ended up kissing sweetly and briefly. Just purely as a farewell to the two of them who could not meet for a while ahead.

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