Forced to Be an Actor

Forced to Be an Actor
Growing From Wounds


I was still silent, the seconds of the clock seemed to slow down until


I can hear the little girl's breath in front of me, and not just


that's it even very clearly I can also see the restless facial water from


wrinkles and eye beads that have been filled with clear fluid


as if to show how broken and hurt the heart of a child


seeing the attitude of Mama who should be a guide for him even did


negativity.


“Mama Sifana, why just shut up?” ask Liora to me, please,


Clear liquid directly rivers in this eye fertilizer


when my vision caught Liora's trembling lips and raucous voice and


the clear liquid that had fallen from his eye peluk. This little boy


depressed, and I immediately hugged her, Liora's cry sobbed in my arms


as if that cry He could bear so as not to make everyone panic to see it.


Oh my God .. how sorry Liora is.


“Darling, the news is not true. Who said if


Mama Tasya in jail?” I asked Liora while gently rubbing her head.


“Liora, see for yourself.” Listen to that saying I


immediately released that hug and looked at his already reddened bead of eyes


even his nose and eyebrows are flushed with a nose that is flaky.


“See what?” askaku while wiping clear liquid in


his cheeks with his thumb.


“Mama Tasya, stabbed Mama Sifana with a knife, and the police dragged her out of this house.”


My God Liora saw everything, but why is she still acting so innocent as if


never saw what happened. Liora must have been depressed all this time and she


waiting for me to come to express his heart.


“Mama Sifa, Mama Tasya's mistake did that,” lied to me


to Liora.


“Mama, lie again. Mama Sifa is never evil,” says


Liora while taking a deep breath. “Mama Tasya always hurt Mama Sifana


and He also often does that to Liora.”


I couldn't stand it and immediately followed the tears.


“Mama, Sifa don't cry,” Liora told me with


wipe these tears. I was crying and couldn't stop


these tears, Liora turned out to be a tough little child and her age was still not


5 Years old, but he thinks like an adult.


I dipped both of his palms in turns before


speak. “Honey, Whatever Mama Tasya does you can't


hated it. It was an adult affair and Liora was a child so no


can come to think of adult affairs,” I asked him, Liora only


just look at me with tears still flowing.


“Liora, come see Mama Tasya in jail. Liora yesterday


listening to the conversation of Mama and Papa even Liora also pretended


finish eating first and want to listen to your conversation.”


I saw Liora wipe away the tears using the back of her hand.


We were all too fond of plain Liora, however


in fact, this little girl can think this mature. I'm out of


words and could only nod his head in agreement with Liora's wishes


just now. It's also free to hide everything because in reality Liora


very clever and not easy to lie.


Cklek!


“Mbak Sifa and also Liora why cry?” ask Gracefully


as he approached the two of us.


I saw Liora running around hugging Gracefully as if she felt


relax if you hug my sister. “Mbak Anggun, let's sit on the sofa first


later his legs tired if standing for long.” I saw Liora wiping the water back


couches.


Liora was very sad, but she was still thinking about the situation


Graceful, O God, this little boy is very clever and also has a social soul


very high one.


After finishing the conversation and Liora told him everything


at Graceful. Of course, my sister was immediately crying so much so this was really it


for the first time I saw the heartbreaking cry of my beloved sister. Gracefully


who is usually rigid and does not want to show his sadness to me even now


crying in my arms. I stopped her intention to undress the one I


wear it, but Graceful looks with a pleading face and I speak of Him


seeing this wound on the stomach, Anggun came back crying.


“Mbak Sifa, why hide such a big problem


from me? Gracefully could die if something happened to, Ma'am.” I closed it straight away


his mouth hugged his body again.


“Mbak Sifa, fine and never say a word


scary it.” I let go of my embrace to her while Liora looked at us


with tears still dripping.


“You two are my life. Never be sad


and promise from now on never to keep it all alone and


will always tell the slightest problem to Mbak Sifa,” my door on


Liora and also Anggun who were just silent as if the two were unwilling to burden


my thoughts by expressing their hearts.


“Please promise,” my door for the second time with face


implored. “You two will promise if you will never hide everything from me,”


reassuring both hearts.


“Liora promise,” said Liora while hugging me.


“Anggun also promises,” says Anggun too. And the three of us


hugging each other with the position I was in between the two.


“What is this?” ask Mas Sadam. I looked towards Mas


Sadam who immediately took a long step towards the three of us with


panicked face, though,


After some time, Papa Damar and Mama Elsa also joined


enter this room because it is now past 15 minutes from the hour


breakfast, but the three of us did not show up at the dinner table


both parents are trying to find out what happened. And like the face of water


Sadam earlier, Mama Elsa and Papa Damar also panicked.


Mama Elsa hugged her favorite granddaughter. And I


tells if Liora saw all the events and Mama Elsa directly


shed tears because she was insensitive to be a Grandma. Dadam


repeatedly massaging his temples that feel dizzy because he also does not


realizing that his grandson is very good at hiding problems of this magnitude.


“Grandmother has asked many times about your eyes


swollen, are you crying because of that problem?” mama Elsa asked Liora.


I just stared at the two with enthusiasm and curious


answer Liora.


“Iya,” sahut Liora with her raucous voice.


“Honey, why are you hiding everything. You can tell a story


on Grandma and also Grandpa.” Mama Elsa gently shook Liora's shoulder last time


hugged him.


I looked towards Mas Sadam who could only massage


his temples were dizzy when he saw his daughter was more mature than


his age. Maybe this is what happens when someone spikes from a wound.


We never know what children think about adult problems.