Forced to Be an Actor

Forced to Be an Actor
He's Always Everywhere


“You did not hear wrong,” after talking Mas Sadam pitching


leaving just left me who was still standing frozen in my original position.


After a while I was able to regain my consciousness, I stepped out of the kitchen into the room. After being in the room I immediately cleaned my body of sweat and changed clothes. I went back into this kitchen to carry out my orders


Sadam to eat together. Liora smiled sweetly at me and I returned that innocent smile, now that my bead turned to Little Tasya who was sitting next to Liora, that woman saw me sharp she must have known that Mas Sadam wanted me


come to eat with them either what happens until Mas Sadam turns nice to me or is it true what Mama Elsa said? If that man will miss me after a few days of not seeing me in this house.


My heart beats faster as my gaze and that of Mas Sadam face each other, that dark bead of eyes always makes


I failed to read what the look in his eyes meant to me, was he happy to see me following his orders or was it the opposite? Again and again I just


you can guess. With trembling hands I pulled one of the empty seats in front of Ms. Tasya. The atmosphere inside the dining table was so quiet that a rough sigh could be heard very clearly, my hands clasping each other from under the table, I did not dare to raise my gaze because now Mother Tasya must be watching me.


“Wait what else, let's eat together,” Mas Sadam said to everyone.


Slowly but surely I started to raise my head, Ms. Tasya


looking at me with disgusted face as if I was a piece of shit that smelled pungent and should be removed as far as possible from the dinner table.


“Honey, why he should come eat with us, you know for yourself how sneaky this woman is,” accuse Mbak Tasya to me by staring at Mas Sadam. I saw the two beads of the woman's eyes being completely rounded as if trying to bring out the emotions from her beads at this moment.


With a disappointed heart I began to rewind the chair at the table


eat this slowly and then start standing up from a sitting position. “I was wrong, no waiter should sit with the employers,” I better give up as usual because it is not good if this fight continues while there are small children who will definitely record every word that comes from the mouths of both parents more I know how Ms. Tasya behaves.


“Sifana, sit down,” Mas Sadam orders me but I still freeze in my standing position without daring to put this body back in


seat top.


“Honey, just let the actor go from this dining table,” shouted Mbak Tasya still did not accept with the decision of Mas Sadam. I look


liora's facial tears started to turn into fear and I don't want this little boy to be traumatized by the quarrel that happened because it could threaten your little one's biology.


“Mas Sadam, Ms. Tasya. Please do not fight because


i, look at that, Liora trembled with fear and you both know that this will all have a big effect on her thinking,” I speak slowly to be easily digested by Ms. Tasya, but who would have thought if that woman was even offended by what I said just now.


Ms. Tasya stomped the chair out loud and pointed one finger at me while saying, “Do you think that I


“Sorry, shouldn't I speak presumptuously like earlier,”


I said with my head down.


I felt like this debate would never be over so I chose to walk away from the dinner table and go back into my room


without a care with Mas Sadam who kept calling my name and asked me to sit back at the dinner table. I would love to take the little girl away but I know that it will definitely add to the murky situation inside this house.


Now I have arrived in the room and I immediately sit my body and put both hands on the face, these two eyes


can't contain more clear crystals. When with Anggun my days are very happy but if I have returned to this house I can not breathe freely or calmly because every time Mother Tasya will always look for reproach to drop me.


It was midnight but I still could not close my eyes, I began to feel if the worms in the stomach started to demo


ask for their dinner rations, yes after coming out of the kitchen I did not eat anything until now just deserve my stomach continues to sound nonstop. I don't want to get stomach pain because I'm late to eat. But


what if I meet with Ms. Tasya downstairs, I feel lazy if I have to look at her but this stomach does not want to be invited


compromises. Now that I was in the kitchen, I quickly turned on the sacred lights and with a flash the originally dark kitchen was now starting to glow.


“Tonight I want to eat instant noodles plus eggs


and also rice, I am very hungry,”, I said as I rubbed my stomach which still did not stop sounding.


“Make it for me too,” the voice of a man who is not familiar in my hearing began to meet this eardrum just as soon as I turn


the body was facing towards him, it was indeed Mas Sadam but since when was he behind me? Why this guy is always everywhere really makes me


shocked and look at this my stupid heart just keeps beating.


"Since when did Mas Sadam step behind me?” l didn't


feeling the sound of footsteps from earlier did not realize if this man was near me. Or was it because I was busy with my own thoughts so as not to listen to his footsteps.


“Since you came out of the room,” said casually then


it just passed me by and now Mas Sadam is sitting at the table playing his phone. Mas Sadam's calm demeanor made me believe that the man did not keep the slightest feeling from me. Love clapping one hand really hurts.


'Maybe I'm stupid for loving you. Isn't that Mas Sadam?'