Forced to Be an Actor
Misconceptions Start to Open

I have finished making two plates of instant noodles and each plate has a half-cooked egg. I

bring one plate to the dining table while leaving the other plate still on the kitchen table because I will eat there only.

“Mas Sadam, do I need to add rice?” ask her. The man immediately took his eyes off the phone and looked at me then frowned.

“Didn't you say you were hungry, but why make only one plate?” the man didn't blink to see me and things

it made my heart almost out of its nature.

“I have made it, but I will eat in the kitchen only,” said me while putting the plate in front of Mas Sadam.

“Eat with me only, and there is one thing I need to say to you,” I did not immediately answer but first circulated the view around Mas Sadam following my view and said. “Tasya, already asleep you do not need to worry.”

“Good.” After talking I immediately rushed to take my plate on the kitchen table and I sat my body in an empty chair right next to Mas Sadam, this is the first time we eat alone without Liora and Tasya. I hope Mas Sadam will not come back saying hurtful and degrading words like his bias even though we

can not be husband and wife but let us be a close friend or just a servant and also the employer I have been very happy.

Me and also Mas Sadam both just silent we are both busy spending the food on each plate. I devoured very carefully eating in my plate to the toilet because I was hungry. Mas Sadam's

also, he was eating food on his plate. The atmosphere in this kitchen room looks very quiet, the sound of Mas Sadam's fingers tapping slowly on the table is heard by me very clearly. I was about to stand up but

thinking back to that if the man wanted to talk to me, I didn't know what he was going to say, I still couldn't guess. Mas Sadam grabbed the white water in front of him and took a sip, I saw his jakun up and down following the movement of the water that entered through his throat. After stuffing it in the glass, Mas Sadam rubbed his lips to clean from the rest of the drinking water.

“Sifana, do you think Tasya is having an affair?” ask Mas Sadam to me. Is this a trick question or what? Why did Mas Sadam even ask me, this really makes me confused.

“Sa-I do not know, Mas Sadam,” I do not dare to draw conclusions rashly because this concerns the household life of Mas Sadam and also Mbak Tasya.

“I know you have the same thoughts as me, too,

but you are just silent and do not want to interfere,” yes absolutely Mas Sadam's guess just now, I do not want to interfere in your family affairs

both.

“I, only the waiter in this house so it is not worth meddling,” said I know myself as usual.

“You know, you are not a servant you are my wife,” she said quickly and straightforwardly. I don't know what happened but this isn't the first time Mas Sadam has said that word to me, maybe it's the third time he's mentioned it to his wife.

everything I want is achieved,” I said with both hands clasping each other. Yes, this is the first time I've been honest with Mas Sadam about that fateful night, where me and his parents made a scandal to get us married.

“I never thought if you dared admit it, then what is the reason you married me. Is it because of money?” I heard Mas Sadam's voice start to sound heavy and I was also very sure if now the man was trying to resist the emotions that had almost exploded inside him.

“I need money, but I can't say for what,” I said by wiping the sweat that had flooded this eel.

“Is it because of your sister?” I immediately raised my gaze

when I found out that Mas Sadam knew about Anggun.

“Mas Sadam, know from where about Anggun?” ask me with

wavement. I ventured to look at the man's bead and Mas Sadam now rested his back on the dining table chair while putting both of his hands on his chest.

“Do you think I'll let you out at night

it's without any bodyguards, I might not like you but you're still my wife even though I tried my hardest to reject her but your name

being on a marriage license with me,” was obviously the man at length.

I never thought that if all this time Mas Sadam was not as cruel as I had ever imagined, I might be too bad-minded to not be able to see the goodness in his heart.

Mas Sadam already knew about Anggun then why I covered everything.

"Yes, it's true what Mas Sadam thought I was forced to agree to this marriage because my dear sister is sick and she costs a lot," I twisted my two eyeballs to prevent the clear liquid from dripping from these eye beads. "Mama Elsa and Papa Damar also need women so that Mas Sadam is not constantly deceived by Ms. Tasya, but even though in this heart it never once occurred to me to be the bully of you two, I was forced to do all this only Graceful I have in this world, it's just that he's the kind of relative I have and I'll do all the things he calls including selling this self-esteem to Mas Sadam's parents."

I started to run out of oxygen in my lungs, I started to take long breaths and then exhaled slowly from my mouth a few times. I also did not forget to rotate my two eyeballs so that the clear crystal that had been creeked did not fall and destroyed the self defense that I had difficulty waking up.

"Is the person you call dear that night he-your brother?" I ventured to look at Mas Sadam with faint eyes. I saw the change of the man's facial water bead his eyes as if impatiently waiting for me to open my mouth to answer his question just now.

"Yes, she is my beloved sister and she is the only love of my life now and then,"

'He is the love of my life. Do you understand, Mas Sadam?'