Forced to Be an Actor
Feeling Hungry Continues

“Honey, tumben once you spoiled like this?” ask Mas Sadam while opening the mineral water that is still in the packaging.

“I don't know, but just want to be in a bribe just like you, Mas,” I said to Mas Sadam while giving a pack of bread with a second taste. “Mas, I'm still hungry, bribe again,” my door with a face of sand.

“Of course, I don't want my wife to be sick so you have to eat a lot,” Mas Sadam's request to me while taking the bread package in my hand and then opening the package.

“Mas, later if I get fat how?” ask her.

“You are fat or skinny I will still love you,” said Mas Sadam to me with a serious face.

“Hopefully you don't glance at women who are sexier than, I'm Mas,” I said honestly while looking at her bead eyes.

“No will.” I immediately smiled sweetly when listening to the voice from Mas Sadam just now.

After finishing the second loaf of bread I felt full. I chatted with Mas Sadam until the drowsiness began to crawl my body and make these two eyes feel heavy. I yawned a few times, still I tried to resist this sleepiness until the voice of Mas Sadam made me immediately pull on him.

“Honey, sleep here,” pinta Mas Sadam to me while patting his thigh.

“No, Mas later you will be tired,” I told him.

“Not going, let's go to sleep,” pinta Mas Sadam with pleading gaze. Finally I could not bear it and immediately put my head on his thigh. I saw Mas Sadam smiling at me. “Sleep, I'll take care of you,” told me.

“Mas, I love you,” I told him.

“I love you more. And now sleep,” pinta Mas Sadam while rubbing my cheek gently using the back of his hand.

“Alright, good night Mas.” After speaking I immediately tilted my body and it didn't take long, I began to enter into the dream realm.

***

I blinked my eyes when I felt Mas Sadam move. I rubbed these two eyes and looked at my husband, I saw Mas Sadam's forehead sweating coldly seeing that I immediately rose from my sleeping position.

“Mas, What's the matter?” I asked Mas Sadam with an anxious face.

“Honey, I'm sorry for waking you up,” he said like the one holding something back.

“No problem, but are you sick, Mas?” ask him again.

“No, I want to go to the bathroom.” Without waiting for my advice, Mas Sadam immediately ran to the bathroom in this hospital.

Was my husband holding back from wanting to pee. He was willing to hold back urination just because he didn't want to disturb my sleep very well, but he could get sick if it was like that. I again remember Mas Sadam's face moistened by sweat and his palms also to the point of breaking out in cold sweat from holding back his pee. God, that man loves me this much I never thought I would.

After some time I saw Mas Sadam stepping back towards me. He sat beside me and I stared at him in silence. There was no longer any visible sweat drenching his face, making it my heart was relieved.

“Honey, are you angry because I accidentally woke you up earlier?” ask Mas Sadam to me.

“I'm not angry about it, Mas,” I told him.

“Then because what?” ask Mas Sadam to me.

Mas Sadam immediately hugged me and rubbed my back slowly while saying, “Darling, don't cry anymore I will promise not to repeat the same thing.” Mas Sadam let go of his embrace then wiped my tears.

“promise,” I said while lifting up my pinky in front of him.

I saw Mas Sadam smiling and then linking his little finger to me. “Honey, you are so funny,” he told me. And I do not know this to be called praise or insult.

After some time, Doctor Heru stepped over to the two of us. He said if now we could wait inside Liora's room. Mas Sadam and I thanked him after that we immediately stepped into Liora's room.

“Honey,” call me when I enter the vvip room of this hospital.

“I saw Liora smiling at me,” her face was not as pale as yesterday and she could also smile again for sure because of the influence of the medicine so the pain was not felt.

“Mama, Papa.” Liora.

“Are you in good condition?” asked Mas Sadam while rubbing his daughter's cheek.

“Already, Pa. Where are Ma'am Anggun, Grandma and Grandpa?” liora asked us while combing through this room using her gaze.

“We are here.” I'll listen if that's Mama Elsa's voice. And sure enough, Papa Damar and Anggun stepped into this room after Mama Elsa, I saw Mama Elsa's hand carrying a bushel that must contain food while Papa Damar himself carried two paper bags in his hand.

“Dedek, are you awake?” ask Anggun while approaching Liora. Me and Mas Sadam stepped aside so that Anggun could stand close to Liora.

“Mbak Anggun, Dedek kangen,” sahut Liora while holding the hand of Anggun.

“Honey, you don't move too much first,” ask Mama Elsa after She put the bushel that He under on the table.

“Iya, Nek,” says Liora obediently.

“Sadam, Syria. Eat it, Mama Elsa herself made it and the paper bag contains your clothes,” said Papa Damar while staring at Me and also Mas Sadam.

“Let's go, our Pa is still not hungry,” said Mas Sadam.

I could only take a sip of saliva while looking at the food chain. I don't know why I'm hungry again not usually I'm enthusiastic in eating but since last night I keep feeling hungry even this morning when it's too early to do breakfast.

“Anggun, have you had breakfast?” ask to Anggun.

“Already, Anggun breakfast with Grandma and Grandpa before leaving for this hospital,” said Anggun with a sweet smile.

30 Minutes later.

Me and Mas Sadam have cleaned your body in the bathroom in this room. I began to feel if my bile started to rise into my throat and made my tongue taste bitter. I held my stomach as if in a stir even now my hands began to sweat coldly and the sweat crept up to make my jidat go watery.

“Mbak Sifa,” Graceful speech stopped when He felt if my hand was cold like ice. “Does Sister Sifa hurt? Why his hands feel cold like ice cubes,” said Anggun innocently.

Listening to the graceful words of everyone in this room immediately looked at me questioningly. Mas Sadam immediately grabbed my hand and He rounded his eyes when he felt that what Anggun said was true, my hands were cold like ice cubes.