Forced to Be an Actor
Because I'm Jealous

I stared at Mas Sadam questioningly, Where will this man take me? Why is he just silent even the look in his eyes looks so mysterious why am I so afraid.

“Mas Sadam, where are we going?” the second time I asked.

“We will go where we should,” he answered ambiguously making me even more confused. Isn't that the place we're supposed to be going home? Why go somewhere else.

“Mas Sadam, can you say the place we will

come?” ask for an explanation.

“I will find a quiet place and kill you there,” I see the man grinning really scary.

Now my whole body is slowly enveloped by fear, my heart that had been beating fast is now increasingly roaring like a police car siren that ruled the streets. Why would Sadam want to kill me? Was all this time his good attitude to me just pretend and the figure of Mas Sadam who was actually the man of the night, the night that still often made me shudder in fear when the shadow reappeared in my mind. I tried to rotate these two eyeballs so that the clear liquid did not escape from the throne

and show me so scared now. I was still staring at Mas Sadam with both hands clutched together spread the greater the fear there. I'm looking for whatever's in this car - things that can make people

next to me unconscious and then I'll run away. Yeah, it's a good plan.

Mas Sadam turned his attention to me for a moment and his eyebrows immediately furrowed deeply while my poor self looked at him with cold sweat and a pale face as if his words were like leeches absorbing all the blood on my face.

“Honey, why are you scared like that?” he still asked me why I was afraid it was so amazing for this guy. I wish I could want my claws whose faces were to vent fear all over this body.

“You're going to kill me! What's my fault?” I see now the man frowned too I don't know what that means I was confused

he could not even describe his face water.

I saw Mas Sadam immediately patting his eel with a chuckle, I gaped in wonder at his attitude. “Jeez, don't talk if you think my words were serious?” now Mas Sadam was staring at the street after seeing the road a bit quiet man directly slammed the steering wheel of his car to the left

and pull over on the street. Now he looks at me softly and it makes my heart feel a little calm.

“Te-of course I believe because that night alone,” was not finished I spoke but the man had already silenced my mouth with

her kiss. Both of our lips touched each other somehow I could not stay away even though one inch just maybe because this man did it very gently as if afraid to hurt me.

Her warm breath hit my face as she let go of our levies, she dropped both of our eyebrows and locked my eyes

just centered on him. “I will never hurt you again, trust me.”

“But Mas Sadam said he wanted to kill me?” I asked him one more time to repeat his previous words.

“Darling, I was just kidding why you took what I said seriously,” he said by distancing our position, I saw him patting the eel for the second time. God, why am I so stupid to believe his words without thinking.

***

Sadam got out of the car and the man around his car opened the door for me, I was really treated well by him. Mas Sadam reached out his hand to me and I happily touched his hand letting the man help me get out of the car, scenes like this I often see in drakor movies even the body of Mas Sadam

a little bow to my hand. I felt both of my cheeks in the heat, immediately I turned my eyes to the other direction because I did not want to if until Mas Sadam saw a red tinge on both of my cheeks. I immediately glanced at him as the man whispered a friendly word near my earlobe.

“Darling, you are so beautiful,” I need water to wander my body so as not to burn because of her words, I just found out if she is

good at seducing. “I do not seduce but speak honestly,”. This man is so great that he can read my way of mind now like a psychic.

“We want to buy something for you,” I saw the man smiling sweetly at me even he has not yet removed the link of his hand from my wrist.

“But I already had it all mas, the other day Mas Sadam

buy me a lot of clothes,” I said to draw conclusions.

“Not that, this is something I should have given to you from the very beginning we got married.”

“Oh ....,” I answered while rounding my lips to form the letter.

I didn't speak anymore and was busy focusing

people who are now shopping. I saw two young girls singing together and there was one headset that they used both even the two young girls did not care about the gaze of the other visitors saw her behavior, she said, I don't know why I remember a time when I was in school back then

it was fun that I immediately shook my head to brush off the shadow of the past.  Now I turn my attention towards the handsome man who is walking alone the man occasionally looks up

there and there like looking for something might be looking for her lover. The shadow of the man instantly melted into my mind as I felt Mas Sadam's hand pull my waist closer to him from when he let go of his hand.

I looked at Mas Sadam's gloomy face, his eyes sharpened looking at the man I had seen earlier for the second time I saw his facial water like this in one day actually what happened

to him? I looked back at the handsome man I had seen and sure enough now the man was with his lover and they were holding hands together

with a happy smile as if the world only belongs to two and the other just hitchhiking.

“Is he very handsome!” the tone of the circus voice began to crack in my ears making my attention fixed on staring at Mas Sadam.

“Means?” I asked by stopping our steps at

near the jewelry store.

“From the moment you looked at her, did you like her? Is he more handsome than I am? Is his body better than mine?” me

frowning did not understand where my husband's conversation was going right now I was so stupid that I could not guess it maybe because I was afraid of being disappointed because he could not be feeling ‘jealous’ to me.

“I don't know him,” I said briefly where might I like him."

“You liked it, I saw you staring at it from before until you didn't realize that I was watching you,” I saw Mas Sadam's eyes sharpen as if he was drawing a sword through his eyes.

“I just stare at it doesn't mean like it,” me

take a deep breath then exhale slowly from the mouth. “look at it anything can't.”

“Of course it can't!” Sadam answered quickly to my words.

“Why can't?” I stepped back as Mas Sadam approached me without tinkering his eyes. I can't go anywhere now

again because it has been cornered into the shop walls made of transparent glass. I saw some visitors staring at us by frowning for a moment and leaving without a care.

“Because I'm jealous.”