Forced to Be an Actor
Did Mas Sadam Call Me Dear

“Wait,” I saw Anggun looking at me while talking last

then he jerked his gaze looking towards the direction, Mas Sadam who was now turning towards looking at the two of us in turn.

“Mas Sadam, stay here. Gracefully apologizing if earlier spoke disrespectfully, it should not be Graceful so.” I rubbed the top of my beloved sister's head slowly, she still remembers what I taught

to keep him polite to people older than him and I am proud that Anggun still remembers my advice to him the other day.

“Whether, Anggun will accept Mas Sadam and bless our marriage, because Sister Sifa will be happy if it happens."

I saw Anggun did not immediately reply, but he first looked at me and then opened his voice, “If, Ma'am Sifa loves Mas Sadam why, but he did not, Gracefully disagree because all this time Anggun want only see Mbak Sifa find her happiness.” Maybe because of the pressure of life

it makes my sister stronger and mature like this and I don't like it because she's lost the thought of a little girl her age who still plays a lot without thinking about a lot of adult issues.

“Of course, Ma'am Sifa loves me so much when it's not like

that's where we might get married.”

“Mas Sadam, sit here Anggun want to talk.” I saw Mas Sadam obediently sitting on this Graceful chair just the first time

I saw Mas Sadam would listen to others when he had just known Anggun.

“Anggun, consider Mas Sadam like your own brother so from now on if you need anything do not need to Mbak Sifa, but

must go directly to mas Sadam only.” For some reason I was so happy when the man called me with a little name like what my sister did, it made my heart feel warm.

“Good,” my sister replied while nodding her head slowly. “Mas Sadam, can not make Mbak Sifa sad. Sifa's mother is

a good man he won't hurt anyone else. Only Sister Sifa who, Anggun has all this time I have often inconvenienced Mbak Sifa even I have seen myself Sister Sifa held hungry just to be able to pay the cost

treatment at this hospital. But now Anggun is happy because finally Ma'am Sifa found the man she wanted the man who loved her.”

Mas Sadam looked at me wistfully then the man stood up from the

sitting position and hugging Anggun very gently, I felt moved until the clear liquid escaped from this eye bead, immediately I wiped the tears.

This is the first time Anggun cried in front of me, he cried not because of the disease that gnawed his body but the little boy cried happily for me and made my heart more and more bitter. Why Grace should hide her sorrow

alone without sharing with me, I am her brother and I have repeatedly stressed to her that she has never burdened me.

“Anggun, Mas Sadam promised to love Mbak Sifana and also take care of her, even Mas Sadam promised to often visit Anggun if there is free time,” My heart skipped a beat when the man said he loved me, even though I knew very clearly that

Mas Sadam was lying but somehow this stupid feeling of mine still warmed up by itself.

Sadam and Anggun also talked with me not

ever seen Gracefully close to others. Mas Sadam even treated Anggun very well for example as he is today

Finally, I and Mas Sadam say goodbye because daylight is the time of Grace to rest and kiss the top of the head Anggun

then tell her that from now on I will visit her often. Now it was Mas Sadam's turn to say goodbye to Anggun and the man also did

the same thing with me peeling Anggun then give the paper bag that we had saved under the patient's bed because we wanted to give it when we wanted to go home.

I saw a happy twinkle of eye emanated perfectly to meet the Graceful cornea. My little girl opened one by one the stuffing inside

bag with a smile that does not fade even a little.

“Mas Sadam, Sister Sifa thank you. This is very good, Anggun will soon recover and walk while wearing this shirt,” I immediately hugged him kissed several times the top of his head was happy. This

all thanks to Mas Sadam if only the man did not buy this shirt maybe until whenever I would never be able to buy a nice shirt like this for Graceful.

***

“Mas Sadam, thank you for making Graceful the same

like a sister, Mas Sadam himself,” I said after sitting in the car. I shook my head looking at Mas Sadam who was now undoing his intention to start the car engine.

“She is my sister also from now on,”

stare at me intensely. “if Anggun is healed I will take him to live together

with us as long as he's in the hospital I'll have some nurses to watch over him so you don't have to worry,” the anxiety in my heart

starting to melt together with the last word of his speech, now I do not need to worry if Anggun alone in the hospital.

“Thank you, Mas.”

“Only it.”

I frowned not understanding the meaning of Mas Sadam's words just now. “Means?” ask me with a bead of asking eyes

explanations.

“Can I say thank you by peeping my cheeks,” I immediately round my two beads shocked to listen to his words just now. “if you don't want yes, no problem but don't glare

like that later owl will feel embarrassed because his eyes are lost wide with you.” I saw the man smiling happily. Is he happy to see me angry.

“Enak only, I was likened to an owl,” argue I do not accept. I don't know why I started to feel comfortable with this guy especially when I knew he was so nice and also considered graceful just like his own sister.

“Of course, I was just kidding. You are my most beautiful wife. Honey, we go for lunch first, yes before going home.”

I stared at him silently with a frown. I must have misheard where Mas Sadam might have called me by that name.