Forced to Be an Actor
Why They Fight.

“Why should you hide all this from your husband? Shouldn't you be honest so that she knows everything,” I see the worry on Mama Elsa's face at this time her forehead is wrinkled deep as if she is

worry about what happens in the future.

“Ma, I want, Mas Sadam likes me from his heart not from feeling pity because of what happened,” I say the word that is in

in my heart.

“Do you like, my son?” the woman clasped back

my hand with a wistful look, I saw there was a spark of happiness from the beautiful twinkle of her eyes at this moment. Yes I fell in love with Sadam even though the man was always rude to me but he was always gentle with the little boy and I liked him unconsciously.

“Entah since when, but Sifana started to fall in love with, Mas Sadam. But Sifana also never dreamed if the feeling will be avenged because Mbak Tasya is the only woman that Mas Sadam loves.” I lowered my head while swallowing the saliva as if I had just swallowed a taste

a real disappointment from my face's water right now.

“Trust me, if Sadam will open his heart to you, and he

will regret for abandoning a woman as good as you just for the sake of that selfless wife,” this middle-aged woman kisses my forehead longer and it makes this troubled heart start to look calm.

***

I've been accompanying Anggun for a few days in the hospital, Mama

Elsa was always in the hospital until the afternoon, the woman also said that she deliberately did not tell Mas Sadam whereabouts, because Mama Elsa wanted that Mas Sadam felt lost about my departure, yes even though I

feeling unsure if the man will feel lost instead of just

happy because there is no me-the bully of his hand house.

Anggun's condition is still not completely healed, but gradually his condition is getting better and the doctor also said if there is nothing to worry about. Mama Elsa told me to go home because I've been in this hospital for almost a week. I said goodbye to Anggun before leaving and understandingly the little girl agreed to him even she also said that I should not be worried about her condition. Graceful Face

it still looks pale and I still can't bear to leave it alone but luckily there is Mama Elsa who will be waiting for me

take care of my beloved sister.

I peeked the top of Anggun's head longer, then took turns to peck both cheeks then I say goodbye to Mama Elsa, I

waving to Anggun and the little girl returned the soft wave of my hand with her sweet smile. I went home to Erlanga's house in between by Mama's driver

Elsa, I had wanted to refuse but Mama Elsa insisted that I was not happy to continue rejecting her and finally I agreed to be delivered by my mother-in-law's personal driver.

“Thank you, sir,” I said to the driver who delivered me

to the front of the Erlanga family home page.

“Sama-sama, Sister Sifana,” said the middle-aged man to me

with her sweet smile.

I stared at the car walking away from me and then out of the main gate of this house. I inhaled a deep breath as if preparing my heart for all kinds of problems that I would face later in this house.

looking at me sharply with both hands crossed in the chest.

I don't know since when he was standing at a distance of only two meters from me, when I got out of the car, I didn't see Mas Sadam.

This man is like a ghost who runs anywhere and anytime.

“Still remembering going home,” he stepped closer to me with eyes that did not blink, his sharp gaze seemed to kill me with just

looking at those eyes, I could only look at him with a racing heart eager to lower my head but I missed his handsome face too much

so I just keep staring at Mas Sadam's face every inch.

“I, just got home from the hospital,” I said with a look in his eyes.

“Is the person you call by the name, Darling that sick?” I just remembered that the other day Mas Sadam was listening

my conversation was on the phone with Anggun and I didn't expect that this man had a strong enough memory as well.

“Yes, he just had surgery and I kept him for a few days because other than me he doesn't have anyone anymore,” me

speak as it is if I am the only one Graceful has.

“Cih! You love her so much it turns out, then why don't you just leave this house and marry her.” I was about to answer what I just said, Mas Sadam said but the man had turned around and left me.

Sadam, you should have asked who I am

call it by name, dear it because only then will I answer everything so that this misunderstanding does not drag on. I clasped

close to the bag containing my clothes during my hospital stay, I just stepped Liora's figure was immediately caught very clearly by my cornea, she said, the little girl immediately ran up to me with both hands that had been stretched out as if she asked in the hug because she missed me so much.

“Mbak Sifana, from anywhere, Liora misses so much, Liora thought if Mbak Sifana would never return to this house,” me

bowing her head and peeping at the top of Liora's head, the smell of her strawberry-scented hair and I miss her so much. I peeked both of his cheeks after observing the situation if Mbak tasya was not around the two of us.

“Mbak Sifana, it is impossible to leave Liora alone,” I said as I cupped her two faces with my hands after I put the bag I held onto the floor just like that.

“Mama and also Papa quarrel after Mbak Sifana rises to

top of the car that night,” Liora said by looking at me using her innocent eyes.

I frowned in disbelief at what this little girl just said because usually in the middle of the night Liora would fall asleep. It's possible that Liora was dreaming because to my knowledge the relationship between Mas Sadam and Tasya was very harmonious.

“Mbak Sifana, out even day is not in such hours usually Liora is asleep?” ask me to clarify the words of this little girl.

I saw Liora shake her head slowly and then said,

“Liora, it is sleeping but Liora woke up because she wanted to go to the bathroom. Liora saw Mba Sifana coming out of the gate from the room window and lapse some time. Papa was immediately angry with Mama and they had a fight

great, Liora was scared and could only hide under the covers until she fell asleep on her own,” I saw this little boy's eye bead glazed over and I'm sure that Liora wasn't lying, but why did they fight after I left wasn't it in my room that night that Mas Sadam looked ordinary?