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After some time I began to listen to the sound of the door being swung loudly to hit the wall and then cause a sound that echoed in this room, I heard the sound of foot clattering in droves entering this room. Mas Sadam grabbed my body and took me away from Anggun so that the Doctors could provide assistance to Anggun. I cried in Mas Sadam's arms. The man rubbed slowly on my back as if trying to channel the calmness from the gentle strokes of his hand. I'd like to stop these tears but I can't, I just keep shedding tears seeing the condition of my dear sister lying weak helpless, helpless, the doctors began to work hard to restore his heartbeat through the device he was in his hands. But Anggun still did not breathe and lay weak.

“If he goes, I will be alone and I can't live without him, please tell the medics to save him,” I asked as I hit the chest of Mas Sadam's field slowly. Time seemed to run very slowly I felt this throat dry until it was painful when I opened the sound, my chest cavity felt narrowed making me difficult to breathe.

“He will recover, we will help him with do’a.” Me and Mas Sadam closed their eyes asking for help, Lord to restore the beat of Grace. Yeah, well, only the creator can help us get my little girl's life back.

My eye bead split again when listening to the voice of one of the Doctors who had managed to restore my brother's heartbeat. One of the doctors came to us. The woman's doctor said that we both had to wait outside, without denying that I took it for granted because I wanted Anggun to get treatment immediately. Mas Sadam invited me to sit on a stainless bench that was right next to Anggun's room, I still did not stop crying despite knowing that my beloved sister had passed her critical period, I was too afraid of losing it, imagining it draining all my energy to make this body weak.

“How about the condition, Graceful?” I saw Papa Damar and Mama Elsa standing in front of me. They're putting on a panicked face now.

“Anggun, already past his critical period,” I heard Mas Sadam answer Papa Damar's question.

“Mama Sifana, don't cry anymore,” Liora's voice made my attention split. I saw the little girl crying and seeing me sad, she even hugged me as if I wasn't alone in the world.

“Isn't after the operation that time Anggun's condition is fine? But why can suddenly drop like this.” Mama Elsa talks to Papa Damar and the man just keeps quiet because he also doesn't know the problem.

“Mama Sifana not crying, Dear.” I rubbed slowly

both clear liquids that have escaped from the eye liora. And Liora did the same to me.

Mas Sadam stood up from his sitting position and spoke with

Papa Damar while Mama Elsa herself replaced Mas Sadam sitting next to me trying to calm me down. Mama Elsa said that everything will be fine even though I know that this middle-aged woman is not sure of her words but, I still appreciate it by nodding my head in agreement with her words. I watched the faces of the two men look very serious, but their voices sounded very soft as if being careful that I could not listen to the conversation of the two. Mama Elsa and also Liora hugged me however, this still could not make my heart calm before I found out if Anggun was okay.

I heard the door to my sister's room was opened by the doctor. Me and the others immediately stood before the middle-aged Doctor with questionable gazes. The doctor said that if the condition of Anggun is stable but still needs to be monitored, and for a while no one should visit Anggun because the patient needs a lot of rest, but after Anggun woke up we could take turns to visit him.

“Patients are too depressed to cause their condition to drop, try not to have one person stress them because of it

will have a big impact on his recovery.” After the talk the doctor passed away leaving us all.

I saw Anggun from the transparent glass on this door, I slowly rubbed the glass as if I was stroking the face of my little girl. For a moment I remembered Anggun's last words before passing out ‘Anggun apologized, Anggun is the cause of all the suffering that Sister Sifa experienced,’

I don't know why those words still echoed in my ear as if Gracefully uttered them over and over again. I feel there is something strange here, where does Anggun know if I suffer? Did anyone else tell him

about my true condition? But who is that guy.

The deg!

“Honey, you should come home with Mama Elsa and Liora. Me and Papa will stay at the hospital tonight to look after Anggun.” I immediately shook my head slowly rejecting Mas Sadam's request just now. Where can I leave Anggun alone in the hospital even though there is a Husband and also my Father-in-law who will take care of him while I know his condition is still not fully stable.

“Papa, Mama and also Liora just go home. Me and also Mas sadam will stay here to take care of him.”

Mama Elsa and Papa Damar nodded their heads

they agree. They can read my mind now. If I never wanted to leave this hospital. Liora immediately hugged me as if this little girl refused to go home with Grandpa and his Grandma.

“Liora, don't want to go home. Liora wants to stay here with Mama Sifana.”

I clenched Liora's body then rubbed the top of her head while saying, “Liora should go home with Grandma and also Grandpa. Later if

Mbak Anggun is aware, Mama Sifana promises to bring you together.” I tried to persuade Liora to go home because it would not be nice for little to be left lingering in the hospital.

I saw Liora face up staring at me with a twinkle

eyes full of questions. “Mama Sifana must promise if later will bring Liora together with, Mbak Anggun,” he continued to me while lifting his little finger told me to promise him.

A thin smile escaped my lips when I saw her behavior that was able to get rid of this little bit of sadness in my heart, and without a second thought I immediately linked our little fingers together while saying, “Sure

only Mama Sifana will keep that promise,” my mouth is steady. Upon seeing Liora nodding her head, I immediately landed a brief kiss on the top of her head.

Now Liora was standing from my lap and the little girl stood in front of Mas Sadam and said, “Papa, Liora came home

back then. Papa do not forget to take care of Mama Sifana and also Mbak Anggun,” the door with a serious face. His innocent face always makes me miss my beloved Anggun-Adik figure who is now struggling with his illness.

Mas Sadam pulled the small body and sat Liora on her lap, I saw Mas Sadam fix Liora's hair a little messy, then said, “Without you telling me, I'm not sure, Papa will also take care of Mama and also Mama Anggun because they are both part of our family. Liora should not be naughty, yes if taken care of by Grandma and also Grandpa and do not forget to have dinner.”

“Good, Pa.”

Before leaving Liora looked down at the hospital hallway with a serious look then the girl said, “Why Liora looks like Mama Tasya, yes.”

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