Forced to Be an Actor
Is She Still a Girl

I saw Sifana wet her lips and said, “The promise you made never came true, Mas. You even let me in

hurt by him every time even breathing between the two of you I find it difficult not to mention my existence in that house was never considered possible because I was born from a poor family so you can treat me by chance.”

Tonight Sifana and I went back to Erlanga's house, she was still angry with me and she didn't want to look at me at all, even a few times I tried to get her to talk but never ignored, I could understand her hatred and her fear for me. I'll take care of her from now on and never will I

let Tasya or anyone hurt him not even myself. His swollen eyes had started to fade. I saw the woman get out of the car without looking at me, and I also saw that Mama Elsa was holding her with a sweet smile, I was so amazed when I saw Sifana looking fine as if nothing bad had just happened to both of us.

“Darling, you from anywhere why not go home not even giving news as well,” Tasya hugged me and this woman too

acting if nothing ever happened before us I knew Tasya wanted to show Sifana if our relationship was okay, but I couldn't support my first wife's acting to hurt my second wife.

“Darling, do not be like this, at see Mama same Papa,” said as I brushed off his hand even I was also reluctant to answer questions from him.

“Sifana, how are you?” I saw Mama Elsa holding Sifana's hand after hugging her earlier.

“Sifana News is fine, Ma,” I saw Sifana smiling sweetly but I know she tried her best to hide the pain in her heart.

Liora ran over to Sifana and hugged her spoiled as if she was her real mama on her own, I felt strange

seeing Liora closer to Sifana was probably because my first wife was too cruel to her. I have often scolded Tasya because she was too rude to Liora but my words were only considered to be the wind and then by her, it's really sad if it wasn't for Liora I wouldn't have been able to bear to see Tasya's attitude.

“Mama Sifana, same Papa Sadam go anywhere? Why not invite, Liora will also Liora will come,” I saw Sifana bowing

to kiss the top of my daughter's head and gently cupped Liora's face while saying. “Mama Sifana and also Papa Sadam are not going anywhere, we just stay at the house of Grandma and also Brother,” he continued slowly

when talking.

“Grandmother also said that time brought Liora home by force, whereas Liora also wanted to stay with Mama and Papa," I was always so nervous every time I saw Liora's plain face knitting if she didn't get what she wanted.

“Mama and Papa, next time I will invite Liora along,” I see Sifana patiently facing my daughter's innocence. I

always see the maternal attitude that is in Liora is very much different from Tasya.

The sun has begun to appear in the night sky, flickering stars surround the moon and this looks beautiful when seen

from earth. I sat with Mama and Papa in the gazebo near the flower garden. Both my parents said and also pointed out that Tasya had an affair while at the mall, yes, I have seen this many times but as usual I still defend Tasya because I do not want to if until the woman takes Liora away from me. Liora is my life spirit and I can't lose it, just because Liora I'm still maintaining this household until I've hurt my parents so many times.

“Sadam, open your eyes and see what your wife has done together with other men. Tasya even kissed in public

start to grow angry and talk.

“Can't you see how good Sifana is, Do you think we don't know what you did to her last night!

We installed cctv throughout the house including the kitchen, only the kitchen section we hide so that the servants do not know it. But now

look at that woman even keep hiding what you have done before all of us, Sifana might be angry at you but she is also still trying to protect you from the anger of both of us, sober up and look at the kindness of your second wife, son," I saw the blazing blazing eyes of Papa Damar.

I do deserve all this meaning maybe even this is still lacking if I remember my stupidity that night. I never thought if Mama knew it all without seeing it might be true what people have been saying if a mother's instincts must be right and I've been

prove it yourself now.

“Is she still a girl?” papa Sadam looked at me in full

search and I can only nod my head at the question.

Bugg!

I immediately fell backwards after Papa hit me in the face, this head began to feel dizzy and for a moment my gaze began to twitch due to his hard blow. I started to feel something dripping slowly from the corner of this lip and I wiped it slowly, yes it was a red liquid. Enormously

clearly I saw a twitch around Papa's jaw indicating that the man was trying to hold back the emotions that had already peaked in his crown.

“Papa, don't be like this, Mama please don't hit Sadam

again,” I see Mama still trying to defend myself even though I have made a big mistake. I feel so guilty for hurting the woman who gave birth to me.

“Ma, Let this useless child be aware of what he is doing, how can we possibly raise a son who has no compassion like him, he said,” I saw Papa rubbing his red face rough as if to throw away all his emotions.

“If until one more time, Papa sees you still defend Tasya then, Papa will do more than this.”

“Pa don't,” I saw Sifana coming straight in front of me when Papa Sadam was about to throw his fist at me for the second time.

“Pa, with violence like this everything will never be finished even will further aggravate the situation,” I saw Tasya immediately bring Liora inside.

I immediately breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that Papa could stop the movement of his hand at the right time, I would never forgive myself if until Sifana was hit by Papa's blow.