Forced to Be an Actor
Forced to Lie

My eyelids are still closed, but these ears

I can still hear Mama Elsa blaming Ms. Tasya for what happened to me. Mama Elsa accuses Ms. Tasya of doing all this,

Mbak Tasya of course dodged but Mama Elsa still did not want to believe until I heard Mas Sadam began to defend Mbak Tasya even though the man knew himself with what has been done Tasya Mbak at me. I can only

frowning with a bead of eyes that are still closed when feeling extreme pain in the head. I heard that Papa Damar started mediating this matter until everyone fell silent.

“Mbak Sifana, wake up don't make Liora sad like this,” I heard the voice of the little girl I love so much crying with

the hand that wiggled slowly on my arm. I can feel this shirt getting a little wet and I'm sure it's Liora's tears.

Not wanting to make this little girl feel worried I finally decided to open my eyes, my vision still felt blurry but gradually began to look clear.

“Sifana, are you okay?” I saw Mama Tasya coming straight at me with a face that looked worried.

“Nak, tell us if all this is due to behavior, Tasya,” I heard Papa Sadam chimed in. I also saw the man's face looked worried just like Mama Elsa's.

I glanced at Mbak Tasya at the glance of the woman rounded

his eyes were on me as if I could not tell him the truth. A moment later I turned this view towards Mas Sadam who was looking at Ms. Tasya with unreadable facial water.

“That's you hating me, Mas Sadam until you close your eyes

will everything happen.” This lip can only be silent but the clear liquid that has enveloped the cornea of the eye seems to show such a deep pain in the heart.

I saw Mama Elsa and Papa Damar still staring at me

waiting for an answer, I opened my mouth and said, “Mbak Tasya, did not lie because Sifana had fallen precisely Ms. Tasya who was about to save Sifana, Ma, Pa.” I was forced to lie because I didn't want to see Ms. Tasya hate me even more even though I knew she didn't either

I'll never like them, because the truth is that I've been interfering with their lives.

“Ma, why always blame, Tasya is not Sifana already

telling the truth,” facial water Mas Sadam looks not like to see there are others who vilify Mbak Tasya just like the previous days.

“Papa and Grandma, don't fight anymore

being sick,” I heard a soft voice mixed with sobs coming out of Liora's tiny lips. This little girl is so good to me.

“Grandma and also Papa don't fight, Honey, Liora just

being misunderstood,” I heard Mama Elsa approaching Liora while wiping the two clear liquids that had dripped on the cheeks of this little girl.

“Liora, let's go out the same, Mama let Mbak Sifana rest.” Mbak Tasya invites Liora away but the little girl just silently looked at the hand of Mbak Tasya who was in front of Liora without

intend touch.

“Liora, want to be the same Miss Tasya,” said the little girl while holding my hand tightly.

"Mak Sifana should rest, we should go out the same, Mama only," I saw Mas Sadam speaking in a soft and affectionate tone of voice until Liora began to obey his request.

Now that there was only Mama and Papa in this room, I began to feel that if my throat was dry, I looked at the nightstand next to the bed there was a glass of mineral water there, I sipped a salivary that felt dry in my throat.

"Let's go, Mama's get it," Mama Elsa's voice stopped me from moving. This woman was so sensitive to what I was going to do that she helped me to drink the water in this glass slowly.

Mama Elsa also did not feel disgusted to rub the remaining drinking water near my aunt.

Papa Damar said if they would stay inside this house until I was healed, I could only nod my head with a faint smile, I would be happy to see them in this house, yes, even though I have indirectly taken refuge behind the backs of both of them.

"That's what you hate about me, Mom. Until you close your eyes to everything that happens. Isn't that so, Mas Sadam.'