Forced to Be an Actor

Forced to Be an Actor
What a Beautiful Plan


Immediately I spontaneous keep this hand from his lips that had captivated meadi, why am I stupid not to think first


before touching it. I immediately lowered my gaze not daring to look into his eyes that looked faint, the man hugged me until now I could feel his breath hitting my face, warm and able to make heat waves in this body. All the fine hairs on my body seemed to be perfect when the warm exposure of his breath stroked this face.


“You are so beautiful even though you just woke up,” I felt my cheeks blushing red because of what she said in the morning. Little me


keep this body away from him but fail because Mas Sadam is increasingly guiding this body closer to him.


“Mas, please let go, I want to make breakfast,” I tried to escape from his deadly gaze somehow I shuddered again when I remembered his carelessness in touching me that night. I wasn't prepared to be so unprepared to go back to being an outlet for his anger it's better to just go to the kitchen - away from him it would be better.


“You woke me up, I don't know why I couldn't


holding back from touching you,” his heavy voice made my heart beat even faster.


“Mas, you promised me,” after listening to what I said the man immediately loosened his check on this waist.


“Alright, go to the kitchen I will finish it myself,” I immediately frowned not understanding the meaning of my husband's words.


“What do you mean, Mas?” innocently I asked.


“Darling, hurry up and go before I have trouble controlling this desire,” I immediately nod my head in understanding.


Yes, God I should have not touched him, I actually feel guilty for not being able to give my husband what he needs, but what a force I also still feel traumatized by his attitude. Maybe all this time


Mas Sadam always did that when he held himself back from touching Ms. Tasya. I just came out of the bathroom it turned out that Mas Sadam was waiting for me next to the bathroom door after seeing me through this door he immediately took turns to enter into it. I will give my best for you if this trauma is gone.


In kitchen.


 I went inside the kitchen door and saw Mama Elsa had prepared the ingredients that we would later use to make breakfast. I can guess if this morning Mama Elsa will make vegetable soup with fried chicken and also meat soto, he said, I have recognized all the stuffing in this kitchen so it is easy for me to guess everything easily. Mama Elsa was washing the chicken in the sink she immediately greeted me with a sweet smile - it was a bright smile once beat the bright twilight this morning.


“Again, Sifana let, Mama alone make morning sarpan while you accompany Sadam only,” I saw Mama Elsa wash her hands and then approached me.


“Ma, I can already do this precisely, Mama who should come out of the kitchen and let me cook for all of you,” I said with understanding.


“You are indeed a dream daughter-in-law, do not regret it first, Mama married you guys,” praised me while holding both cheeks.


“Ma, don't overdo it in praise.” I'm not too proud to be praised like most people even I feel embarrassed if there are people who try to praise me like now.


“Mama speak honestly,” says quickly. “then we make breakfast together.”


Me and Mama Elsa occasionally talk crisp about many things and somehow we feel very suitable even already


like more friends Mama Elsa is different from other in-laws, she even considers me like a daughter-in-law and also her own friend. Me and Mama Elsa cook together sometimes we laugh if there is something funny in the


papa Damar hasn't had breakfast yet. Mas Sadam invited Papa Damar to do morning running activities in the yard and Papa Damar


agree because the two have not spent time together since the conflict with Ms. Tasya occurred.


I glanced at Mama Elsa who rubbed the clear liquid in the corner


in her eyes, the middle-aged woman felt very happy that her son was back at them, Mama Elsa approached me and immediately hugged me as she said.


“Darling, thank you for your wholeness of this family back again. The day that so far could only be that empty wishful thinking


starting to look real, Sadam was friendly and also wanted to think of us as his parents,” this hug came off and I rubbed the liquid that escaped in


both cheeks my in-laws. “thank you for being present in our life,” he continued then kissed my forehead.


“Sifana, luckier for having both kind-hearted in-laws and also very understanding of Sifana's state from the beginning.”


All breakfast this morning is ripe for me and Mama Elsa


alternately putting all the bowls of food on the table, we arrange it as neat as possible. I washed the dishes in the sink while Mama Elsa called the others to do breakfast, while inside this house


for the first time I felt calm because no pair of eyes always looked at me with intimidation. The author's plan is very beautiful because it provides perfect happiness for me after a long disaster that had happened I really never expected all this, all this time I always


thinking if my relationship and Mas Sadam will end in divorce, that's how our lives are not always getting what we want but, what we need.


I finished washing all the dirty dishes in the sink then I turned around and coincidentally saw Mama elsa scolding Liora


enter the kitchen and behind him there are two men who I love very much Papa Damar and also Mas Sadam of course.


“Mama Sifana, cook what?” I saw Liora take her hand off Mama Elsa and the adorable little girl ran towards me. I saw his long hair in the two of me swinging around following his footwork.


“Mama Sifana, cook my favorite food, Liora,” sahutku while lowering my body to fix his slightly messy bangs as he ran up to me earlier.


“Yee ..., why does Mama Sifana always know what, Liora wants?” his eyes were very curious about the answer I was about to give.


"Because, Grandma and Mama Sifana love you, Liora. My grandmother prepared the ingredients for breakfast and Mama Sifana helped make it, "I explained slowly so that this little girl understood.


"Mama Tasya, never understand what, Liora wants is that a sign that Mama Tasya does not love, Liora?" I saw a glint of sadness being thrust into this caramel-colored eye bead. Liora must be sad and I shouldn't have said that earlier if I knew from the beginning this little girl would give such a heartbreaking answer as now.


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