Forced to Be an Actor
You're Not Alone

On the way, I just stared at the car window. I saw some pedestrians talking to their friends and there was also a man sitting on the side of the road while sipping water in a bottled bottle to relieve fatigue after exercise using a surgical and me

also saw a little boy who was shaking hands with his mother before going to school. My heart skipped a beat once and for some reason every time it was next to Mas Sadam clockwise as if it was beating slowly. The sun was shining so brightly as if he was also happy to see us together.

“Sifana,” I immediately diverted my face when my name was called in a very soft tone by him.

“Ya,” sahutku short.

“What do, Graceful like?” I saw the man looking at me questioningly until he finally returned to focusing on the streets.

“Anggun likes to run early in the morning before he gets sick, he also likes to drink orange ice and also avocado juice, Graceful very smart boy, he is always the class champion before he gets sick. He's my brother who's tough and doesn't like it either

trouble me,” I said without saying anything clearer. I have spoken slowly so that my lips do not tremble when telling about the habits of my dear sister, but it turns out I failed to do it even now these stupid tears just drip without me being able to

stopit. I immediately turned my gaze towards the window while quickly wiping the clear liquid so that Mas Sadam did not see it. Yes, God why am I so crybaby when it comes to grace.

I gasped in shock as Mas Sadam's warm hand clasped

my hand then rubbed it slowly, I looked at her about to keep my hand away but I paled when I saw the warm twinkle from her eyes. “I am your husband, so never be tough in front of me like this, I also want to wipe your tears when you are sad,” the man

smiling sweetly at me as if giving motive if we will pass it together.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I found out this car had reached the hospital parking lot where graceful was. I stepped ahead of Mas Sadam but the man pulled me and aligned our walking position. I tried to let go of his hand, but Mas Sadam begged me to allow himself to hold my hand and the man also promised never to do more than this. Want not to want me

giving her a grip on my hand, my heart skipped a beat somehow the hatred in my heart for her began to lose to this feeling of love, it's so annoying why I can't hate him more than this what else if Mas Sadam treats me with such tenderness now.

“Do you think Anggun will like all these clothes?” I know that now he is trying to open up the conversation between us and I appreciate his intention to melt my heart.

“Of course, Mas. I was a bad Brother for never being able to give my best to my beloved sister, even I can't give her the nice clothes or toys she's wanted since both of our parents died, I'm paying for Anggun's needs, at that time I was still sending Anggun but when he was sick I could no longer continue his education because it had no cost, he said,” I was silent for a moment while twisting my two eyeballs so as not to shed heartbreaking tears. “forget it, should not I say this all.”

I was immediately surprised when Mas Sadam pulled me into his arms, “Mas Let go,” I said to him.

“Listen to me, Sifana from now on what will be graceful

anyhow. He will be healed let God alone hold the most important end result we both have tried our best,” I cried in the arms of Mas Sadam somehow I was moved, I feel happy because I am not alone.

The man rubbed the two clear liquids that had been dripping on these two cheeks, I saw some people who were in the hospital hallway

looking at us at a glance but Mas Sadam seemed to not care and still focused on me, his whole bead was only full of my figure and I felt calm seeing the sad eyes that were heartwarming.

After knocking on the door of the room Anggun was me and also Mas Sadam immediately entered the room. Gracefully watching television in a lying position. Anggun looked at me and immediately sat down his body I was about to help him but Mas Sadam did it first, I saw Anggun frowning as if curious about Mas Sadam.

Anggun looked at me and I immediately nodded my head telling him to obey when assisted by Mas Sadam.

"Mak Sifa, who is this?" I was about to open my mouth to answer but again Mas Sadam preceded me.

"Include me, Brother is Sifana's mother's husband," I saw Mas Sadam extend his hand to Anggun but my little sister still silently did not reply to the size of her hand just like that.

"Mr Sifa, is that true?" I saw that questionable look in her eyes looking at me as if she was suspicious of something and I wished Anggun didn't know it - I wish she didn't know I was married to this man to pay for his medical expenses.

I can only take a deep breath and then exhale from my mouth, actually I don't want Graceful to know about my marriage not before she recovers.

"Anggun, introduce this man his name is Mas Sadam and what he said is true, Ma'am Sifa has been married to him and all this time who paid for the treatment of Anggun is, Mas Sadam." I saw that the clear liquid had started caving in the bead of Anggun's eyes showing that the little girl was disappointed in me - disappointed that I was hiding all this from her.

"From the beginning, Anggun has started to suspect where Sister Sifa got a lot of money to pay for this treatment. Did Madam Tasya get married out of love or because she was forced to just make Anggun stay alive in this world?" I have never seen the fragile and sad Anggun eye bead as it is now. My strong little girl always showed a tough attitude like an adult but now all that rigidity and strength melted together with the fact that I was married.

I hugged her and she cried in my chest, I stroked her long hair slowly then kissed her cheeks, I rubbed one tear drop that fell on one of her pale cheeks as she said. "Mbak Tasya, married for love how could you think like that and the grandmother who always comes is Mama from Mas Sadam, she is very slashing Sifa Ma'am and so is Liora."

"If the reality is like that, then why did Sister Sifa hide this marriage."

"Because Mbak Sifa wants to say if Anggun is healed but Mas Sadam can not wait for it because he wants to be close to Anggun as well," I stared at Mas Sadam who was now standing on the other side of Liora. "Mas Sadam, forcing Sister Sifa to meet with Anggun, if Anggun feels any objection then, Mas Sadam will just come out."

Mas Sadam immediately turned around without waiting for an answer from Anggun.