Forced to Be an Actor
Not Want to Lose Him

After finishing lunch Mas Sadam resumed his work while I sat on the sofa, I was busy playing Ludo in one of the applications that are being hitz now because it is always lost to the opponent finally I chose to end this game because it began to feel bored then I put the phone on the table, now I have this look on my husband's handsome face who is seriously completing his duties in the office because he will come with me to visit Grace in the hospital, I told him to go alone to the hospital but Mas Sadam wouldn't let him and said it didn't take him long to finish the paperwork he had to sign. Even Mas Sadam had also told Mr. Rokim to go home early.

“The sculpting of his face is very perfect really makes me more fascinated by his handsome face and also captivates many women who like it if I remember it I am more jealous,” I spoke to myself without making a sound while looking at him who was busy working.

I began to stand up from my sitting position to take this leg step closer to him slowly so as not to disperse my husband's focus on the file in front of him, I stood behind him and the man turned to me looking at my face and unexpectedly Mas Sadam pulled me into his lap and I who was not ready to fall into the arms of my husband, now he

wrapping both of his hands around my waist possessively, I could feel the roar of his breath hunting whenever he was at close range to me even the twinkle of his eyes was visible once if he wanted me so badly, want to hold me and feel again that night that I still feel traumatized by his attitude.

“Honey, are you bored?” he asked me while looking at me without tinkling.

“No,” I replied quickly. “can I ask you something?” I made sure before I spoke. Yes, I have tried to hold the curiosity in this heart of the presence of Ms. Tasya earlier, but I can not do it and still think only finally chose to open the voice.

“Of course, speak.”

“So before entering the company I accidentally saw Ms. Tasya out of this company, she was even with men

that,” I was careful in talking even on purpose I lowered my tone so as not to provoke his emotions because this was too personal and I was afraid of hurting his heart.

“Yes, I know she is with her lover,” I saw the change of Mas Sadam's face sounding a disappointed tone from the words he made just now.

“Then for what, Ms Tasya here?” ask me very carefully. A rough gust of breath escaped from his lips as if the man had just disposed of his emotions mixed with the breath.

“I blocked all his credit cards as well as his atm cards and he was angry at me asking me to recover everything however, I refused him,” I would like to believe his words but I feel there is something still hidden by Mas Sadam, but I do not know what it is, but I do not know what it is,

“Mas Sadam, sorry if I ask like this hopefully you do not feel disturbed by my question earlier,” I do not discuss further because I can feel the eternal in the bead of his eyes.

The man stroked my face slowly and now his bead locked my gaze. “You are my wife and never hesitate to ask

me.” I nodded my head and stood up from a sitting position because I didn't want to disturb him.

1 Hour later.

Sadam had finished all his work, he held my hand out of his office. I'm trying to let go

clasping his hand but he even further tightened his grasp. At first glance, I spread my eyes towards all the staff in this company and they looked at me while frowning as if it felt strange to see me next to their boss and not Ms. Tasya. I lowered my head letting my husband

guiding me out of this company, Mas Sadam looked straight ahead without caring about the thought of his workers perhaps because he was used to being the center of attention. A security guard walked up to us and gave Mas Sadam the car keys, the man immediately accepted it and opened the door

the car let me in first and then he himself circled his car to sit next to me.

here, there was a man looking at me while we were in the elevator then Mas Sadam immediately pulled my waist closer to him as if showing if I was just his one then the man looking at me instantly diverted

moving in another direction.

Now that we were both standing in front of the door of the room Anggun was in, I saw from the triangular glass that was on this door with

it was obvious I saw Anggun grimacing in pain while holding his head, I immediately opened the door and violently ran towards him while Mas

sadam himself called the doctor to check on Anggun's condition. Gracefully surprised at my presence then I saw the little girl biting her lower lip while forcing a smile on her lips, I saw her face pale

pasih with sweat condensing on his eel.

“Darling, you feel pain? Wait a minute the doctor will come to check on you,” I said frantically while directly hugging her, I felt her body tremble as if she was holding back her pain so that I could not see, he did not want to make me anxious and preferred to endure his own pain.

“Mbak Sifa, I'm fine don't worry,” he said in a trembling voice.

“Anggun, can't you share this pain on,

Sifa ma'am? You can hit, ma'am so we can feel this pain together,” I snapped it because I can't stand to see it always withholds pain

alone I looked at him he still smiled at me forcefully. I cried seeing her like this my dear sister thought more of my feelings than herself.

“Anggun, do not want to make Mbak Sifa anxious, Mbak Sifa already

enduring a lot of suffering because of Grace,” I saw her face turn more pale but she still smiled with her furrowed brows as if enduring the pain that was stabbing her even more.

“Mbak Sifa, is your brother should you share

whatever with, Ma'am,” I sobbed while talking until this voice sounded unclear.

“Anggun apologizes, Anggun is the cause of all that suffering, Sister Sifa naturally,” after talking his small body drooped limp and I cried hysterically to see it was not before Anggun condition is very stable then why he became like this.

“Doctor ... doctor .. doctor!” I screamed like crazy

shaking Anggun's body, but my little girl was still unconscious and my attention began to be seized after listening to the sound of a heart detection device that filled my sister's room. I stared at the straight line starting to fill my entire vision, my body was trembling more and more and more I clenched the body Gracefully unwilling to lose it, this clear liquid does not stop producing until tears are washed in the blue clothes of the hospital that my beloved sister is wearing.

‘If you leave, then what does all this sacrifice of mine mean!’