Forced to Be an Actor
Sadam's Regret

Sadam Pov's.

Just this time I saw the look in her eyes filled with hatred, I also saw the look in Sifana's eyes looking disappointed and also scared

to me why I could be so mean to her and I was so angry at Tasya why she always said such a bad thing about her and I foolishly believed her. Suppose all the events of the night before never happened for sure I will still see the timid gaze that during

this is the woman show me. Lord, please give me the opportunity to make amends for all these great mistakes, Sifana is a good and holy woman and I took her crown violently and heartlessly.

I was too distressed to see Tasya's attitude becoming so that even the woman never considered me as her husband

indirectly I forgot the damn emotion in this innocent woman, without Sifana knowing all this time secretly I always scolded Tasya who deliberately hurt her until I finally did not have the heart to see women

poor was always in torment and I decided to start all over, honestly my heart felt so bitter when I saw the look of the frightened and depressed eyes that my second wife had been showing in front of Tasya, he was too kind to have the heart to reveal Tasya's ugliness before me.

I approached her and apologized but Sifana kept her distance from me and my heart ached when she saw the look in her frightened eyes when I was next to her, the shadow when I forced myself into his body really made me feel guilty but the guilt was useless because it had happened and time could never be turned back.

“Sifana, where are you going?” I saw the woman step out of the house half-run. He's getting more and more

fast running without poking at my words, I knew he was trying to dodge and I couldn't let the woman go alone not after what happened.

I came out of the house and ran to him, I saw the two guards who were now looking at the two of us with strange looks

but I don't care, I just keep calling Sifana's name even though she still won't stop her steps. He ran to the side of the road and by chance there was a public transportation through Sifana directly into it, I

accelerating my pace as I told the public transport driver to stop and finally I was able to get into this public transport, I saw all the passengers on the public transport staring at my wife with their faces full of desire, yes I am not surprised because Sifana is very beautiful even though she does not wear makeup even her eyes still look swollen but it does not reduce her beauty.

I tried to catch my breath and to be honest I felt uncomfortable taking public transport because it was my first time riding a transport

this general is even more here there are a lot of body scents of everyone, I felt really nauseous and wanted to throw up the sweat on this body more and more falling and I saw Sifana looking at me for a moment and after I saw her the woman immediately threw her face in the other direction.

“Pak driver, stop here,” I immediately come down without talking anything. Sifana paid the fare for us both and just walked away.

“Sifana, please give me a chance to fix

all of this, I am really sorry for treating you so badly all this time, I beg you to listen to me,” I said, continuing to follow the movement of the woman. The sun was burning my skin but I didn't care to get my wife's forgiveness.

I stopped my steps when I saw my wife turning her body

but I don't care about all those people and am still busy focusing on my wife's face.

“Please, Mas Sadam don't follow me, wasn't I

I told you that I would forgive, Mas Sadam and I also wanted that Mas Sadam would end this unhealthy relationship,” my heart was really hurt when I saw his lips tremble every word even his eye fertilizers were filled by clear crystals, he said, both her eyebrows and nose started to turn red and I felt this pain and discomfort in my chest and then slowly crept up my throat and made my nose hot until I started to feel tightness in my chest it was as if the oxygen in there had dried up.

“Sifana, I will never divorce you, I really

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm so happy that while cupping her cute face with both hands, I don't care if some people keep looking at us, I only care about my poor wife, he's just now my top priority.

Sifana brushed off the rough hand that had cupped her face

then he took a deep breath before finally opening his mouth to speak, “Why did I forget if, Mas Sadam would definitely never leave me because, Mas Sadam was afraid of not getting the inheritance from Papa Damar, he said,” I saw a painfully etched slurry smile from her paled lips. The woman seemed to be laughing at her unfortunate fate for marrying me.

“Maybe if I used to be afraid of losing all that, but not now, I'm more afraid of losing you, Sifana,” me

holding both hands even though the woman was reluctant to come into contact with me.

“After that night, I've lost my love for you, Mas. The love that used to always make my heart pound when near

with you has now disappeared with your rude attitude to me on that sad night.” I saw a single tear drop begin to fall soaking down his face and quickly the woman immediately rubbed it rough then

biting his lips before returning to talk. “I already do not want this marriage anymore, maybe it is true what Mas Sadam once said love Mas Sadam's wife only one that is, Ma'am Tasya.”

“That was before I found out why you married me, but after I found out I started to accept your presence

between us, and I beg you never to walk away from me, I will try to make you fall for me believe me, I will change and treat you justly as I promised before.

I saw Sifana wet her lips and said, “The promise you made never came true, Mas. You even let me in

hurt by him every time even breathing between the two of you I find it difficult not to mention that my existence in that house was never considered possible because I was born from a poor family so you can treat

I'm with a care.”