Forced to Be an Actor
All Grieving

Sadam Pov's.

I was terrified when I saw a deep red liquid seeping out of the pick-colored shirt worn by my wife. The color made my whole body feel weak for fear of losing it. Just this first time I felt a great fear running through this body, without wasting any more time I immediately carried his body and held him tightly so that he would not fall.

“Sayang .. dear just let the woman disappear from this earth so we will be together again.” I really want to eliminate Tasya using this hand, that woman has really lost her mind, how could I have kept her all this time I'm so stupid.

“Come, let the police take care of it,” Papa Damar told me.

“Mama, please take care of Anggun and also Liora. Make sure they both don't know what's going on,” I said before stepping away. I saw Mama Elsa crying hysterically as she found Sifana's face turning pale in my arms.

“Pa, please accompany Sadam.” I can still listen to Mama Elsa's vague request to Papa Damar. The sobbing sobs from the middle-aged woman's lips were so heart-wrenching.

“Sadam, Let Papa drive this car.” I nodded my head without thinking.

Now that this car has driven out of the yard, I saw guards holding Tasya who was revolting like crazy. Now that I draw my gaze towards Sifana, I press the wound on her stomach so that the virgin does not continue to come out of her body I hold her very tightly, hoping that God will not separate us both, she said, really I want to spend the rest of this time with you Sifana. Papa Damar several times rearranged towards the back of the glass that was on top of his head however, I asked him to keep his attention on the streets even though I knew that my Papa must be anxious to see the condition of his favorite son-in-law.

After a while the car stopped at the hospital. Papa Damar immediately opened the door of this car and then I came out while carrying Sifana's body half ran into the hospital.

“Suster ... sister please my wife,” shouts me while carrying Sifana in a sling.

Some of the Sisters who happened to be passing in front of me immediately brought a patient bed. Then I slowly laid my wife's body on the bed.

“Honey, hang on they will help you, You must remember if There are all of us and also Graceful waiting for you,” I said giving motive to him. I continued to hold her hand while stepping beside this bed that was being pushed by the Sisters.

“Pak, you can't come in.” After speaking the Sister immediately brought my wife in there.

“Suster I want to accompany him,” I shouted while knocking on the bone-white door that was now tightly closed.

“Sadam, let them do their job, son. We can only help your Wife with do’a.” Papa Damar hugged me, and for the first time I shed tears, perhaps you will all think I am a weak man who cries like a woman, but Sifana means so much to me that I place her deep in the recesses of this heart to always love me and I keep it until the last breath.

“Pa, the woman must be given a proper lesson,” I told Papa Damar while wiping both tears that wet the cheek.

“You rest easy, now He is at the police station,” said Papa Damar while patting me on the shoulder three times. “Papa really did not expect if Tasya would do this,” continued Papa Damar while rubbing his face rough with his hands.

I fell to my knees on the floor and grabbed her leg. “Pa, forgive Sadam for always ignoring What Papa and Mama said,”.

Papa Damar pulled me slowly to get back up straight, the man hugged me back tightly as if He didn't want to see me slump like this, Papa patted my back trying to calm me down. “Sadam, Papa has forgiven you, Your wife has told Mama Elsa everything at that time and you know, Mama never hid anything from Papa. Papa can understand your thoughts at that time, and all has passed now the most important is the health of your wife.”

“Pa, thank you for still being able to forgive Sadam for what Sadam has done in the past,” I took a deep breath and wiped these tears. I can't cry because it will make my wife anxious if she wakes up later.

A few time lapse.

“Actually What are they all doing in there! Why still has not opened the door as well,” said I while moving to pull this body from the stainless chair in front of this room.

“Sadam, you must be patient. The doctors who are in there are doing their job,” said Papa Damar pulled his body from the chair and stood beside me.

My eyes began to fall on the ringing of Papa Damar's cell phone. I saw Papa Damar reach into his pocket and see who called him.

“Mama.” Papa Damar knows if I'm curious about who contacted him and without being asked the man immediately told me himself.

“Hallo, Ma,” said Papa Damar after putting the phone near his ear.

“Pa, I want to hear,” I asked him. Papa Damar immediately nodded his head and then took this phone call so I could listen to what Mama Elsa said.

“Pa, how about the condition of Sifana, hiks .. hiks ... hiks. Mama would love to go there if there is someone who takes care of Anggun and also Liora.” I can listen if Mama Elsa holds back her sobs. His voice was trembling I was so moved to see the woman who had given birth to me so loving my wife to this extent.

“Doctor is still in the ER room, Papa does not know how Sifana's condition is now, we all hope He will be fine.” I saw the anxiety emanating very clearly from Papa Damar's face, but He tried to speak in a regular tone of voice so as not to make Mama Elsa's panic even more so.

“Ma, how about Anggun and also Liora.” I can't help but ask about those two kids.

“They just slept, Mama Will switch this call to video call so you can see it.”

“Thank you, Ma.”

Mama Elsa pointed her camera back so you could see the middle-aged woman starting to open the door of the room Anggun room and also Liora.

I glanced at Papa Damar who rubbed the corner of his eyes when he saw Liora and Anggun sleeping on the same bed and they both hugged.

Hopefully Sifana is fine, do not let Anggun go to the hospital again if he knows the condition of his biological brother.