
Stella sighed, staring at the food she cooked back in one piece. Not wanting to throw away the food he cooked, Stella brought all the food to the Orphanage so that it could be eaten by the sisters of the home.
Stella doesn't want to think too much about what's going on in her life. He shifted his pain to school. There he taught adorable little children who made his heart become more cheerful. Stella can smile and laugh because she sees the behavior of her students at school.
"Today's lesson is finished here first yes, at home do not forget at the PR work that was loved by Miss? Try, now remember it's okay PR?" stella explained to her students in a cheerful tone.
"Remember, Miss," said the children in unison.
"Pinter, it has to be done. Good day kids?"
"Good day teacher ..." The children immediately flocked to Stella's hands and walked out of class.
Stella smiled sweetly to all her students, today there is nothing else she will do after teaching at school. Stella should have been able to go home, but she preferred to stay in school. Doing some actual reporting is not necessary, but it is better than at home that makes his heart turn blue.
Stella was just about to open her laptop, but suddenly her head was throbbing dizzy. His gaze was so twisted that he almost fell if he did not hold on to the table.
"Agrh .. why it hurts so much," muttered Stella groping the table to hold her seat.
When she got it, Stella closed her eyes tightly and took a deep breath, hoping to unravel the excruciating pain in her head. But the pain grew until Stella felt a thick liquid coming out of her nose.
"Blood ..." Inner Kirana was shocked to see the blood coming out. He immediately took a tissue and cleaned the blood, trying to calm himself to reduce the pain in his head.
Stella just remembered that lately never took the drug. Moreover, Stella who always get inner pressure and hardness from Xander makes her disease recur again.
"It seems I have to go to the Doctor" murmured Stella as she calmed down, she went straight to see her personal doctor.
Unbeknownst to anyone, Stella has a new illness when she sits in high school. Blood cancer that makes Stella often lack red blood cells. Blood cancer itself, so far has not found a powerful cure and can only be treated by doing routine blood washing every month. Stella also deliberately kept this disease from her family because she did not want to make them worry.
A while ago, Stella's disease began to decrease because Stella routinely did dialysis and consume drugs. But because of what happened lately, it made Stella forget everything.
"Sus, I'd like to see Dr. Mazaya, he's there, right?" stella said at the hospital receptionist.
"Have you made an appointment?"
"Already, just say Stella wants to meet," said Stella previously had made an appointment to meet with her personal doctor.
"Well Miss, you can go straight into Doctor Mazaya's room" the receptionist said after confirming Stella's arrival.
Stella nodded briefly while saying thanks. He had met Doctor Mazaya a lot, so the two of them were close enough. In fact, it can be said they are close friends because of their age that is not far adrift.
"Okay sister, how's it going?" stella said returning the hug.
"Good, fine. What's up? Gone here, no problem, right?" doctor Mazaya looked at Stella.
"No, I just want to ask for a prescription drug that time, it's over" said Stella did not want to explain, because he believes that Dr. Mazaya will definitely force him to do treatment abroad if he knows the real situation.
"Why? Relapsing again? Stella, how long are you going to hide all this? Your disease is severe enough, you have to do special treatment to be cured," said Dr. Mazaya very memorized the attitude of Stella who did not want to treat it. Even though the disease can still be cured if it is still not too severe.
"Sister, maybe Big Brother has heard what happened to my life. Do you think I should hold on? Everyone no longer wants me, sister" said Stella rubbed her face, can no longer bear the burden of life alone.
Doctor Mazaya was silent, he could only pat Stella's arm softly, probably not helping to reduce Stella's suffering. But Doctor Mazaya wants Stella to know that she's still with him.
"You can't be discouraged, there are still many people who love you Stella. They definitely don't want to see you like this" said Dr Mazaya.
"But many hate me, my feet, even my own husband," Stella cried softly.
"Husband?" Doctor Mazaya frowned.
Stella nodded and looked at Doctor Mazaya wistfully. "Mander ..."
Stella told me everything that happened to Doctor Mazaya. Only to this woman can he pour out all his complaints. But he did not tell what Xander did in detail, he only told me that Xander never wanted to eat his cooking and still hated it so much.
Dr. Mazaya was shocked to hear Stella's words. He had no idea that Stella was having a worse life than he thought.
"Gosh Stella, why did you let this happen? You can get a divorce from her" Doctor Mazaya told Stella's story.
"I've accepted everything my destiny, brother, but I just want Xander to love me, that's all" Stella said, in the depths of her heart that's what she wanted.
"Do you love Xander?" doctor Mazaya asked, staring at Stella sharply. He is a doctor who is quite understanding to analyze a person's attitude. Throughout the story told by Stella, Doctor Mazaya can capture the sincere tone of every speech Stella said if she mentioned the name Xander
"Am I wrong, brother, if you love him? In the past, I might have let her go for Joana. But now, he is my husband, sister" said Stella Iirih.
"You're not wrong. I know you want to fight for your love Stella. But, how do you fight for it, if you stick with your illness? Isn't that just like Stella's futile struggle? You're struggling to get Xander's love, but ultimately you're going to lose to your illness" said Dr. Mazaya, telling Stella that he wasn't being cruel, he just wanted Stella to have the spirit to heal.
Happy Reading's.
Tbc.