Husband's Regrets: Revenge Marriage
(MM&GL) CHAPTER 17. Depressingly.

The day changed quickly, since the incident at that time, Joana now became more quiet. The 26-year-old woman spends her time painting and daydreaming.

Several times Felix wants to see her, but Joana is reluctant to meet anyone. His spirit of life had been lost in the wind of destruction.

Joana just lives life like a body without life. He just followed what Devan said. The rest he did was just breathe following the scenario of God who somehow maintained his life in this cruel world.

"Aren't you tired of painting?"

That afternoon, Devan came home quickly. The man with a tall sturdy posture walked up to Joana who was painting in the garden behind the house.

"No." Joana answered without looking.

Devan approaches Joana, he sits next to the woman, his gaze looking very gentle, but it does not make Joana want to see him.

"Where to go?" devan asked, this time it looks like the mood is good.

"Not going anywhere." Joana answered briefly.

Maybe usually Devan will be immediately angry because Joana is cold. But this time he tried to restrain himself.

The reason is because Devan has just gotten information about Joana's psychological disorder due to excessive life pressure. Devan is afraid that the more he behaves, the more depressed Joana becomes.

In addition, Devan has secretly investigated why Joana at that time wanted to end her life. It turned out that it was only because of a man that he so easily disappeared.

"You know, why do I like solving problems to the root?" Devan suddenly asks meksi to know he won't get an answer from Joana. "Because I don't want those fucking assholes to come back later on with sorry words. Begging for mercy as if he were the most guilty, the human sycophant who did not deserve a second chance" he continued in a voice that sounded very emotional.

Joana flinkered, she just kept quiet while continuing to paint as if she did not hear what Devan said. The woman's mind went nowhere. Joana was now like someone in a daze.

"Mega," call Devan and touch Joana's hand.

This time Joana turned her head, but her eyes were blank.

"What's wrong?" joana Sahut.

Devan bit his lips, saw Joana's face that looked so confused that somehow his heart was so disturbed. Is Joana so tormented being around her?

"Why did you become like this? What do you want? Tell me, I'll do it all, Mega. If necessary I'll kill the wedge," said Devan, frustrated.

Devan prefers Joana to fight him, not like this. Joana's alive but not alive.

"You want to kill me?" Joana suddenly shone brightly hearing the word "kill" coming out of Devan's lips.

"Mega-"

Devan can't see Joana like this. He who is usually stern in character finally begins to melt his heart. He immediately hugged Joana very tightly while gently stroking her hair.

"Kill me, kill me now .." said Joana trying to rebel from Devan's embrace.

"No, I'm not gonna kill you. You can't die, I can't, Mega. Don't leave anymore" Devan said, holding Joana tightly.

However, the hug did not calm Joana at all. The woman becomes hysterical, Joana hates the name Mega. Hate because that name made his life fall apart.

But to be honest Joana hated herself more. Hating her so much that she thought it was so useless. Joana just wants to die.

Devan finally gave up, unable to continue to see Joana acting hysterical because her mentality was shaken. For the first time, he goes to his best friend Felix and asks him what steps he must take to get Joana well.

"Bro, tumben's coming? What's up?" Felix was certainly surprised to see the sudden arrival of Devan.

"It's about Mega" said Devan, rubbing his face violently. It was obvious that the man was also very depressed.

"Mega? You mean Joana?" felix asked to make sure it was clearer.

Devan immediately gave his sharp glances so as to make Felix raise his hand as a sign of apology.

"Sorry, I know him only as Joana, not Mega" Felix said deliberately.

"He's Mega, don't you see his face? They're so similar, I'm sure he's Mega."

For this one, Devan in fact still can not accept if the woman who has been with him is not Mega, but other women.

"As far as you are. So, what's the problem?" Felix immediately asked something else than later would be busy arguing at length with his best friend.

"Today, Mega's been acting really weird. He became more quiet and busy with his own world. I feel ... He needs a vacation, where do you think I should take him?" devan asked for an opinion.

"Wait, Joana is quieter? Um, I mean Mega." Felix corrected his words as Devan glanced back at him.

"Yes, after leaving with you that time, she became like everyone else. He always wanted to end his own life. I'm afraid if I don't exist ...." Devan shook his head, unable to say anything that would be very painful for him.

"It's all because of that stupid cunt, I'm definitely going to finish him off," devan said very furious if given the reports from his men who said if there was a man who became the reason Joana became like this.

"Rather than busy dealing with the unclear. You better spend your time with him. With this incident you should have realized, Dev. He's not the Mega you know, but just someone else who looks like Mega. Want as strong as you want to turn him into Mega, he will not be a true Mega. Again, open your eyes and look at him, you will surely find that they are different."

"I know you must have felt guilty about what happened two years ago. It wasn't your fault, Dev. But it was an accident and God has decided. It's time for you to change and come back to life with a new leaf."

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