
Anyone would not want to be born into a family that has problems in their life. Everyone also wants to always be the best for their own version of themselves. No human being wants to be disabled or have other physical deficiencies.
Sometimes people are very greedy. Want to be the best but forget the same position in the eyes of God. Always not grateful for what you already have and even busy chasing other things that violate the norms of life.
Joana deeply regrets her past actions. He was so mean to someone who so sincerely loved him, and he also wasted the perfect man who loved him by choosing the wrong man.
A man whom he had considered a god, it was also the man who had hurt him deeply. It has even destroyed all the dreams Joana woke up so beautifully.
"Joana, lunch first yuk. Painting will be continued."
Aunt Tania as usual, approached her daughter to remind her of eating. The woman who is no longer young always wants to make her daughter comfortable near her even though until this moment Joana still can not accept herself as her mother. Aunt Tania understood, this was all her fault and she had to accept all the consequences.
"I was offered by someone for an exhibition" Joana said suddenly, speaking without glancing at her mother at all.
"You what?" Tania seemed to get a new spirit hearing Joana want to talk to him.
During the 6 months of living together, Joana did not want to talk to Tania because she thought that Tania was the source of her misfortune in life. Joana is always angry and blames Tania for her current condition.
"So, a friend called me. He said if my painting is good," said Joana in a soft voice, he was confused how to behave to his mother.
"Yes, your friend was right, honey. Your painting is indeed very good, what else did he say?" Tania replied excitedly, impatiently wanting to have a long chat with her daughter.
"There is no more," said Joana again cold, he also re-occupied himself with painting tools.
Tania is a little disappointed, but she still wants to chat a lot with Joana, but it seems Joana does not want to talk anymore.
"If I go into town, will you allow it?" joana asked back, still wanting not to look at the figure of her aunt.
"To town? What's for?" Tania asked.
Tania could not go to the city because she had promised her sister that she would not show herself in front of them. If that happened, all the facilities he was currently using would be revoked by his brother.
"I want to join the painting exhibition, I heard there was a celebration there. I want to follow him" said Joana again.
Joana was reluctant to talk to the woman, but she did not hate her. Just to accept it and be ordinary is very difficult.
"Joana, I must support your every decision. But I promised Medi and Melisa not to come there anymore. They-"
"I wouldn't bother Stella if that was what they were afraid of. I just want to take part in the painting exhibition, can't I?" joana said, this time she looked at Tania seriously.
Really, he didn't want to do anything to his sister. He purely wants to follow the exhibition of paintings offered by his friend. Joana knows she should be self-conscious about her condition, but this time there is a strong desire in her heart that asks her to show the results of her work.
"If you mind, I'll come here. Just call Papa, tell him I won't show myself in front of them" Joana said.
"No, I won't let you go alone. I will accompany you, yes," said Lip Tania, of course it would not be heart if Joana had to go to the city alone.
"Alright, the show will be held the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow we're leaving" said Joana in an unquenchable spirit.
"Yes, which painting are you going to exhibit, honey?" tanya Tania was full of curiosity.
Joana thought for a moment, looking at some of his longest paintings in the room that had been the place to paint it. He watched one by one until he found a painting that he thought was very beautiful in his eyes.
"I'll take that one."
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Joana is actually not confident if she has to show herself in public. After six months, this was the first time he had seen the outside world back. Several times tidied up his appearance, feeling less suited to his paralyzed condition.
'If I hadn't done it in the past, I would still be able to walk now.'
Those words were always ringing in Joana's mind, she could only reason and regret her evil deeds first. Now whatever kind of life he would meet, he just wished he hadn't met people in his past. Because every time I remember it, Joana's heart aches.
"Is there nothing else you want to bring? We're leaving now?" aunty Tania asked Joana in her room.
"Yes," said Joana briefly densely and clearly.
"Mom likes it when you growl like this, daughter beautiful mother," said Aunt Tania smiled so sincerely.
Joana straightened her body, seeing that sincere smile made her heart suddenly like it was watered by cold and soothing water. Completely piqued by that smile, but Joana ignored it.
"Don't waste any time, we'd better get going now," said Joana immediately distancing herself, pushing her own wheelchair and leaving behind Aunt Tania.
Aunt Tania bit her lips, again she had to swallow the disappointment of her daughter's attitude.
'Until when are you going to punish mom like this?'
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The first time he arrived in the city he used to live in, making Joana's feelings mixed. All the memories of his past seemed to be circling in his head until it felt very dizzy. He recalled his sweet memories of a time when he was so loved by his family, having a very caring sister. And most happily, he had a lover who treated him like a queen.
However, due to his greed, everything was destroyed.
"Where will the show be?" tanya Tania ventured to touch her daughter's hand, she knew what the woman was feeling.
Joana turned her head, she saw her hand held by Tania. "There's in building X, 7pm the show starts," said Joana pulling her hand gently.
"Will you be with me?" ask Tania.
"Whatever, if not troublesome," Joana replied still coldly.
"Where might you trouble the mother, you're the mother's child," Tania said.
Joana immediately glanced at him, but she did not say anything. He was busy looking at the view of the city which was still the same as six months ago.
"I want to go to the minimarket for a while," said Joana remembered wanting to buy her needs.
"Later in front there is a minimarket, we just stop there," said Aunt Tania.
Joana nodded, she was silent until she arrived at the minimarket that was meant by her aunt.
"What do you want to buy? Let me buy it" Tania said.
"I'll come along" said Joana again.
Aunt Tania did not forbid, she immediately went down and helped remove Joana's wheelchair. He will certainly obey every word of his daughter, the important thing Joana is happy, it is enough for him.
After the wheelchair is lowered, Tania helps Joana to sit down. But because the position of the road in front of the mini market was a little uphill, Joana's wheelchair suddenly rolled just like that.
"Joanna!" peeking Tania was so shocked, she immediately ran to hold him.
But too late, Joana's wheelchair continues to go so fast that Joana herself cannot control it.
"Revelation!" joana shouted asking the people in front of her to step aside. But everything is completely out of control, Joana's speeding wheelchair accidentally bumps into a man who happens to be passing by there.
"Akhhhhhh!"
BRAKKKKKKKKKK!
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