Husband's Regrets: Revenge Marriage
(MM&GL) CHAPTER 45. Still Doubtful.

Arriving home, Devan suddenly pulls Joana into the room and kisses the woman wildly. Devan was like a thirsty man in the desert when he kissed Joana, he did not hesitate to suck the lips of the woman to make a clucking sound.

"Dev," call Joana to try to untie their lips, there's a lot they need to talk about, why Devan is attacking her like this.

Devan ignores her, drowning her in Joana's neck and occasionally biting her small. Licking it so that makes Joana go hooked.

"Tell me, why did you call him?" devan whispered while biting Joana's ear.

"He who? Felix?" Joana bit her lips to hold back her hannya village, she tried to stay sane despite being hit with blind touches.

"Don't say his name!" Devan was suddenly upset, he without warning bit Joana's shoulder strongly enough to turn blue.

"Arghhhhhhhhh, sick Dev!" peekkik Joana, the pain of course because it was bitten hard like that.

"I apologize to me, and promise not to see her again" Devan said staring intently at Joana.

"I'm sorry." Joana said she knew Devan could get even more angry if he didn't comply. "I'm really sorry, I contacted him just purely for wanting to help you out. I'm so worried about you, Dev. You must know what I feel" continued Joana in the most serious tone ever heard.

"Whatever the reason, you still can't get close to him, remember that." Devan is not willing to listen at all, he is too jealous of Joana's closeness with Felix.

It triggers Devan to bring Joana to her knees and never has any desire to leave her. Devan wants to show his superiority to Joana so that the woman knows that Devan is more everything than Felix.

Joana wanted to go back to explaining, but Devan did not give her any gap to speak. The man again kissed her wildly and his hands moved around his body with a gentle gesture.

Joana closed her eyes, trying to stay sane, but it certainly wasn't that easy. She was a normal woman, her body vibrating and like being stung by a stream of electricity as Devan kissed, mera ba and explored her in a soft, silk-like motion. Devan makes Joana leave the earth for a moment.

"Devan .. do it right now." Joana couldn't stand it and let out a soft rowing sound. He felt something inside him was about to explode.

Devan smiles thinly, instead of obeying Joana's wishes, Devan actually stops what he does. So that makes Joana so surprised.

"Devs." Joana felt so frustrated when Devan stopped his touch.

"That's a punishment for you, just try to approach her once again. You'll know what I'm going to do" said Devan, immediately distancing himself from Joana, who was now half-naked and whose flushed face restrained his desires.

Joana looked at Devan in disbelief, she clenched her hand involuntarily. His eyes were also teary will Devan's treatment. All of that was really like an insult to Joana and made her heart so hurt.

"You're too much, Dev. Am I that low in your eyes?" lirih Joana, he tried to cover his body that was exposed and full of reddish patches because of Devan's actions.

"I just want you to know. There's no one you can think of but me" Devan said, trying to keep himself from getting hooked on seeing the sexy Joana.

Joana smiled wryly hearing that. "Yes, I know it's not that easy to make you believe me. Everything I do and everything I worry about doesn't seem to make you believe. I get it, Dev. Do I need to kill myself or give up my life so you can trust me?" joana looked at Devan with a wounded look.

Joana may be a cheap woman, but what Devan does is really hurt her a lot. Everything he did was for Devan. He forgives Devan even though he killed his mother. But in fact all of that can't make Devan trust him.

Devan rubbed his face, again feeling guilty. He approaches Joana to apologize, but the woman chooses to dodge by covering her entire body with a blanket.

"I'm sorry" Devan said.

Joana did not say, she prefers to cry in silence. Nibbling his lips tightly so that his crying voice could not be heard.

"I'm really sorry for my treatment. I'm asking you for help, try to understand me. I was always late to realize my feelings. I need you to always remind me, Joana." Devan spoke again, this time reaching out his hand to wipe the woman's body.

Joana did not reply, she was really very upset with Devan. He won't talk to the man before Devan is fully aware of his mistake.

"Joana," call Devan.

"I'm tired, Dev. Want to sleep," said Joana in her flat tone.

Devan poked his lips, he pulled his hand back upon hearing Joana's words. It seems like it's really pretty outrageous to make Joana like this.

"Well, you can be mad at me because I'm guilty. I will wait for you until you forgive me and your heart calms down" Devan said.

Again Joana did not reply and Devan understood, he approached Joana and kissed her temple.

"I'm sorry, now rest. I'll be waiting for you" whispered Devan.

Joana doesn't tease him, just let Devan continue to feel guilty. That man was indeed very cruel and insensitive. Why can Devan keep thinking if he's leaving? Has Devan not forgotten his past?

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Joana then got out of her bed, she immediately washed her face and left the room. His stomach was quite hungry as well since he had only eaten a little this morning. Now the worm in his stomach has begun to protest asking to be filled.

Joana went straight out of the room, but was surprised to see Devan sitting in front of the door. The man seemed to be holding his sleep there.

"Devan! What are you here for?" ask Joana.

"Hows it? Is your heart beginning to calm down?" Devan instead of answering back to ask, he looked at Joana with an unusual gaze.

Joana frowned, but a second later she raised her eyes. He looked at Devan who looked very sleepy.

"Don't tell me you've been here?" sergeant Joana.

"I told you I'd wait for you. I'm really sorry, I realized I was being too outrageous. I can't understand what you're feeling, I'm sorry" Devan said with a guilty look.

Joana was actually pitying, and her anger had just evaporated. But he doesn't want to make Devan's path easy. It's delicious, it has played itself at will, now it's directly apologizing.

"I'm not sure someone like you can really apologize, Dev. Never mind, I was guilty of being presumptuous to meet the other man behind you, I'm sorry" joana said.

"No, no, I'm already aware of my mistake. But I also don't allow you to meet him, I don't want to" Devan said.

"Why not willing? Me and I have no relationship. Besides how could you think I could love him, don't I already have you more than him?" joana is so upset.

Devan smiled, this time Joana's words made her heart so happy. "I'm sorry, I can't see your love because it's covered by my great jealousy. Joana, please have mercy on me, don't get close to him anymore" Devan said, holding Joana's hand and kissing her.

Joana's lips twitched, almost smiling sweetly because of Devan's sweet treatment. But he held it with all his might.

"You want me to forgive you?"

"Yes." Yeah." Devan nodded quickly.

"You have to obey everything I want today," said Joana smiling mischievously.

"Yes just say, let alone today. I will always obey all your wishes now and until anytime" said Devan did not mind at all.

"That's a hell of a thing" said Joana.

"I never did, everything I said must be pure from my heart," Devan said still in his flatness.

"Alright, then today you have to accompany you to eat, I am very hungry" said Joana while stroking her flat stomach.

"Where to eat? I'll ask Ken to reserve his place." Devan nodded without any objection at all, he immediately picked up his phone to contact Ken.

"Eh! I don't want to eat at the restaurant" Joana says preventing Devan from contacting Ken.

"Don't want to eat in a restaurant, then?" Devan frowned not understanding.

"Yes, today I want to eat something that is sold on the side of the highway. It looks like it's very tasty," said Joana was so drooling imagine seblak food.

"Blak? What food is that?" Devan increasingly does not understand, just heard if there is a food called seblak.

"Later also know, I want to eat it anyway," said Joana with a firm tone that could not be denied.

"Well, I'll have Ken prepare the car first." Devan nodded.

However, Joana again held her hand making Devan confused.

"I don't want to get in the car, but I want to walk."

"What?"

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