Husband's Regrets: Revenge Marriage
(MM&GL) CHAPTER 13. Until Whenever I Can't Change Me.

Hearing the heavy voice from Devan made the hearts of the two like they wanted to escape from its place. Both Felix and Joana immediately turned to the source of the voice and saw Devan standing with his usual facial features, cold and flat.

"Dev" said Felix.

"What help are you talking about?" Devan immediately asked to the point, he also unceasingly stared at the faces of the two sharply.

"Help .. ah if Joana wants to know anything about Mega, I can give her a hand to remember it. Because we used to be together a lot" Felix answered looking for a logical reason.

Joana loosened her tense shoulders hearing that reason, hoping that Devan would believe it later.

"Who's Joana?" Devan. "You mean this woman? She's my wife, Mega." Devan appoints Joana and confirms who the woman really is.

Joana bit her lips, she glanced at Felix who also looked at her. Certainly Felix was surprised, Devan was already fully assume that Joana is Mega. The man doesn't know about Joana, which he only knows about Mega.

"Yes, I mean Mega." Felix said what Devan said. "By the way, today if you're busy, I'll take Mega home" Felix said.

"I'm busy" Devan said. "But that doesn't mean there's no time to take my wife home" he continued, giving Felix a sharp glance.

"Hahaha, that sounds really funny, Devan. You forget how you used to ignore Mega? Even on his birthday you are busy working" Felix said cynically.

Devan was silent, a shadow of his past filled his brain again. He shook his head, then looked at Joana.

"You going home now?" tanya Devan chose to ignore Felix's words that made his heart piqued.

"Ehm, if you're busy, I can go home with the driver, Dev. I-"

"There's no busy word for you, Mega. You must be uncomfortable here, I'll just take you home."

Devan lifted Joana and put her in a wheelchair. He felt his heart was completely disturbed because of Felix's words earlier. Remembering, is he really as busy as it used to be until there is no time for his own future wife?

'That was then, now I'm going to give all my time to, Mega. I'm sorry, Mega.'

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At night, Joana was painting on the bed. Spend time with painting.

Devan does allow Joana to paint, as long as it doesn't make Joana tired or forget her job to take care of Devan or pay attention to the man.

When Joana was busy painting, accidentally her brush even fell, making her stop her activities.

"Ahhh, why should everything fall?" Joana grumbled in annoyance.

Joana extended her hand down to pick up her fallen brush. But he did not find it, it seemed to fall under the bed.

Joana inevitably had to try to get down, she shifted her legs slowly at the same time and held on to the bed. Joana glanced down under the cover, and it actually fell there.

"Shhhh, it's really troublesome." Joana again grumbled, she inevitably had to bend her body a little to reach him.

However, Joana who could not keep her body balanced instead fell to the floor.

"Of ...." Joana's body mercilessly hit the floor hard, she again felt pain in her legs.

'Why are my feet starting to react and feel pain? Is that a sign that my legs have started to develop?'

Joana thought hard, she was absolutely sure that the pain in her legs must have something to do with the paralysis she suffered. Joana felt the pain all the way to her back, completely like it was back to normal.

'Am I trying to walk?'

Joana glanced at her surroundings that looked still quiet, Devan had not returned home either. That means Joana is a little more free to practice.

Joana slowly got up by holding on to the bed. He tried to use his feet as a pedestal, but it was not as easy as Joana thought. The woman had to endure the excruciating pain in her legs all the way to her back.

'Come on Joana, you can do it.'

Joana encouraged herself, she ignored the sweat that was soaking her body and kept trying to stand on her own.

However, the result still failed, Joana's leg was too sore that she was unable to stand on her own. Joana was crying, crying over her terrible fate. Can he ask for it to be reborn into a new Joana? Joana wants to change her life for the better.

"Stupid! I shouldn't have been greedy! I am so mean to someone who already thinks of me as his own brother. I'm such a fool!" Joana weeps beating her own head, cursing her stupidity that used to be so cruel to Stella.

"Mega, what are you doing?"

Devan who had just come was shocked to see Joana crying while beating herself up. He rushed to run and held the woman's hand to stop her.

"Take me off, Dev. I'm just a very greedy bad woman. I want to die!" joana screams hysterically, she pushes Devan away from her.

"What did you say? Don't even think about dying, Mega. I love you, if you're angry, punish me. But don't choose to die, I love you so much, Mega." Devan hugged Joana very tightly.

The wound that Joana felt had not healed, but was again doused with salt by the words Devan who called it Mega. He was eager to shout that he was not Mega, but Joana!

"Why are you crying like this? Who said you were bad? I've been the bad guy to you all this time, I'm sorry, Mega." Devan further tightened his embrace, feeling regretful if he remembered his extremely rude attitude towards Mega.

Devan has tried hard to control himself, but every time he is angry, his anger is really uncontrollable. Let alone hurting people, injuring himself alone Devan often.

"You don't have to cry anymore, just tell me who hurt you. I will kill him with my own hands" said Devan looking at Joana so seriously.

Joana smiled cynically on the sidelines of her cries, she stared back at Devan sharply.

"There is no need to retaliate, just give me your gun, I will avenge myself" said Joana.

"Whatchu mean? Did you underestimate my abilities?" Devan the short wick was angry again.

"No, I know you're great. It was even so great, making me an orphan in one night and ruining my whole dream. You are the cruelest human Devan! If you want to avenge me, then kill yourself, that makes me very satisfied!"

Joana this time does not pretend anymore, showing her hatred for Devan so that the man is aware of what he is doing is wrong.

"Your tone is too high, Mega. You know, I don't like it"

"Don't like it if I fight you like that? Well, from now on I'll be quiet. Maybe right now you can have my body and turn me into someone else. But until then, I'm not Mega, but someone else."

Joana's words ignited Devan's emotions again, the man did not hesitate to immediately pull Joana's hand until their bodies touched again.

"At least it's better, I'm more willing to see you every day even though your heart has never been for me than I have seen you die."

As it has been, Devan immediately did what he often did if he was angry. Devan will touch Joana very wild and rough. Usually Joana until have to get treatment because of Devan's harsh treatment.

Joana used to be an experienced woman, but if she was with Devan, Joana had to admit that she had to bend her knees. Unable to compensate Devan who is a reliable player and prime stamina.

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Joana awakens when the sun has risen, she again has to get an infusion because of her weak condition after Devan touches her again.

'What is his body made of?'

Joana was surprised why Devan was so strong. Even Devan can touch her for 8 hours non-stop. While he had not remembered anything, he only remembered that he had obtained his release somehow.

"Excuse me, Miss." Tita the personal servant Joana was seen entering the room, the woman was not surprised to see Joana always woke up with such disheveled conditions.

"What did your master command this time?" Joana asked as she glanced at the waiter lazily.

"Mr Devan told you nothing, just asked you to eat on time and today Mr. Devan gave you free time to take a walk" Tita said.

"Time Free?" Joana straightened her body, did she not hear wrong?

"Right, you'll be accompanied by Mr. Felix if you want."

"Felix?" Joana is again surprised, why could Felix easily get permission to take her away?

"Yes, Miss. Are you willing? I'm going to-"

"I'm ready, I'm willing." Joana interjected without waiting for Tita to finish her speech.

Joana certainly will not waste the opportunity that is already open in plain sight.

'Felix? Is he really trying to help me?'