
This wasn't his first time yelling at him, but why was it that his heart ached so hard now to hear the man's voice. Should such rude talk force her to go home? Even her tears suddenly dripped just like that without being prevented.
Devan rubbed his face violently. He took a deep breath to control himself.
"Go home now" he said in a soft tone.
"I don't want to" said Joana standing there.
"home." Devan repeated his words again, this time his voice was lower. But his hands clenched tightly.
Joana wants to open her mouth, but she knows there is no point in refuting Devan's words. The man was very angry, it could be Felix who will get Raged Devan again.
Withstanding her annoyance, Joana took her crutches. He immediately pulled his hand when Devan wanted to help.
"I'm not that weak," said Joana, glaring with annoyance at Devan.
Devan gritted his teeth, again he had to try hard to control himself. Before he left, he briefly glanced at Felix with an unusual gaze. From his gaze as if to say that don't mess with him.
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All the way back to the mansion, Joana and Devan did not talk to each other. Only occasionally did Joana cry and immediately wiped her tears.
It was almost morning, the sun had also started to show light, but their problems had not really been resolved. Honestly Joana's head is very dizzy now, but it seems like she still has to face another problem that is bigger than this, namely the anger of Devan.
Arriving at home, Devan wants to help Joana, but the woman again refuses so that Devan's patience runs out.
"Don't cross your line, Joana!" devan shouted with a loud thunderous voice.
Devan immediately carried Joana and led her to the room. He did not care if the woman rebelled by beating and biting him. Devan immediately took Joana into the bathroom and turned on the shower so that cold water immediately flushed their bodies both.
"Take me off!" joana shouted loudly encouraging Devan to stay away from her.
"Clean yourself, I hate to smell that guy's body. If you need to burn this shirt you wear," Devan said with great emotion pull Joana's shirt to tear.
"You're outrageous, Dev!" Joana who had been very angry had slapped Devan hard.
Devan's head immediately fell to the side, his cheek was very hot because Joana's slap was very strong. Joana herself was surprised by what she had just done.
"Dev," said Joana in a trembling voice.
Devan squealed softly, he immediately pushed forward and squeezed Joana on the wall.
"Akhhhhhhhhhhh!" Joana screams in fear, thinking Devan will hurt her, but he doesn't.
"I don't forbid you to be close to anyone, except him," Devan said.
"What right do you have to forbid you? We don't have any relationship" Joana said.
"Don't cross your line!" hardik Devan is again ignited to hear the words of Joana.
"Why? Why do I have to follow everything you say? I also have the right to decide what I want and not. As long as he doesn't hurt me, why should I stay away from him?" joana deliberately wants to make Devan angry.
It was like finding a common thread that happened before he came between Devan, Mega and Felix.
"You're selfish, Dev! You asked me to stay away from other people for no reason. The only person I should stay away from is you" continued Joana.
Devan smiled, but that smile was full of irony. He immediately released Joana.
"You're saying I'm selfish? Then do you know why I'm doing this?" devan said with a voice that sounded choked.
"I don't care what you've done with him. I don't want to know either because what you do with me is more important."
"I didn't care at first, but it turns out my heart wasn't that clean. Whether we're close because your face is similar to her, or not, I don't care at all because I like you."
"I can't force you to like me because you're not him. It's just, I want you to choose me, but it turns out he's faster than me."
Devan spoke at length with a low tone of voice. His usually loud face looked different, from the tone of his voice alone there sounded an overwhelming disappointment. Devan feels betrayed a second time with his best friend.
"No need to think about it, clean yourself up and rest. I won't bother you" Devan said as he walked back and left the bathroom.
Joana is shivering, either because of the cold or other feelings. Why does it feel like he's not willing to just leave?
'Arghhhhhhh, what exactly does this heart want?'
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After leaving Joana, Devan went straight into his private gym. Devan vented his anger by hitting the punching bag hard. He didn't imagine anything, only remembered Joana's words that hurt his heart.
'You're selfish, Dev!'
'As long as he doesn't hurt me, why should I stay away from him?'
Devan's anger instantly loomed remembering those words. All the past that he really did not want to remember began to appear in his head until it felt like it wanted to explode.
"Araghhhhhhh!" devan shouted as he continued to beat the samsak until he was tired. Sweat began to pour from his body and slowly the blow weakened and he just fell down with eyes staring at the ceiling of the room.
'True you said, there will be no sincere woman other than her.'
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It was already very late by the time Joana woke up from her sleep. He felt his body ache all over, and his eyes were like they were stuck. It seems like she was crying too much to fall asleep.
Joana then looks at the wall clock that shows at 2 p.m. It should have been very hot, it was so late. He then looked at his very quiet surroundings. Like looking for someone, but he didn't find it.
'What am I really thinking about?'
Joana shook her head, choosing to immediately get out of bed using her crutches. He must often practice in order to be free from the crutches. Joana immediately went out of her room, there was Tita who was always waiting for her in front of the room.
"Tita, when were you there?" ask Joana.
"Since you came, Miss. Now what does Miss need? Want to eat or go?" tita said with respect.
"Ehm, leave?" Joana scrunched her forehead confused. Because he was always forbidden to go anywhere if not with Devan.
"Yes, Mr. Devan set you free today" Tita said.
"Then where is he?" joana asks between caring and not.
"Mr Devan has a lot of work, miss. If there's a need, you're asked to call, Ken."
Joana was immediately silent, again this heart felt strange because Devan seemed to ignore him. Though this should be a good chance for him to be detached from Devan.
"All right, I want to eat. After that I want to go to the doctor," said Joana wanted to check her legs.
"Well, I'll prepare breakfast, you."
Tita immediately left Joana to prepare her needs. While Joana herself chose to get ready to change her clothes. Although it is still very difficult to do anything on her own, Joana is more comfortable like that than being followed by others.
Joana placed her crutches next to the cupboard, and she slowly shifted her legs to open the cupboard.
However, the crutches he had just placed it accidentally hit the flower vase located there until it fell and broke so scattered everywhere. But the focus of Joana is actually a small object inside the lamp.
Joana immediately took it, she observed it and was immediately surprised to find out if it was a camera.
'Devan's whole house has CCTV. Are you sure that you have placed the phone in a place that is not reachable by CCTV?'
Joana was really shocked, deserved Devan as soon as he found out about the phone. It turns out that Devan has installed CCTV in the room and can certainly monitor Joana whenever the man wants.
"She's really outrageous" he sis Joana squeezed the camera with emotion.
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