Love That Pain
I want to die

After getting a new assignment from Veon, early in the morning Zaki was already on standby at the Chelsea house. He was waiting at the guard post. Zaki chose to wait while chatting with the security guards at the homes of Veon's parents.

Chelsea out of her house. Zaki who saw Chelsea walking towards his car rushed to the girl.

“Where do you want to go?” tanyakanya.

“You! Why are you at my house at this hour?” chelsea was surprised.

“Starting today I was assigned by your brother to drop you off wherever you go.”

Chelsea nodded, he refused. He opened the car door, but Zaki quickly closed the door.

“What do you do?” chelsea is upset.

“Better you I drop by, if you refuse I will..”.

“What's going, huh! You're going to report to my sister for what you saw yesterday?” his yell.

Zaki was surprised to hear Chelsea's screams, he felt that the one in front of him today was no longer the Chelsea he used to know. He's changed a lot, apparently. Her thought.

“Why? Are you surprised to see me now? Just so you know, I'm not the Chelsea you used to be, which you can easily hurt!”

Zaki clutched the girl's wrist, “I don't care who you are now, I'm here to work, I hope you don't do anything that could harm me later.”.

Chelsea threw Zaki's hand, “what brother asked you to spy on me?” the woman folded her arms around her chest.

“She only worries you.”

What am I supposed to do now? If I don't come to Alex's house soon, then he's gonna be pissed. If that happens, he will spread the video. I've done various ways to delete the video, but it still failed. I've been tired of being a slave to Alex's lust all this time? Chelsea looked dreamy.

Zaki patted the girl on the shoulder, “why are you even dumbass?” tanyakanya.

Did I tell Zaki yes, but I'm ashamed, I'm afraid he'll hate me and think I'm cheap. Her thought. “Em...then take me to my friend's house,” he said.

Zaki nodded his head, they then walked towards Zaki's car. On the way there was only silence in the car, no sound came out of the mouth of Zaki or Chelsea. Chelsea kept staring out the window, while Zaki focused on looking forward.

Suddenly a mobile phone ringing came from inside a Chelsea bag, but he did not pick up the phone.

“Why don't you answer?” ask Zaki curiously.

“Not important.”

“Kok you can know it's not important? Though you haven't seen who called you, who knows it from your sister?”

“Which may be from brother, the ringtone is special for incoming calls from jerk Alex!” chelsea in my heart.

Chelsea's phone rings again.

“If you do not want to answer it you better turn off your phone, his voice makes my ears deaf.”

Chelsea grunted in annoyance. He finally answered the call, “halo,”.

Zaki looked at Chelsea's face that suddenly turned deathly pale, “what is it?” tanyanya was anxious when Chelsea ended the call.

Chelsea just smiled while shaking her head, but Zaki did not immediately believe it. The young man then stopped his car by the roadside, “I know you lied, tell me what's going on? Who called you earlier, did the man you fought with yesterday?” tanyakanya.

“It's none of your business!” chelsea exclaimed with both eyes starting to pool.

“Now it's my business, because your brother ordered me to look after you.”

“You only need to do your duty, but you have no right to interfere with my personal affairs. Better now you drive the car, my friend is waiting.” Chelsea looked away at him out the window. She doesn't want Zaki to see her cry.

Chelsea wiped away her tears before she changed her position facing Zaki, “want you what, huh!” annoyed screams.

“I just want to help you.”

“Do I ever ask you to help me! No kan! So don't be so smart!” chelsea shouted loudly.

Zaki looked into Chelsea's eyes, there were still tears in both corners of his eyes, “do you still think of me as your friend? You can tell all your problems as me, I promise I will not tell this matter to your brother,” he said.

Chelsea leaned her body against the back of the passenger seat, “already, Zak. I don't want to involve you in my problems,” he said.

“I know all this time I've hurt you, I'm also nobody you anymore but..”.

Zaki stopped his speech as Chelsea cupped his cheeks together. Both eyes can now see Chelsea with such a close distance, “what are you doing?” zaki's heart is beating faster than usual. This was the reason why he did not want to accept the task given by Veon, because he might not be able to resist the feelings he had for the woman.

“Zak, what should I do now?” Chelsea still cupped both cheeks Zaki.

“What do you mean?”

“Zak, do you know, all this time I was still so curious, why did you leave me at that time? Is it my fault with you?” Chelsea looked into Zaki's eyes with her own eyes.

“Why did you even discuss that?” Zaki lowered both Chelsea hands from his cheeks.

“Because of me..I want to know what your reason is.”

“I don't want to discuss that, all of it is over.” Zaki was about to start his car engine, but Chelsea turned it off again, “what do you want exactly?” tanyakanya.

“Do you still love me?”

Zaki stared at the two eyes of Chelsea who started to glaze over, “why are you crying?” tanyanya.

“Jawab, Zak! Do you still love me?”

Zaki shook his head, “I don't love you,” he said lying without daring to look Chelsea in the eyes.

“Look at me, answer my questions with you looking into my two eyes, Zak,” pinta Chelsea.

“Omong empty what are you talking about, now I will take you to your friend's house.” Zaki started the engine again.

Zaki heard the sound of crying coming out of Chelsea's mouth, he saw Chelsea who started sobbing, “why are you crying?” he wiped away Chelsea's tears.

“Zak, I want to die only.”

Zaki's two eyes were perfectly rounded, his mouth gaping, he couldn't believe what he had just heard, “apa! You want to die!” yells.

“Do what I live for, if I have to continue living in this humiliation. I don't want to embarrass my family.” Chelsea spoke on the sidelines of her sobs.

Zaki gripped both shoulders Chelsea, “what do you mean, huh! Are you aware of what you just said?” tanyakanya.

“If you are in my current position, do you still want to continue living? Are you going to keep quiet when you see your family's good name being tainted?”

Zaki furrowed his forehead even more, he could not understand all the words that came out of Chelsea's mouth, “tell clearly what you mean!” yells.

Chelsea looked both into Zaki's eyes, she was confused about having to tell him everything or not, but she also didn't want to forever live like that, becoming a slave to Alex's lust.

“Zak, actually I...

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