Love That Pain
Only wishful thinking

“I have absolutely no idea what you mean, woman? Who do you mean?”

Kania just silent, for what he meddles in the affairs of others, after all he also does not know the woman.

“Just ask yourself, you know who I mean.” Kania again went down from the bed, “aw..” pekiknya when his legs began to be stepped.

Veon getting out of bed, “what do you want your wounds to get worse, huh!” he snapped while holding both of Kania's shoulders.

“I don't need your help!” Kania then lowered both hands of the veon from her shoulders, she then with a limped step walked towards the sofa.

Veon just kept quiet while looking at what Kania was doing. Suddenly the room lights came back on. Veon then extinguished the candle he had placed on the table.

‘Why is he sleeping on the sofa? Doesn't she want to sleep in bed with me?’ muttered Veon in the heart.

Kania slept on the sofa while turning her back to Veon. Fortunately the sofa was very large and wide, so Kania was not so difficult to move. Veon remained unmoved from his spot, he continued to stare towards Kania. Slowly the man moved his feet closer to the woman.

“You sure you want to sleep here?” ask her in a cold tone.

“You don't have to care where I want to sleep.”

“If it wants you, I won't ban you, but..”.

Hearing the word but that came out of Veon's mouth, made Kania change her position to face Veon. The woman stared intently at the man.

“But don't expect you to be able to sleep in that bed again after you decide to sleep on that couch. And if Mama knows you're sleeping on the couch, I just have to say if that's what you want, and I'm not the one who told you to.” Veon spoke by folding both of his arms around his chest.

Kania rounded her eyes, she then changed her position to sit down, “what are you now threatening me?” tanyakanya.

“I'm not threatening you, but I'm only giving you two options. You prefer to sleep on that couch for good or go back to sleep with me in bed.”

Kania laughs, “what now can you not sleep if there is no me?” tanyakanya.

Veon gulped, ‘where might I be like that.’ “even if you sleep on the sofa, I can still sleep soundly. I don't care where you sleep, whatever!” then he walked back to bed.

Kania smiled, ‘look at him, is he now unable to sleep without me?’

Veon sitting on the edge of the bed, “sure you don't want to sleep in this bed anymore?” ask her in a cold tone.

“If you plead with me, then I will consider sleeping in that bed again.”

Veon lips open, “what am I begging you for, if you don't want to sleep here again is also okay, I can sleep in this bed freely.” The man then laid his body on the bed, “now this bed is entirely mine,” he said while sleeping on his back.

“What the fuck is he, will he really master that bed?” Kania shook her head, “no! Nah! I don't want to sleep on the couch forever.”

Kania also moved from her seat, with a limp she finally stepped her legs towards the bed, “ move aside, I want to sleep!” he exclaimed as he shifted the body of Veon that filled the bed.

But Veon's body doesn't budge and stays in position, “not that you want to sleep on the sofa, then why do you want to go back to sleep here?” ask her by smiling.

“I'm so sleepy, I don't want to argue with you.”

“I will not allow you to sleep on this bed.” Veon stretched out his arms and legs until he filled the bed.

“What do you really want, didn't you just tell me to sleep in bed, but why are you banning me now?” ask Kania annoyed.

“I didn't tell you, I just gave you..”.

“Optionalize? So I chose to sleep in bed with you,” said Kania cutting off Veon's speech.

“Please tell me you can't sleep without me.”

Kania rounded her eyes, “no!” reject directly.

“Then go back to sleep on the sofa.” Veon closed his eyes without changing his position.

‘Job! What the hell does he want, does he want to fuck me again? But if I don't do what he asks, I won't be able to sleep in that bed again,’ Kania murmured inwardly.

Veon smiled, “why are you so anxious to sleep in this bed?” tanyanya while opening her eyes, she looked at the face of Kania who was still lowered.

“Because..I..I can't sleep if there's no you.” Kania spoke by clenching both of her hands.

Veon laughs satisfied, “well, go up.” The man then shifted his body and let Kania sleep next to him, “don't sleep while looking back at me!” he cried when he saw Kania wanted to back him.

Kania sleeps while facing Veon. The woman did close her eyes, but she could not sleep at all, ‘what have I done, why do I obey what she asked, am I not angry with her?’

Kania opened his eyes slowly, the two eyes met face to face with both eyes Veon, “k—why are you looking at me like that?” tanyanya nervous. The woman could not interpret Veon's gaze that looked so sharp and cold.

“You yourself why haven't you slept, instead of saying you're sleepy?” Veon spoke in a normal tone.

“I can't sleep.”

“Why? Do you want me to hug?” seduce Veon with a smile.

Both eyes Kania round, “awas only if you dare to hug me!” threaten her.

“Why should I be afraid of your threats.” Veon put his hand on Kania's waist, making the woman round her eyes even more, “I deserve you, did you forget that I am your husband,” he added with a cynical smile.

Kania's body seemed to freeze as Veon pulled her body to get closer, “t—but all this time you never thought of me as your wife,” she said nervously. At this moment his heart was beating so fast, his heart was increasingly rustling.

“What's really why? It won't change anything, we're married, and I'm entitled to you.” Veon's eyes now looked at Kania's thin lips, after their kiss that time, for some reason Veon wanted to feel those thin lips again.

“If tonight I want you, then you have no right to reject it.” Veon looked at Kania's eyes in turn, “because a wife's obligation is to serve her husband,”.

Kania gulped, “but you don't love me, and you can't force your will,” she said fearfully, her body began to tremble. She's not ready if Veon wants her tonight.

“To do that I don't need love, because now you are my wife who is SAH.” Veon couldn't help but immerse his lips into those thin lips, it was like the most delicious food he wanted to taste his delicacy.

Kania rounded her eyes as Veon completely buried her lips on her thin lips. Kania's body froze, she seemed unable to move her body, she simply could not resist it, ‘what tonight will I really hand over my most precious possession?’

Kania was unable to close her eyes, even now Veon was greedily tasting and enjoying her lips. Her breathing seemed claustrophobic, but she did not dare to end that hot kiss.

Now that Veon began to overstimulate Kania's body, the kiss began to turn to Kania's neck, even Kania could feel a warm breath coming out of the man's nostrils that touched his skin pores. Kania with all his might refrained from sighing, but his efforts were in vain when Veon's hands began to guerrilla enter the t-shirt he was wearing.

“Do not do that, I beg.” Kania felt very afraid, afraid that he would not be able to control the turmoil in him which is currently starting to stir and ask for more than that.

Veon raised his face, “I will still do it, I don't care even if you don't want it,” he said with a smile.

The more kania he made float by what Veon did to his body, even the t-shirt he was wearing now had escaped from his body. Veon rounded his eyes when he saw that Kania's two precious assets were now right in front of his eyes even though they were still covered by the cover. But the cover was as if it did not fit to hold the two assets that had been puffed and poked.

“Look, your body doesn't even resist the touches of my hands.” Veon looked at Kania's two imprisoned eyes, “are you sure you want me to stop this? While your body wants more of this,”.

Veon now began to strip away all the clothes Kania was wearing back then, as well as the clothes she was wearing. Kania did not refuse and also accepted his treatment, but Veon who was covered by lust did not care about all that.

The sighs of pleasure began to be heard from those thin lips, a long sigh had escaped from Kania's mouth. Kania even cursed herself, why she could not resist Veon's wishes at all, but instead enjoyed it, even though she knew that the man never loved her at all.

Kania gripped Veon's arm tightly leaving scratches on the man's arm as Veon tried to make their first union. The aches and pains as if tore off parts of his body made him shed tears and moan in pain.

Veon did not care about Kania's agonizing cry, he continued to accelerate the tempo of her movements. Even sweat now began to pour profusely soaking into the two innocent bodies. Veon felt like it was burning all over his body, boiling and it felt like it wanted to explode, as Kania's hand grip grew stronger.

Veon groaned stifledly, releasing an urgent passion to be shed, for a moment his body went limp and then fell down beside Kania. His breath looks still hot, his sweat still dripping wet his body.

Kania pulled a blanket to cover her innocent body, she started crying sobbing, “what are you satisfied now to have done this same to me?” the tears kept flowing down both of his cheeks. But Veon was silent with both eyes still closed, regulating his breathing which was still hunting.

Now the most precious thing in her had been forcibly taken away by her own husband. The first experience he imagined would feel so beautiful, now only wishful thinking, because Veon did that very roughly, he said, he didn't even care about himself whimpering in pain when the unification happened.

Kania changed her position to back Veon, nor could she possibly regret any of that since it had all happened, and that was also her duty as a wife. Kania began to wipe away her tears, slowly she began to close her eyes, her body was very tired after the heat struggle that drained all her energy.

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