Love That Pain
Trying from the beginning

Vika sighed heavily, “tnight Mama went home together with her new lover. I let it go, I already don't care what Mama does.”

“Didn't your Mama not live in your house, but why did she come back to your house again?”

“I don't know either, I don't want to know.”

“Then what made you and your Mama quarrel?”

“Mama I accuse me of teasing her boyfriend,” Vika said as she lowered her face.

Chelsea's eyes are perfectly rounded, her mouth gaping, “what? is your mom crazy? How could he accuse his own son? What's the reason your mom accused you of that?” his tan growled, he even clenched his hands together.

“I was going to the kitchen, because I was so thirsty. I didn't know at the time that the man was in the kitchen. I saw his whole body full of sweat.”

“You mean the man is shirtless?” Vika nods her head, “astaga! What they've done..” Chelsea could not continue her words, she did not want to judge Mama Vika, the woman who had given birth to her best friend. Since the first time he was friends with Vika, he had known about the state of his best friend's family.

“The man looked at me very sharply, I was scared, I finally decided to undo my intentions and wanted to go back to my room. When I entered my room, suddenly the man was standing behind me, forcing his way into my room. I shouted to Mama, I tried to rebel, but my strength was not worth the man's strength.”

“Vik..” Chelsea touched Vika's shoulder.

“The man kept forcing me to fulfill his lust, I. I continued to rebel, I finally managed to escape the man's grip. For some reason when I had no idea what to do, I remembered Betrand's words to me. Betrand once told about a man's weakness, which is the most important part. With the remnants of the energy I had, I kicked his valuables very hard. My efforts turned out to be successful, the man fell on the floor. Seeing him off guard, I immediately ran out of my room.”

Vika squeezes her fingers, “but it turns out I was wrong, the man pulled my leg, until I fell down, he then overstressed me and locked my body. I couldn't move at all, and just then, suddenly the door of my room opened. I saw Mama standing at the door of my room. At that time I breathed a sigh of relief, Mama came to help me.”

Vika can no longer hold back the tears that have filled both corners of her eyes, the tears began to flow profusely soaked her cheeks, “I saw Mama step closer to me, Mama stepped over me, then he violently pushed the man's body. I tried to get up, then I hugged my Mama and thanked her for helping me. But..but.suddenly Mama gripped both my shoulders, after that..”.

Vika touched her cheek, the pain is still she felt until now, “Mama slapped me very hard while shouting.boy does not know himself, cheap woman, dare you tease lover Mama!”.

Chelsea rounded her eyes, she did not expect a mother who could say that to her own child just for a man who had no blood relation to her.

“Mama cursed me in front of the man, I cried, I tried to defend myself, but the man twitched and told lies in front of my Mama. I'm not close to Mama, but how could Mama accuse me of that? I'm his daughter, how can Mama say if I'm a cheap woman.” Vika was already unable to hold back her sobs, her heart was so broken that the woman who had given birth to her insulted her to such an extent, even in front of strangers.

Chelsea hugged Vika, she tried to calm her best friend down. Chelsea chose to be quiet, although there were actually a lot of questions he wanted to ask. But seeing Vika's condition, he also undoes his intentions. Chelsea let Vika cry in her arms, she could even feel the clothes she was wearing getting wet from tears flowing from both corners of her best friend's eyes.

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“Thank you, Bi.” The middle-aged woman nodded her head and retreated after putting drinks and snacks on the table.

Chelsea then took a glass of orange juice and he gave it to Vika who already looked calm, “drink.”

Vika took the orange juice out of Chelsea's hand and started to gulp it down, after which she put the glass back on the table, “safin me, I know you too are having problems, I know you are having problems, but I'm instead telling you my problem with you.”

Chelsea fold both arms in the chest, “I will not forgive you, you must take responsibility for the mess you have done!” the woman pretended to be angry.

Vika scrunched her forehead, “responsible? What have I done?”

Chelsea pointed at her shirt that was wet from Vika's tears. Vika laughs when she sees the Chelsea shirt wet because of the action, “iya-iya, I will be responsible, sorry..sorry...” the woman tried to hold back her laughter.

Chelsea smiled, he was happy to see Vika laughing again, “Vik, I know your problem is very heavy, if I were you, maybe I wouldn't be strong. But I salute you, until now you can still hold on to your Mama's attitude all this time.”

Vika brushed off her smile, “I actually couldn't get through all this either, but I tried to keep going. I've been living without Mama and Papa, I can live independently, I don't need them both!”

Vika scrunched her forehead, “serious? You want to make a lunch for Alex?” tanyanya did not believe.

Chelsea nodded her head, “from now on, I will make lunch for Alex, I want to try from the beginning again.”

“But, didn't you just say, Alex ignored you? But why do you even care about him now? You should also ignore him, for him to feel what it feels like to be ignored.”

“Alex has felt what it feels like to be ignored, during these two months, I have always ignored him, but he has instead paid more attention to me, so I wanted to do the same. If Alex ignores me, then I will show my attention to her.”

Vika laughs, “Chel, don't tell me you've started same wash Alex?”

“Maybe.” Chelsea then stepped foot leaving Vika who was still very shocked to hear the answer coming from the mouth of his best friend.

“Chel, wait!” Vika then moved from her seat and rushed after Chelsea, “you were serious with your words earlier?” they now walk to the kitchen.

“I don't know what I'm feeling right now, all I know, I don't accept Alex ignoring me, I want to get Alex's attention again, I want only me he cares about, I want only me, not anyone else.”

Arriving in the kitchen, Chelsea asked her domestic assistant to help her prepare the ingredients she would use to make Alex's favorite meal. Maybe the results of Chelsea's cooking are not as good as Alex's food, but he will not be desperate to keep trying.

“What can I help you with?” Vika wears the same apron as Chelsea.

“You help me cut vegetables only, let me pound the herbs.” Vika nodded her head.

“What can Aunty help, Mistress?”

Chelsea shook her head, “thank you that Auntie has helped me to prepare all these ingredients, then let me do the work.” The middle-aged woman nodded her head, she chose to continue her work.

“Chel, are you sure you want to cook it yourself? Can't you cook? I'm afraid the food will not even be worth eating, and you even embarrass yourself in front of Alex.”

“Despite later cooking I taste bad, Alex will eat it up.”

Vika puts both her shoulders, “it's up to you, the one who has become a pussy, won't want to hear the words of others.”

Chelsea just laughed, he began to put the seasoning that had been smoothed into the frying pan. The woman can smell the fragrant smell of the seasoning, “Vik, which vegetable did you wash earlier?”

Vika took a basin full of various vegetables that she had cut and washed, she then handed the basin to Chelsea, “the smell is good too,” he said.

“Who used to dong kokinya,” said Chelsea proud of him. She learns to cook lightning with Kania before she decides to return to Alex's house.

After an hour, the food was finally ready. Chelsea took the lunch box, then put in the food he made. Not to forget he also put rice and side dishes into the lunch box.

“Vik, would you like lunch here or at Alex's office?” Chelsea put two boxes of lunch in a paper bag.

“I'll be later, I'm not hungry yet, I can later eat in a restaurant or in the canteen.” Vika then take off the apron attached to her body, “we leave now, later hunt for lunch hour through.”

Chelsea nodded her head, she took off the apron attached to her body, “wait me for a moment, I want to change clothes first. There is no way I'm going to Alex's office with shabby clothes like this?”

Vika grinned the horse, she then nodded her head, “then I wait in front.” The woman took the paper bag from the table and brought it out of the kitchen.

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