Love That Pain
You don't know who I am?

Kania was currently pacing around in her room, she looked extremely panicked and anxious. A few minutes ago, Kania got a phone call from her Papa's housekeeper. The middle-aged woman said that Papa the girl is currently sick.

Kania recalled what Veon said, if after she got married, she no longer belonged to her Papa, nor could she go to her Papa without her permission. That's why the girl didn't go straight to her Papa after hearing the bad news.

Many times, Kania contacted Veon, but there was no answer to the call. Kania looks more and more agitated. Zaki also did not pick up the phone from him.

“Do I better go to his office now? I'm very worried about Papa.”

Kania finally decides to go see Veon in his office. She could no longer wait for her husband's long return. Kania hopes Veon will allow her to meet his Papa.

Kania got into the elevator to the 4th floor room, where her husband's room was. After the elevator door opened, he walked out of the elevator. Secretary Veon confronted Kania when she wanted to enter her husband's room.

“Sorry Miss, Mr. Veon is meeting, so he's not in his room.”

Kania scrunched her forehead, unlike usual she was forbidden to enter her own husband's room, “I will wait for my husband inside,” she said.

“But Mr. Veon forbids anyone to enter his room.”

“But I am his wife, and I don't care, I will still wait for him in his room!” kania Exclamation. He then moved his feet towards the room, slowly he began to open the door of the room.

“How dare he forbid me to enter this room, who he is.” Kania then closed the door.

“Sorry, who are you? How dare you enter this room without knocking on the door first?” a woman's voice began to sound in Kania's ears.

Kania rounded her eyes when she saw the woman, this ‘woman, she was..”.

“Hallo, are you deaf? Why don't you answer my question, why did you enter my girlfriend's room without knocking on the door first?” ask the woman again.

‘What? girlfriend?’ “Em...I should have asked you, who are you?” kania asked by walking over to the woman.

The woman smiled at her smile, “does you not know who I am? though my photos are everywhere,” he said bragging.

“Maybe your photos are everywhere, but I don't know you at all!”

The woman laughed, “in this world there is still yes, the person I worked as you,” ledeknya. The woman then reached out her hand, “introduce, I'm his future wife Veon, my name is Bella Wang, famous model, do you really not know that?”

Kania's heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp object, it was very painful when the woman introduced herself as Veon's future wife, ‘what will this be the end of everything?’ he murmured in the heart.

As the door opened, Zaki entered the room. The man was ordered to take Bella to meet Veon who was waiting for her at a restaurant near the office building.

“Kania!” zaki exclaimed in surprise when he saw Kania in the room.

“Zak, do you know who this girl is? Do you know him?” bella asked as she scrunched her forehead.

Kania brushed off her smile, “you already introduced yourself, now it's my turn to introduce myself,” he said.

‘What would Kania say if she was Mr Veon's wife? Does Kania recognize Bella's face?’ Zaki looked very panicked.

“Who are you? quickly say!”

“I'm Kania, I am..” Kania looked at Zaki who looked extremely panicked with both eyes being rounded. The woman then smiled, “I is her sister Zaki,” he said.

“A...so you are her sister Zaki, it is only fitting that you can casually enter the room of my future husband,” said Bella while nodding her head.

Kania then walked closer to Zaki, “Kak, do you have time? Anything I want to talk to brother?” ask her while she brushed off her smile.

Zaki stared at the two eyes of Kania who had begun to be bathed by clear liquid, “you wait for me below, I still have a need with Miss Bella,” he said.

“Where is Veon?” bella asked as she moved her legs closer to Zaki.

“Master Veon is waiting for you at a restaurant near this building. I'll take you there.”

“Ok...ayo.”

Zaki and Bella then came out of the room, Zaki was surprised when he saw Kania was still in front of the door, ‘how did Kania hear everything?’ he murmured in the heart.

“You're still here?” bella asked as she saw Kania standing by the door.

“I just want to go,” said Kania while reviewing a bitter smile.

Zaki could see if Kania had just cried, both her eyes were reddened, and the rest of the tears in both corners of the woman proved everything. Zaki then pulled Kania's hand when he wanted to step away, “you come with me, after dropping off Miss Bella, we just talked,” he said.

“Truely said Zaki, you come with us only, it looks like we can be friends,” Bella said with a smile on her face.

Kania has no choice but to join Zaki and Bella. Kania is very surprised when Bella holds her arm, as well as Zaki.

“How old are you?” bella asked as she walked along with Kania.

“19 year.” Kania answered briefly.

“Wah...you are very young yes, if I am 27 years old. And right now I'm getting married to the man I've loved so much. Veon and I have known each other since childhood, and we promised to get married one day. But I went to pursue my dream, and now I come back to collect that promise,” Bella said with a smile on her face.

Kania was just silent, she could not comment at all. His body felt so limp, his chest tight, his heart seemed to stop beating. As she begins to accept Veon as her husband, when she has also dropped her heart for him, when Veon begins to show her concern, why should all this happen? Why should the man's past appear when he expects the man's love?

Zaki can feel what Kania is feeling, wants it to feel like he's telling Bella who Kania really is, but he has absolutely no right to say any of that. Veon has the right to explain everything. If Veon had already started to love Kania, then he would have preferred Kania over Bella. But if it turns out Veon still loves Bella so much, then what will happen to Kania?

After arriving at the destination, Bella wants to invite Kania to meet Veon, but Kania refuses to invite it, she prefers to wait in the car.

“Come on, I want you to see how much he loves me,” persuade Bella again.

‘What loves? does that guy know how to love?’ murmuring Kania in the heart.

“Nona Bella, you should immediately see Mr. Veon, because Mr. Veon has been waiting for you since earlier,” said Zaki.

Bella nodded her head, “tomorrow can we meet again? Looks like you can be my friend,” he said.

Kania looked at Zaki, she then nodded her head, ‘would I really be friends with my husband's own lover?’ he murmured in the heart.

“Alright, I go first.” Bella opened the door and got out of the car.

Kania and Zaki looked at each other, Zaki could see the sadness on the woman's face, “are you okay?” tanyanya.

“Zak, can you take me to my Papa's house? I would love to see Papa,” pinta Kania with his fake smile.

“Kania, forgive me, i.”.

“Zak, I don't want to discuss this right now, because I'm so worried about Papa I.” Kania then gazed out the window, ‘how could I be fine, it felt so painful’ murmured inwardly.

Kania tried to hold back the tears that had filled both corners of her eyes. He tries to encourage himself, to stay strong. Since the beginning of the marriage he lived in was a fake, there was no love in the marriage. Even though he had started to love the man, the man had no feelings for him.

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