Love That Pain
Because I care

Kania is used to her current condition, although every morning she has to experience morning sickness, but she still does not complain. The woman remained eager to work, let alone the money she was holding right now was only a little.

Rega always gives time for Kania to rest every morning, she will only work towards noon. The man felt unbearable to see the current condition of Kania, should in the current situation Kania there is a husband who accompanies him and meets all his needs. But not with Kania, she must fight alone to survive to keep her baby safe.

“Mas Rega don't need to do all this, I feel bad with the other employees.” Currently Rega is preparing lunch for Kania, of course, healthy and nutritious food.

Rega sat Kania on the sofa. Yes they are in Rega's room, “don't care about other people's words. I do this sincerely, because I care about you,” he said.

Rega then sits on a single sofa, “now let's eat, or need me a bribe,” god.

Kania shook her head, “I can eat by myself.” The woman then took the plate containing the food, and began to eat it slowly. For some reason since her pregnancy she often felt hungry, but in the morning she always nausea and vomiting.

Rega propped up her chin with one hand, she looked at Kania who was eating her food very favorably. The man felt very happy to be this close to the woman of his dreams. Although she couldn't do more than this, but if Kania was really going to get divorced with her husband, right then and there she would act even further.

After all he would not let go of Kania, and let the woman live in distress and solitude, moreover he would have to be a single parent. Rega gave a warm cup of tea to Kania after the woman finished her lunch.

Kania received the warm tea and then started sipping it, “Mas, I don't know how I can repay Mas Rega's kindness so far,” he said and put the cup on the table.

“You just need to take care of yourself and your child-to-be, I will always be there for you,” Rega said with a smile on his face.

“But why? Hasn't Mas Rega heard everything from Eca, but why does Mas Rega stay the same as me?”

“Then what does this have to do with your life story as me? for me it is not important, other than that it is not your fault, but it is your fault that Papa can make you as a means of redeeming his debt. And again your husband, a man who is completely inappropriate for you to cry,” said Rega while clenching his hands.

Rega was eager to meet a man who had already wasted a woman as good as Kania. He wanted to know what was wrong with that woman to be treated that badly. If she did not love him, and did not want the marriage, then why did she enjoy the woman's body and make her pregnant and leave him.

Kania got up from her seat, “Mas Rega, thanks for lunch, I better get back to work, not good with the others,” he said.

Rega was only able to nod his head, if he had already tied the woman to his, then he would not have allowed the woman to work. After learning of Kania's pregnancy, Rega accidentally moves Kania in the cashier section, so she doesn't work too hard. Originally Kania worked as a waitress, and it was a very tiring job.

Today the restaurant looks very crowded than usual, Rega always keeps an eye on the movements of Kania while working. The man was afraid of anything happening with the woman, especially with the condition of his body that still looks weak.

Eca stepped her foot closer to Rega, the man did not realize that Eca was already standing next to him, “hem.” The girl started to shake.

Rega was grinning horses when he was caught observing the girl's best friend, “s—ssince when were you here?” tanyanya nervous.

Eca stared at Kania who was serving customers who were making payment transactions, “I feel sorry for Kania, in his condition now he should sit sweetly at home while enjoying various kinds of snacks and rest, instead of working like now,” he said.

“If she is officially divorced with her husband, I am ready to marry her.”

Eca laughs, “PD really so people, indeed Kania want to be the same Mas Rega,” ledeknya.

“If he does not want to, I will keep waiting, I am sure, Kania is a soul mate who sent God to me,” Rega said with his PD.

Eca looked at Kania's exhausted face, “if Kania agrees to marry Mas Rega, I will be very happy. Kania is a good girl, but why is her destiny not as good as her heart?”

“Ca, you take it easy, I will be in full charge of Kania.” Rega then turned her gaze to look at Eca, “Ca, do you and Kania want to move into my house? that way you will be easier to go to work, and no need to ride the angkot again.” The man then looked at Kania, “let alone with the current condition of Kania,” he added.

Eca rounded her eyes, “hah! Moving to Mas Rega's house? Is it not wrong?” tanyanya surprised.

“You rest easy, the house has not been occupied for a long time, because I now live with my Mom after Papa died, so you can stay in the house freely, he said, than the house that no one occupies.”

“Why did Mas Rega to do all that, even though only one month Mas Rega knew Kania?” ask Eca curious.

Rega smiled while looking at the sweet smile that was seen on both corners of Kania's lips, “you see that sweet smile, I want to see it every day. I also do not know why I can like Kania up like this, but yes this is all I can do to keep it at this time,” he said.

Kania felt very tired, he finally sat his body in the front seat of the cashier table. He then rubbed his stomach is still flat, “sayang, you are tired yes, you have to be patient a little more yes dear, soon we will go home, after that we will be able to rest,” he said.

Rega returns to her room, she has to finish her work, as soon as she has to drive Kania home. Every day Rega always drove Kania home, Kania initially refused the offer, because he did not want to trouble anyone, but Rega, like Veon, did not like to be denied.

Kania's working hours are over, he's replaced by Reka. Kania was getting ready to go home, after changing clothes she then stepped out of the restaurant through the side door. Rega was waiting for him outside that door.

“Thank you,” said Kania then got in that car.

Rega then get in the car, “mau eat first?” bargained again.

Kania shook her head, “I want to go straight home,” refused.

Rega just nodded his head, but before returning home Rega stopped by to buy food for Kania.

“Mas Rega should not need to do all this.”

“I will still do all this for you, even though you always reject me.” Rega kept looking ahead.

“But I cannot accept all the kindness of Mas Rega, I absolutely do not deserve to accept all that,” Kania said as she lowered her face.

Rega has not expressed her feelings for Kania, because she does not want Kania to stay away from her if she knows her feelings.

“Are we not friends, we should help each other, right?”

“Mas Rega has helped me a lot during this time, let alone have given me a job. Mas Rega has also moved me in a part that is not so draining my energy.”

“You don't have to think about all that, the important thing is that you take care of yourself, all that is enough to make me happy,” said Rega with a smile on his face.

***

The more days Veon looks more chaotic, now the man no longer cares about his appearance. Veon's hair began to lengthen, growing slightly jambang on his face, after Kania's departure, as if his life was incomplete. Zaki and Veon's secretary handle all of Veon's work.

Tonight Veon got a message from his mother. Vera tells Veon and Kania to have dinner at her house. It had been one month that they no longer visited the main house, and it made Vera and Dion start to get suspicious.

Veon is confused to give reasons especially to his parents about Kania. He must soon find Kania, because forever he can't possibly continue to lie to his parents.

“Zak, why do the people you told until now have not found the existence of Kania, actually they becus work not!” Veon was already at the peak of his patience, all this time he held back and hoped that Kania would be found soon, but everything was nil.

“I will tell them to work even more seriously, Sir. Forgive me,” said Zaki by lowering his face.

“If in one more week's time, they haven't been able to find Kania, I'll forgive you, Zak!” Veon took his foot out of the house. Tonight he had to come to the main house, he did not want to make his parents more suspicious. The man will look for a reason as to why Kania can't come to dinner with them.

Zaki ruffled his hair in frustration, now that his fate was in the hands of his men, if they in this one week could not find Kania, then his life would be at stake.

***

After cleaning up, Kania gets ready for dinner. As usual, she had to have dinner alone, as Eca was going home at 21:00 p.m. Before he moved in the cashier section and could change sip with Reka. Kania knows that it was Rega who deliberately let him go home sooner.

Kania rubbed her flat stomach, “sayang, do you miss your Papa so much? Mama misses your Papa so much. Now Papa what are you doing, is he now with Bella?” tears began to flow from both corners of her eyes.

“Veon, I miss you so much, do you also feel the same?”

Kania stared at the flat screen, then opened the photo gallery. Kania still keeps the Veon photos that she took secretly, “why I never took the initiative to take her selfies, I so do not have photos when we were both,” grumbled.

Kania wiped her tears from both cheeks and the corner of her eyes, “I have to be strong, I can definitely get through all this. Papa's...Kania misses Papa so much, now how is Papa? Does Papa know about my departure, or does Veon keep it all a secret from Papa and his family? Or did he introduce Bella to his Mom and Dad?”

“Why did I immediately discard my old number and replace the new one, where I forgot Zaki's number again. I want to know about Veon and my family, I miss them so much, but I'm not ready to meet them either, my heart still hurts. Although I have accepted all of this sincerely, I am not ready to meet him yet. Especially with my current pregnancy, will she be willing to accept this child? While she is not ready to have children.”

~oOo~