Love That Pain
Contrition

Veon who had returned home was very surprised when he did not find Kania in his room, “where is he?” the man then came out of his room, he wanted to ask his mother about Kania's whereabouts.

Veon stepped closer to his mother who was busy watching his favorite television show, “Ma, do you know where Kania is?” tanyakanya.

Vera shakes her head, “today she asked permission to meet her friend, has she not returned?” tanyanya.

“Maybe Kania stopped by her Papa's house, Ma. Veon will try to contact him.”

Veon then moved his legs away. The man looked very anxious, he then tried to contact Kania, but Kania's number turned out to be unreachable, “what should I do? Did something happen to him?”

Veon steps her foot out of the house, she intends to go to Kania's house, she wishes Kania were at her parents' house. Arriving at Kania's house, Veon pressed a button beside the door. And not long after that door began to open, and the one who opened the door was the household assistant of the Kania family.

“Den Veon, tumben Den Veon came here alone? What Non Kania not coming?” ask the middle-aged woman.

Veon rounded his eyes, “so Kania isn't here, Bik?” tanyanya surprised.

The middle-aged woman nodded her head, “Non Kania is indeed not here, is Den Veon looking for Non Kania?” tanyanya.

Veon nodded his head, “Bik, if later Kania comes to this house, please contact me immediately,” he said.

“Good, Den.”

“Then I say goodbye first.” Veon then set foot into his car, he then got into the car, “Kania, where did you go? Don't make me worry?” the man squeezed his hair very tightly.

“Oh yes, Zaki, he must know something.” Veon drives his car to Zaki's house.

On the way to Zaki's house, Veon keeps trying to dial Kania's mobile number, but even today, it's still difficult to call. Arriving at Zaki's house, Veon immediately breaks into Zaki's house.

“Zak, where are you?” veon shouted loudly because he did not find Zaki in his room.

Zaki out of the kitchen, “tuan, why are your nights coming to my house?” ask her surprised.

“Do you know where Kania is?”

Zaki scrunched his forehead, “Isn't Miss Kania home?” askalanya.

Veon shook his head, “Kania is not home, I have also searched in her parents' house, but she is not there either. Do you know anything?” tanyakanya.

Zaki remembered that Kania called her this afternoon, “today Miss Kania called me, she asked about you. And I have told Miss Kania to contact you, did Miss Kania not contact you, Mr?” tanyakanya.

“He did not contact me, I have contacted him many times, but the number is difficult to contact.” Veon stepped onto the sofa, he then sat his body on the sofa, “I was afraid something happened to him,” he said anxiously.

Zaki sits his body on a single sofa, “what have you been looking for in the whole house, Mister?” tanyakanya.

“I've been looking for him everywhere, but he's not home.” Veon scooped his face huffed, “Zak, do you know something I don't know?” tanyanya.

‘Sorry Kania, I have to tell your husband, if you already know about Bella,’ Zaki murmured inwardly.

“Zak, is there anything you keep secret from me?” veon asked suspiciously when he saw Zaki's silence.

“I'm sorry, Sir. I don't mean to hide this from Master, but Miss Kania asked me to keep it all a secret.”

Veon scrunched his forehead, “secret! What is it?” tanyanya.

“Actually Miss Kania already knows everything, about your relationship with Miss Bella.”

Zaki nodded his head, “Nona Kania has known since Miss Bella first came to the office, Mister,”.

Veon got up from his seat, he grabbed Zaki by the collar, “why didn't you tell me all that? Why?” loud shouting.

“Because Miss Kania asked me not to tell you, she wants you to say all that directly to her.”

Veon threw Zaki's body, “ I don't think you dare to keep all that from me, do you intend to lie to me, huh!” loud shouting.

Zaki shook his head, “I don't dare, Sir, I'm sorry,” he said as he lowered his face.

“Did Kania say something to you?”

“Nona Kania knows if you have often met Miss Bella, she also knows that Miss Bella lives in your private home.”

Veon ruffled his hair in frustration, he did not expect everything to be revealed in such a way, “I actually wanted to tell Kania everything when the time was right, he said, but it turns out he already knows in such a way,” he said.

“Master, do you know if all this time Miss Kania has been in love with you?”

Veon smiled faintly, “ I already know, but I just kept quiet, because I wanted him to tell me straight away,”.

“Master, Miss Kania once asked me, do you love her too? Are you going to turn this skit wedding into a real wedding?”

“What is he stupid? Why is he asking you that? Was she unaware of all my attention to her? If I don't love her, then why would I fuck her, why would I treat her gently?”

“But, Sir. Miss Kania doesn't know that you didn't tell her directly, let alone the often fickle attitude of the master towards her. A woman needs reassurance, not just from a physical relationship, but you also have to tell her if you love her.”

Veon let out a long sigh, “you know, Zak. I don't believe in love, so I didn't tell Kania that I loved her, because I was afraid I would hurt her. Even so, I also do not have the intention to leave him, because I already feel comfortable when with him,” he admitted.

“Master, I'm sure, Miss Kania will be fine.”

Veon scooped his face in a huff, “but I haven't felt calm before finding him. Find him Zak, please find him,” his door with the toughest sound.

Zaki just this first time saw Veon so slumped like that, even now his appearance looks so chaotic. Unworn tie neatly, hair that is ruffled, even the buttons of his suit not all buttoned.

“Have you questioned Miss Bella? Who knows if he knows something?”

Veon scrunched his forehead, “how could Bella know about Kania, they have never met each other?” tanyanya's confused.

Zaki shook his head, “you're wrong, Sir. Miss Kania has met Miss Bella twice, Miss Bella even offered to be friends with Miss Kania. Even Miss Kania is very forced to accept the friendship that Miss Bella offers,” he explained.

“What? what has he done? How can he be friends with Bella if he already knows everything?”

“Because Miss Kania has a good heart, she feels bad if she refuses Miss Bella.”'s request

Veon moved from her seat, “now take me to my private house to meet Bella. I want to ask the whereabouts of Kania, who knows she knows something,”.

Zaki nodded his head, they then walked out of the house. Veon gives Zaki the keys. Zaki started driving the car. On the way Veon unceasingly called out the name Kania.

‘Master, I have warned you to tell Kania immediately, but now your regret is too late. If Kania does leave you, then what will you do?’ murmured Zaki in the heart.

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