Love That Pain
Still holding back

Chelsea had just finished cooking dinner, she saw a clock on the wall showing at 19:00 p.m., she took her phone out of her pants pocket. Chelsea want to contact Alex who until now has not reached home.

“Halo,” said when the call started connecting.

“What's up, your tumben contacted me.” Alex has just finished his job, after he accepted the offer of cooperation that Veon gave, lately he has been getting busy. But he usually does his job back home, but tonight he finishes it at home.

“You why haven't arrived home, it's past dinner.”

“I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, I'm now finishing my work. Don't wait for me, you have dinner first, I still have to take care of things first.

“What time will you be home?” Chelsea showed a sad face.

“I don't know yet, but I'll try not to late at night. If you are already sleepy, go to sleep first, you do not have to wait for me.”

“Hem...later home carefully yes.”

“Ya..Then I close first yes, I love you.” Alex ended the call.

Chelsea are very hungry, but he has no appetite at all. He then told his housekeeper to clean the dining table.

“I go to the room first, Bi.” Chelsea took her foot out of the kitchen.

“Kasian Mrs Chelsea, when she was getting attention, Mr. Alex was even busy with his work.” The middle-aged woman began to clean the dining table.

*

Chelsea sat her body on the couch, she took a television remote from the table, and she started to turn on the flat screen.

“Why Alex was so long ago, I got bored at home alone.”

Chelsea keep changing the channel of the television show, for him all the television shows are very boring. But the woman still saw the television show, so it did not feel like she had seen the television show for two hours. Chelsea began to fall asleep.

Alex, who had come home from the office, went straight to his room, and opened the door. The man saw Chelsea sleeping on the sofa, “why he even slept on the sofa.”

Alex then put his foot into the room, he put his briefcase on the table. The man then sat crouching, “honey, why are you even sleeping on the sofa.”

Alex wanted to move Chelsea into bed, but when Alex wanted to carry him, Chelsea's eyes suddenly opened.

“You're home,” he said as he rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand. Chelsea then changed their position to sit down.

“Why are you even sleeping on the sofa?”

“So I was watching a television show, but I suddenly fell asleep.”

Alex stood up and sat his body next to Chelsea, “sorry, for having made you wait for me.”

“Have you had dinner?” Alex shook his head, “then take a shower first, I will prepare dinner for you.”

Alex nodded his head, “then I want to take a shower first,” he said then moved from his seat and stepped into the bathroom.

Chelsea got out of her seat, and she took her foot out of the room. The woman took food for Alex as well as herself, and made two hot teas. Chelsea put two dishes and two filled glasses on the tray, after which she returned to her room.

Alex was not finished bathing, Chelsea put the tray on the table, after which he stepped foot into the wardrobe. He wants to get Alex dressed. Alex, who had finished bathing, came out of the bathroom.

Alex came out of the bathroom with a bath robe, he stepped into the bed and picked up the clothes prepared by Chelsea. This is not the first time Alex has worn the shirt in front of Chelsea. Alex did do that on purpose, he was happy to see the expression of Chelsea's face that always blushed when he saw her naked.

Alex, who was done dressed, walked over to Chelsea who was sitting on the sofa, “ tonight you made me dinner what?” the man sat his body next to Chelsea.

“I tried a new menu, I hope you like it.” Chelsea then gave the plate he took to Alex.

Alex saw there were two food plates, “honey, have you not had dinner yet too?” Chelsea shook her head, “but why? if you get sick how?”

Chelsea opened her mouth and received a bribe from Alex's hand, “now you eat.”

Alex spooned a spoonful of food and he put it in his mouth, “this food is very good, I want tomorrow you cook this again for breakfast.”

After a few minutes they finished eating. Chelsea took the dirty dishes and glasses to the kitchen, pulled one of the dining table chairs and sat down.

“Gosh! What exactly does Alex want, why does he change clothes in front of me so often? did he do that on purpose?”

The shadows about Alex's stocky body shape, the stomach of a torn bread bag, not to mention the muscles that make the body shape more seductive. Without Chelsea knowing it, he began to swallow his saliva.

Chelsea shook her head many times, trying to throw away those dirty thoughts, “Chelsea, you have to be strong. Alex alone all this time can hold back, but why are you even like that, do not lower your self-esteem in front of Alex.”

Chelsea also moved from her seat, she then moved her legs back to her room. As she opened the door to her room, she saw Alex playing with her phone while leaning against the bed rest.

Chelsea closed the door, after which he stepped into the bed. He then climbed into the bed and sat down next to Alex, “what is your job done?”

Alex shook his head, “why? are you afraid I can't finish my job? you take it easy, I won't make your sister lose.”

“Not that, I just don't want you to forget about eating just because of the job.”

Alex embraces Chelsea's shoulder, he then kisses the woman's forehead, “you take it easy, I will take care of my health.”

Alex then put his phone on the table, “ayo now we sleep, I'm very tired and sleepy.”

Chelsea nodded her head, she then laid her body first and was overtaken by Alex. As usual, Alex always hugged Chelsea in his sleep. But for some reason tonight Chelsea could not sleep at all, he looked up and looked at the face of Alex who was already asleep.

“What's wrong with me, why has my heart been pounding?” Chelsea touches Alex's cheeks slowly, “do you really sleep?”

“Sleep, it's late at night.” Alex spoke with both eyes still closed.

“I can't sleep.”

Alex then opened his eyes, “why? what makes you unable to sleep? Are you thinking of something?”

“I...I don't know either, usually I also don't like this.”

Alex looked up Chelsea's face, he looked into the two beautiful eyes of the woman, “then you want to do what? I'll do it.”

“I..aku...”

Chelsea rounded her eyes when Alex suddenly landed a kiss on her thin lips. The woman closed her eyes, enjoying every touch Alex made to her thin lips. Chelsea not only enjoyed it, but also returned the kiss.

Alex felt something turbulent in him, he immediately ended the hot kiss, he looked into the eyes of Chelsea who were still closed, ‘I can not continue this, he said, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to hold back. If I do that now, will Chelsea be angry? Will she assume I've reneged on my promise?’ he murmured in the heart.

Chelsea opened her eyes, she then looked at Alex's eyes in turn, ‘why is it always like this? Does Alex really not want to touch me anymore? Does Alex still think I forbid him to touch me? Can't she feel how much I want her?’ he murmured in the heart.

Alex then kissed Chelsea on the forehead, “sleep, if you close your eyes, I'm sure you can go straight to sleep.”

“Lex, what are you doing? Why do you always behave like this?”

“What do you mean? Are you mad because I kissed you like that? I'm sorry, I promise I won't do that again. I've promised you, I'll never break our deal.”

Chelsea shook her head, “that's not what I meant.”

“Then..”

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