Love That Pain
My Love

Bella, who had been waiting for Veon last night, was very upset, because the man had reneged on his promise to meet her at the house that night. The woman got out of bed and grabbed her phone from the table and called Veon.

Kania who had been awake since morning, stared at the innocent face of Veon who was currently still asleep while hugging him. Last night's debate ended in a heated struggle, but Veon is currently doing it very gently.

Kania could not resist the man's wishes, other than because it was his duty as a wife, it was also because of his love for the man. Kania will still love Veon, though her heart will be hurt again later. He made the decision because he remembered a quote from a book he had read. Love does not have to have, nor does love have to expect anything in return, if our love is sincere, then by itself the person will realize it, even though it is too late later.

Kania hears Veon's phone ringing, and she picks it up from the table. Slowly but surely the woman finally managed to grab the man's cell phone. The two women's eyes were perfectly rounded when they saw whose name the flat object was bearing, My Love, it was the name Veon wrote on his phone for Bella's number.

‘My Love, so she really loves that woman so much?’ he murmured in the heart.

The phone was no longer on, Kania who was curious about what name Veon had written for her mobile number. The woman then pressed the contact button and searched for her own mobile number, she then scrunched her forehead when she saw the writing listed for her mobile number. Little girl, that's what Veon wrote for Kania's contact number.

‘So all this time she only thought of me as a little girl?’

The flat object that was still in Kania's hand went off again, and the call was again from My Love, the name on the phone screen. Kania was eager to raise the call, but she paused her intention when suddenly both of Veon's eyes opened and looked at her.

“K—you're up?” Kania looked so surprised, moreover, the two eyes of the man were pointing at the flat object he was holding.

“Why is my phone with you?” the look in the eyes could not be interpreted at all.

“Em..Tadi there is an incoming call, I would love to wake you up, but your sleep is very good, I do not have the heart to wake you,” said Kania lying.

Veon takes her phone out of Kania's hand, and checks for missed calls. The two men's eyes were perfectly rounded, ‘did Kania have seen it? Why didn't I check when Bella put her number on my phone? What will Kania think now?’ he murmured in the heart.

“You better call him back, who knows it matters.” Kania then got out of bed and put on her clothes back, “ I don't know who My Love is, and I don't want to know who she is either, because I know my limits. I have absolutely no right to ask anything concerning your personal affairs, nor do I have the right to interfere in your personal affairs. Isn't that what was written in the agreement before we got married first?” even though his heart hurt a lot, he still showed that he was fine.

‘Why is he like that? Does he really not want to know whose number it is? Is he not jealous at all there is that name on my phone?’ muttered Veon in the heart. The man was silent, he did not know what to say, why was his heart uncomfortable when the woman said about what was written in the letter of agreement that he had given to Kania before he married her.

After making sure Kania goes into the bathroom, Veon then calls that number, “why did you call me?” ask when the call starts to connect.

“Why didn't you come last night? I waited for you all night but you didn't come to see me. I'm so lonely here, can you come here now?”

Veon let out a long sigh, “I can't come there right now, because this morning I had an important meeting. I'll see you later at lunchtime, but don't you ever come to my office again.” Veon ended the call.

Kania who had finished bathing also opened the bathroom door. But this time he did not cover his body with a towel, but rather a bathrobe that could cover his entire body. The woman then walked to the bed while drying her hair with a small towel in her hand, “better now you take a shower, I have prepared hot water for you,” he said.

Veon got out of bed, the man wanted to kiss the woman's forehead, but Kania immediately took a step back, “you better take a shower now, I don't want you to be late for the office, I don't want you to take a shower,” he said then stepped foot into the wardrobe.

Veon did not want to argue with Kania, because today he had an important meeting that he could not simply ignore. The man finally stepped foot into the bathroom, without looking at Kania who was still lingering in front of the wardrobe.

Kania gently rubbed the two corners of her eyes that had been filled with tears, ‘Kania, why do you keep crying? Aren't you determined to hold on even though your heart will be hurt again? Didn't you expect him to reciprocate the feelings you felt?’ the woman spoke to herself.

After she finished getting dressed, she brought Veon some work clothes. This is the third time she prepares work clothes for the man who has been her husband for approximately 6 months. After that, he took his foot out of the room.

“Morning, Ma,” greet Kania as she walks into the kitchen. In the room was already her mother-in-law and also Dion's domestic assistant who was in charge of cooking in the house.

“Party darling.” Vera is currently arranging food on the table, but of course she is not the one who cooks it. Especially after the presence of Kania, she now rarely cooks, because the dinner menu is always Kania who cook. Lunch too, because all the women wanted to make provisions for Veon.

“Where's your husband, baby?” put the last dish on the dinner table.

“Before it comes down, Ma.” Kania then pulled one of the chairs for her to sit on, “Papa kok not come to breakfast, Ma?” tanyanya.

“Papa is not feeling well, so Mama will bring her breakfast to the room.”

Veon who was done getting ready rushed out of the room and walked to the dining table, “Veon did not take breakfast, Ma. Veon is late,” he said.

“Alright, later let your wife bring lunch for you,” said Vera with a smile on her face.

“No need, Ma. Veon will have lunch with client.” Veon then stepped up his feet near his mother and kissed the back of his mother's hand, “Veon left first,” saying goodbye.

“Do you not want to say goodbye to your wife?” vera asked as she saw Veon just passing through Kania.

Kania did not want to stay too long in that awkwardness, so she got up from her seat and stepped closer to Veon. The woman then kissed Veon's hand, “be careful,” she said with a smile.

Veon fell silent, then nodded his head before stepping his feet away from the room. Kania just let out a long sigh, ‘when I want you to kiss my forehead earlier,’ muttered inwardly.

Vera then told Kania to continue her breakfast, and the woman nodded her head and sat down again. He started his breakfast, but somehow his mind could not focus at all at this time. Kania again remembered the incoming call this morning, ‘My Love, what is Veon call for Bella?’ he murmured in the heart.

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