Love That Pain
His heart will be completely broken

Alex is getting ready to go to the hospital, he is also impatient to wait for the results of his lab and also Chelsea. Actually, all this time, Alex felt very curious why Chelsea had not been pregnant, even though he always threw it inside when doing the relationship.

Even in the past, when Alex first took away the sanctity of Chelsea, he also did not wear safety, because at that time they were both drunk. Alex thought he might have failed at the time, but this.3 months he put his seed into Chelsea's womb, not even a day. Why is Chelsea pregnant? Is he the problem, or is he the problem?

Alex did deliberately not discuss that with Chelsea all this time, because he was afraid of offending Chelsea, but now Chelsea are proposing to do a fertility test. Alex is actually afraid, afraid if he is the problem. If Chelsea find out if it's really Alex who is in trouble, will Chelsea leave him? That's what Alex has in mind right now.

Alex has arrived at the hospital, he began to enter the hospital lobby and pass through the corridor by the hospital corridor, to be able to reach the room of Doctor Anisa. After arriving in front of Dr. Anisa's room, Alex then knocked on the door, after getting a speech from inside, Alex immediately opened the door and entered the room.

“Please sit down,” ask Doctor Anisa.

Alex nods her head, she pulls one of the chairs in front of Anisa's desk, sits her body in the chair.

“How was the result, Doc?”

“Please read the result, later I will explain it.”

Alex also opened the two envelopes one by one, first he read the results of the Chelsea lab, and the results of the Chelsea lab results he was in good health and fertile. Then Alex read the results of his lab, but it was written there, very different from those in the results of the lab Chelsea, “dok, this.”.

Doctor Anisa nods her head, “you are barren, that is because your *** production is very low, and the function *** abnormal.”

Alex shook his head, “no doc, this must be wrong, I can't possibly be barren, no!” The man cannot accept the harsh reality, what he has to say to Chelsea later, even though Chelsea are eager to have children, so all because of her until Chelsea until now has not been able to get pregnant.

“If you are still not sure, you can do a retest in another hospital, that's all I can say.”

“Dok, is there no other way, surgery for example, so that I can have children?”

“There, by treating the infection, is using antibiotics that may be able to overcome the infection in the reproductive tract, but it is not necessarily able to restore your fertility. With drugs and hormone therapy can also, if infertility is caused as you are currently experiencing, but it is also not necessarily successful, and the last surgery, but there are those who are afraid to do surgery, but there are those who are afraid to do surgery, because it will lower the level of confidence in the man.”

Alex as if thinking, he was afraid to do the operation, he was afraid, after doing the operation, his pride would not be able to function like the beginning, “dok, he said, I want to do treat the infection and also drugs and hormone therapy, but before that, can I ask for help?”

“What can I help you with?”

“What doctors can change my lab test results, I don't want to make my wife disappointed later.”

“But, it violates the ethics of medicine, sorry, I can't.”

Alex clenched his palms together, “I beg you, Doc. My wife is so eager to have a child, if she knows I am barren, her heart will be completely broken, I can't see that, I beg you,” she asked again.

Doctor Anisa sighed deeply, “ini is my last help, because if until this is found out with the hospital, then I will be affected.”

“Thank you, doc. I'll be responsible for all that.”

Doctor Anisa got up from her seat and walked out of her room.

Alex scooped his face riled up, “Chel, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it turns out that the problem is me, not you. I had to lie to you, I didn't want you to leave me when you knew the truth. Enough me and doctor Anisa who knows about all this, I will try to do the treatment, for your sake dear, because I do not want to lose you.”

Doctor Anisa opened the door and went into her room, she then gave an envelope to Alex, “I hope you can tell the truth to your wife, however she deserves to know all this. And for the treatment you want, I will give you antibiotics and you should take them regularly.”

Alex nods his head, “thank you doc.”

“But you have to remember, humans can only strive, but the On-Top that determines everything.” Alex nodded his head.

After Alex finished his business with Anisa's doctor, Alex resigned and left the room. Alex tore up his lab test results and dumped them in a garbage can, and rushed to the parking lot.

**

Alex enters a boutique where Vika and Betrand do the fitting. The man saw Chelsea who was tidying up the wedding dress that Vika was wearing, he then stepped his feet toward the three of them.

“That's Alex,” point Betrand towards Alex.

Chelsea looked at Betrand's index finger, and he smiled when he saw Alex actually coming. The woman then hugged Alex, “why so long?” tanyakanya.

“Then what about the results of his Lab tests, everything is fine right? No problem, right?”

Alex very heavy-heartedly shook his head, ‘forgive me dear, I was forced to lie,’ muttered inwardly.

“Try, I want to see for myself,” pinta Chelsea while raising her palm.

Alex took the two envelopes that Anisa's doctor had given him from his pocket and he gave them to Chelsea. Chelsea who were impatient to see the test results immediately opened the envelope one by one and read it.

Alex can see the smiles start to crack from both corners of Chelsea's lips, actually he does not want to lie to Chelsea, but he was forced to do that, ‘forgive me dear, forgive me,’ he murmured in heart.

Chelsea then hugged Alex and kissed the sparkle of her husband's lips, “ I really can't wait to have a child from you dear, they will definitely be very cute and handsome like you.”

Alex could only nod his head and smile. Vika and Betrand are also happy when they see Alex and Chelsea happy, they pray that nothing else will separate them.

Betrand and Vika had already changed into the clothes they had originally worn. Then they left the shop to go to lunch. They decided to go to their subscription restaurant first, all wanting to remember their past.

Chelsea unceasingly said her desire and impatience wanted to have a child, and that made Alex even more guilty.

“Lex, what's up, why do you look sad like that?” betrand asked suspiciously.

Alex shook his head, “nothing, I just feel really tired. Lately there is a lot of work that we have to finish before you take a leave later,” he said lying.

“You take it easy, I promise I'll finish everything before I leave.”

Chelsea embrace Alex's arm, “you don't get too tired, baby, we will plan to have children,” he said spoiled.

Vika and Betrand just shook their heads when they saw the behavior of Chelsea who did not want to be separated from Alex. They didn't expect Chelsea to be that happy with Alex after their return from their honeymoon.

Two servants came to deliver the food and drink they ordered, after putting all the food and drink on the table, the two servants resigned themselves.

“Honey, bribe dong,” pinta Chelsea with spoiled.

Alex complied with Chelsea's request and gave a mouthful to Chelsea. Chelsea becomes reminded of the incident in the hospital cafeteria, when Rena asked for bribes by Zaki, but Zaki refused.

“Darling, do you remember Rena, her lover Zaki?” Alex nodded his head, “time we went to the hospital cafeteria at that time, I saw a strange gurgle from Zaki, it looks like he was forced to date Rena,” he said.

“That's possible, Zaki couldn't possibly dare to play Rena, she would be Mr. Faisal's only daughter.”

“But that's what I saw, because Zaki refused very hard when Rena asked for a bribe with Zaki, besides that she was more concerned with.” Chelsea stopped his speech, and it made Alex scrunch his forehead.

“What's important? Why are you silent?” tanyanya.

“She remembers my favorite food, but she forgot to ask Rena what she wanted to order,” Chelsea replied slowly.

Alex clenched both hands, hearing Chelsea's words, he could guess if Zaki still had feelings for Chelsea. The man was increasingly afraid, afraid Chelsea would leave him.

“Darling, sorry, but I'm the same Zaki really no longer have anything to do,” said Chelsea explained.

Alex smiled as he nodded his head, “I believe in you, you will never possibly betray me,”.

Betrand and Vika were silent, they would not comment, because it was none of their business. They finally finished eating, Chelsea and Alex left first, while Betrand and Vika were still in the restaurant for a moment to drop off the food they had just eaten.

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