Love That Pain
It's changed a lot

After the dinner, Alex has not returned to Chelsea, it seems like Alex really will not stay at his in-laws house. Somehow Chelsea that night was very worried about Alex, because the man had not yet returned to his house, even though he had promised his parents to stay at their house.

Kania who saw Chelsea sitting alone on the back porch also stepped his legs closer to the woman, “what are you here?” ask him while sitting his body next to Chelsea.

“I feel like I've become the most evil person in the world.”

Kania scrunched her forehead, “why are you talking like that? Did something happen between you and Zaki? And earlier I also saw Eca coming home crying.”

“I've made Zaki injured for the second time. I shouldn't have gone with him earlier, so Zaki wouldn't have expected any more of me. I have also hurt Eca, for making Zaki choose me over Eca.” again

“Living a relationship with compulsion is indeed very difficult, surely there will be injured and hurt later. But it all comes back to you and Zaki, what's really good for both of you.”

“Kania, I really love Zaki, but now everything is not what it used to be. I'm married to Alex, but I also can't always avoid Zaki.”

“If you really want to let go of Zaki, you should try to make him really stay away from you, make him not to expect you anymore.”

Chelsea let out a long sigh, “it's all not as easy as you imagine.”

“Iya anyway, and only you know that answer.”

“My answer remains the same, I want to see Zaki happy.”

“Now forget about Zaki, I want to know how your relationship with Alex?”

Chelsea leaned her body on the back of the sofa, “Alex has indeed changed a lot, she even treated me well, even though I always behaved badly to her, I never even did my duty as his wife, he said, but he remained patient in the face of my attitude for these two months.”

“If Alex has really changed, can't you give her a little love?”

“Love...do I still have love for her?”

Kania get up from her seat, “if you want to know the answer, ask your heart.” The woman took her foot off Chelsea.

“Love for Alex, is it still in my heart?” Chelsea then look at the clock on his wrist, “ini is already night, why has Alex not come yet? has something happened to him?”

Chelsea decided to contact Alex, even though he still hated her, but he still had empathy for Alex, he really felt very anxious, “halo, Lex,” said when the call began to connect.

“Honey, why are you calling me these nights? Don't tell me you miss me so much,” seductive Alex as she moved from her seat, she stepped her feet towards the balcony of her room.

“Now where are you? Didn't you promise Mama and Papa will stay here tonight?”

“I'm sorry, I can't stay at your parents' second home.”

Chelsea scrunched her forehead, “but why? now tell me where are you? Don't tell me you're with your women now?”

Alex laughed, “why do you think that way?”

“Ya..who knows, right during these two months you never channel your biological needs.”

Alex laughed again, “if you were with a woman, what would you do? Are you going to leave me?”

“If you get to actually do that, it means you don't mean it with your promise it.”

“I am at home, now I am standing on the balcony of our room. This room feels so quiet, because there is no you here.”

“If you want me to go back to that house again, now you come here. If you haven't been here in 30 minutes, I really won't be back!” Chelsea turned off her phone. He doesn't want to take Alex's call, as he won't let Alex persuade him to return to the house.

Alex let out a long sigh, “Chel, why are you doing this the same to me? if you really want to get away from me, don't ever give me this kind of hope. You asked me to come to your house, but you yourself feel uncomfortable with my presence in that house.”

Alex went back into the room, and he took his car keys off the table. The man actually missed his wife a lot. Although Chelsea have always been indifferent to him, but he cannot be far from him.

**

Alex has arrived at the Chelsea house, he then got out of his car, “aku late 5 minutes,” he said while looking at the clock on his wrist.

Alex took his foot to the main door and pressed a button next to it. Alex couldn't just walk into the house, even though he was now a member of the family.

After the door opened, Alex immediately stepped up the stairs, he walked towards Chelsea's room. Slowly, he opened the door to the room, but he did not see Chelsea at all.

Alex rushed to Chelsea, “I think you left this house,” he said then hugged Chelsea.

Chelsea pushed Alex's body, “you're late,” he said as he pursed his lips.

Alex smiled, he then clenched his palms together, “forgive me, I was..”.

“I'm sleepy, I want to sleep.” Chelsea then set foot on the stairs, treading them one by one. Alex followed Chelsea from behind.

Chelsea opened the door to her room, stepped onto the bed and placed the bottle of mineral water on the table. Alex closed the door and locked it, and he stepped onto the bed.

Alex sits next to Chelsea, “why did you tell me to come here? shouldn't you be happy with the absence of me in this house, because you yourself feel uncomfortable if I am in this house.”

“Lex, I do feel uncomfortable when we get together with my family, because we have to make a show that we are okay in front of them. But I can't be that selfish either, because I also have to keep my family feeling, I don't want Mama and Papa to know our real relationship.”

Alex then moved from his seat, “you take it easy, they will not know the truth, because I will show your family, if you are happy to marry me.” The man then moved his feet towards the wardrobe. He remembered that he still left some of his clothes in the closet.

Chelsea rounded her eyes when she saw Alex easily changing her clothes in front of her eyes. The woman chose to turn her gaze in any direction, most importantly not looking at Alex who was changing clothes.

Alex back to bed, “not that you were sleepy, then why didn't you sleep? Or maybe you deliberately want to see me change clothes yes,” god with a smile on his face.

Chelsea ignored what Alex said, he was not in the mood to argue with the man. The woman chose to crawl up onto the bed, then lay down her body. Alex also lay down his body beside Chelsea who is currently sleeping by turning his back.

Alex tilted his body against Chelsea, he looked at the woman's back. Alex slowly pulled Chelsea's hair to reveal the niche of his neck. The two men's eyes were perfectly rounded as he noticed two red marks on Chelsea's neck.

Both hands clenched, ‘who has done this the same Chelsea? what the fuck is that jerk?’

Alex tried to contain his anger, he then brought his face closer to the niche of Chelsea's neck and kissed it slowly. Alex did that on purpose, he wanted to see Chelsea's reaction.

Chelsea immediately opened her eyes, she then changed her position to face Alex, “what are you doing? Do you want to break our deal?”

“Are you angry when I kiss your neck? But when that guy does that to you, do you enjoy it?”

Chelsea rounded her eyes, “a—what do you mean?” tanyanya nervous.

“Honey, do you want to repay my actions all this time in the same way? Did you hurt me by cheating behind my back?”

‘Did Alex know I was with Zaki? Why did he suddenly say that?’ he murmured in the heart.

Chelsea smiled, “if I did do that, what would you do? Are you gonna hit me, or are you gonna divorce me right now?”

Alex smiled, he then gently stroked the woman's cheek, “even though you've let another man touch your body, but I'm sure, you can't possibly do that to her, because you're not that kind of woman.”

“You're wrong, Lex. Before I married you, I even almost did that with Zaki, I'm not the Chelsea you used to know.”

Alex's heart was like a sharp object, he did not expect Chelsea would do that with another man, but he realized, it was he who had turned Chelsea into that, because he had taken away his holiness.

“I don't care, because the most important thing now is that you will only be mine, forever.”

“Do you not hate me? Don't you feel angry? What are you..”

Chelsea's eyes rounded perfectly as Alex buried his lips in his thin lips, giving soft touches to his thin lips.

“I can't hate you, because my love is so great. I don't care about your past before we get married, because I realize I'm even worse than you. In this world no one is perfect, including me and you.” Alex then hugged the body, held it and gave it comfort, “tidurlah, I want tomorrow morning we go for a walk around the complex. I want to see the sights in the area where you live.”

“Lex..” Chelsea looked at Alex.

“I don't want to discuss this again, I will forgive you, so don't discuss this again, now sleep.” Alex then kissed Chelsea.

‘Why don't you get angry after knowing everything, why?’ his screams in the heart.

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