Love That Pain
Unconfident

Time goes by, it doesn't feel like it's been five months of Chelsea and Alex's marriage. But until now there have been no signs of pregnancy Chelsea. Chelsea were very scared, afraid that she would never be able to get pregnant.

Chelsea also shared her complaints to Kania, “how did you also feel the way I feel now?”

Kania shook her head, “I didn't even expect I would get pregnant. Especially at that time my relationship with your brother was not like now.”

“Actually I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never be able to get pregnant.”

“Do not immediately despair like that, you guys have only three months to do the relationship, so you do not have to worry too much. There are still many couples out there who get their baby after one-two years of their marriage.”

“Yes, maybe I'm too parno, because I want to be pregnant. Moreover, Alex, he is already impatient to hear the cry of the baby in our house.”

“You just pray, have you also consulted an obstetrician?”

Chelsea shook her head, “maybe tomorrow I will go to the obstetrician together with Alex.”

“You can do a pregnancy program, if you can't wait to have a child,” suggested Kania.

Chelsea nodded her head, “try to see later, if it can still be done normally, maybe I will be more patient again,” he said with a smile on his face.

After talking with Kania, Chelsea chose to go to Vika's house, she wanted to chat with a friend who had not been seen for a long time.

Two weeks ago Chelsea did not meet with Vika, because Vika was staying at her Papa's house. The woman tries to take her Papa's heart in order to bless her relationship with Betrand. Betrand is now a widower, preferring Vika to his Papa company. But, despite that, unbeknownst to her Papa, Betrand secretly gives investments to her Papa company on Alex's behalf.

Alex wants to help Betrand, because Betrand has helped him a lot. And that's all Alex can do to repay his best friend's kindness, and thanks to Betrand, now he can get Chelsea back, and make him his full wife.

“How are you?” Chelsea sat her body on the sofa.

“I'm good, how do you know if I'm back home?”

“I'm just guessing, because you can't stay with your totally irresponsible Papa forever.

Vika laughs, “basic! Although she is not responsible, but she is still my Papa, if there is no Papa, maybe I will not exist in this world, it is impossible for my Mama to get pregnant alone,” the candle.

“But I still hate your Papa. Then how did it go, did Papa you approve of your relationship with Betrand? And why can you stay at your Papa's house that long?” asked Chelsea in curiosity.

“Papa doesn't care if I marry anyone, widower or not. I stayed there too because of my stepmom's request, she's a good woman, and even better than my own Mama.”

“What Papa would you like to attend when you and Betrand get married later?”

Vika shook her head, “I don't know either, but Mama Siva said, she will try to persuade Papa,” he said.

“Hopefully your Papa will be present to be your marriage guardian, although not, you can use a guardian. When will you and Betrand get married? It's been a month since Betrand officially divorced.”

“I asked Betrand to postpone it, because I still needed time, I was actually scared.”

Chelsea scrunched her forehead, “fear? What are you afraid of?”

“I was afraid that my marriage would end like my parents' second marriage, because of Papa's affair, Mama turned into what she is today. Mama ruined her own life, and chose to be a cheap woman.”

Chelsea pat Vika on the shoulder, “I'm sure, Betrand is not that kind of person, he loves you so much and fights hard to get you back. He was even willing to be hated by his parents just for your sake.”

Vika nodded her head, “then, what are you here for, do you have a problem with Alex?”

“Not that, but another problem, until now I have not been pregnant, even though since I and Alex had that relationship, it has been about 3 months. I'm afraid, I won't be able to get pregnant.”

“Have you and Alex done a fertility test?”

Chelsea shook her head, “why would Alex want me to do that?”

“If she wants a child, she should want to do it.”

“But...if the result turns out I am barren?”

“Don't think bad first, I'm sure you and Alex are fine, maybe you haven't been given the confidence to have a baby,” said Vika trying to calm Chelsea.

Vika can see clearly, the sadness on the face of his best friend, “there is one thing I want to tell you, this is about Zaki.”

Chelsea scrunching her forehead, “Zaki? Is it with Zaki?”

“Today I saw him walk with a young girl, I think he was 18 or 19 years old that way, they entered into a restaurant.”

“Have you never met that girl?”

Chelsea shook her head, “ she said she does not live in Jakarta, the girl came to Jakarta only on weekends.”

“So Zaki undergoes long distance relationship dong, there are also yes who want to do long distance relationship like that?”

“Indeed you are the same Betrand first, a day has not met, even though you met directly deh book hotel,” he said.

Vika scrunched her forehead, “do you know where you're from? I guess I never said that to you?”

“I know all about you and Betrand, and therefore also you were heartbroken when Betrand suddenly decided on you, right?”

Vika folds both arms in the chest, “definitely Betrand same story Alex, basic!”

Chelsea laughed, “from us dizzy thinking about our problems, how about we go for a walk, we have not hangout with.”

Vika nodded her head, “then I change clothes first, you wait here for a while ya.”

“Do not long-long.”

“Iya.”

**

Vika and Chelsea are currently in the biggest Mall in Jakarta, they want to shop as much as possible. As they walked out of one of the stores in the mall, Chelsea spotted a shop selling baby gear.

“Vik, we go there first yuk,” take Chelsea while pulling Vika's hand and bring her into the baby shop.

“Chel, what are we here for? you're not pregnant yet, so why are we here?”

Chelsea stepped her feet towards the shelf where various kinds of baby equipment neatly arranged on the shelf. The woman touched one by one the baby's clothes, not feeling tears began to drip down her cheeks.

“Chel, you're okay right?” ask Vika worriedly.

Chelsea shook her head, “forgive me, nor do I know why I suddenly cried,”.

“Now it is better we go from here, you may later become more and more unable to control your emotions again.” Vika then pulled Chelsea's hand to get out of the Baby Shop, “aku hungry, better now we look for food,” invite him and immediately get a nod of the head from Chelsea.

Vika was seen looking through the menu book, occasionally he glanced at Chelsea who looked dreamy, “you want what message, Chel?” tanyakanya.

“As of you only.”

Vika called the waiter and ordered food and drinks for herself and Chelsea. After taking down the order, the waiter walked away.

“Chel, do not think too much, when it is time you will also get pregnant.”

Chelsea nodded her head, but she suddenly rounded her eyes when she saw Zaki together with a young girl who was at the restaurant as well, ‘what is Zaki's new girl? The girl is beautiful too, it turns out Zaki's taste is high too, Eca alone is less beautiful with the girl,’ muttered inwardly.

Not long after the food they ordered came, they also began to eat food neatly arranged on the table. Chelsea and Vika do not realize, if Zaki had been secretly watching them.

Zaki had realized that if there was Chelsea in the restaurant too, after a long time he did not meet with Chelsea, he could finally see the woman again. Zaki deliberately avoided Chelsea, so he could forget the woman. He even tried to get close to the girl he was currently with.

The girl was the son of one of Veon's colleagues. When Zaki and Veon receive an invitation to dinner at his colleague's house, it turns out that Veon's colleague has a daughter, and the girl is attracted to Zaki.

Veon asked Zaki not to disappoint the girl, Zaki finally wanted to live the relationship, it was because they did not always meet, because the girl was taking her S1 education in Bandung. For the sake of being able to forget Chelsea completely, Zaki is willing to accept the girl's feelings, even though he himself is not sure about his feelings for the girl.

“Kak, what is sister looking at?”

Zaki shook his head, “nothing, you better continue eating you, after that I will drive you home, I also have to go back to the office.”

“But Brother Veon allowed brother to accompany me all day.”

“Ren, even so, I can't just ignore my work.”

Rena pursed her lips, ‘how can I get Kak Zaki's heart fully?’ he murmured in the heart.

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