Love That Pain
It's not your fault

“I know you don't want this kid, but I don't care.” Kania rubbed her stomach gently, “if because of this child you want to leave me, I will accept it,”.

Veon rounded his eyes, he still could not believe what he heard, pregnant.

Kania took back the clothes that had been thrown away by Veon, then he returned to wear the shirt, “with your silence like that, I already know what you will say.” The woman then stepped towards the door.

Veon pulled out Kania's hand when it wanted to pull the door handle, “I haven't said anything, why can you jump to conclusions?” tanyakanya.

“I already know what you want to say, even this afternoon you said it very clearly.”

Veon cupped both cheeks of Kania with both palms, “how old are you? Since when did you find out about this pregnancy?” ask her with a serious tone.

Kania brushed off Veon's hands from his cheeks, “what are you asking all that for? You don't want this kid!” yells.

“I need to know, isn't he also my son?”

“But you don't want this child, so this child is only mine!” Kania keeps stepping back, “if you want to kill this child, you have to kill me too!” both eyes of Kania began to drain clear fluid.

Veon stepped forward, embracing Kania's body into his arms, “what did you say? Did I ever say I was gonna kill this kid?” ask her in a soft voice.

“You didn't say that, but you will definitely do that. You will tell me to abort my womb, because you do not want this child.” Kania spoke between her cries, she was still in Veon's arms.

Veon kissed the top of Kania's head, “I am not ready to have children, I do not like small children, but that does not mean I will kill my own children, I will not kill my own children,” he said while tightly hugging Kania's body.

Kania looked up at her husband's handsome face, “what do you mean? Then will you really leave me, after knowing my pregnancy?” ask her with her sad eyes.

Veon kissed Kania's forehead, “where maybe I will leave you, let alone there is my child in your stomach,” he said with a smile on his face.

Kania increasingly does not understand what Veon says, she does not like small children, she also does not want a child, but everything she says means the opposite.

Veon clasped Kania's hand, “sayang...dengerin me!” the man stared fixedly at the two eyes of the woman, “this child is my son, I will accept his presence. I will do anything for you two, because you are everything to me,” he said and then kissed the back of Kania's hand.

“You're not lying to me, are you?”

Veon shook his head, he then sat crouched down in front of Kania. Kania was very surprised when Veon rubbed his stomach gently, after which he gave a kiss on his stomach. Looking with smiles from both corners of Kania's lips, she hoped that this was not a dream, Veon was really willing to accept their child's presence.

“Honey, how old are you now?” Veon unceasingly kissed Kania's stomach to make Kania feel amused as well as happy.

“Three months.”

“What's he been fussing all this time? Because I heard that pregnant women often experience nausea and vomiting.”

“It was then, but now it is no longer.”

Veon stood up, he hugged Kania's body, “forgive me, in such moments I should have accompanied you,” he said feeling guilty.

“Why are you apologizing, it's not your fault. I know that if I get pregnant after I leave the house, I did not tell you because I was afraid, I was afraid that you would ask me to abort my womb.” Kania spoke while bowing her face.

“Yes I don't know either, but with your nature like that, who knows you really can do that.” Kania pursed her lips.

“Basic! Although I am a cold and rude man, but I will never kill anyone, let alone it's my own son.” Veon hugged Kania's body back, “forgive me, but I promise, I will take care of you and our son, I will not let anyone hurt you both,” he said.

Kania hugged Veon's body very tightly, “are you happy because you are going to be a father?” tanyakanya.

Veon nodded slowly, “of course I was happy, especially during this time Papa and Mama always demanded me to give grandchildren to them. They will definitely be very happy when they hear about your pregnancy,” he said.

Kania let go of her embrace, she forgot the news about her in-laws, “why do Mama and Papa know about my departure?” the woman asked with her head lowered.

Veon smiled, he then invited Kania to sit on the edge of the bed, “why? Do you feel guilty to them for leaving home?”

“I'm sorry, I didn't think about Mama and Papa's feelings when I left that house. They must hate me so much, I'm not a good son-in-law.” Kania began to regret what she had done, just because of jealousy and heartache, she had become a selfish person.

Veon pecked at the top of Kania's head, “they don't hate you, they love you very much. All my family loves you very much, but unfortunately the people they love don't care about their feelings.”.

Kania began to shed tears, “forgive me, forgive me,” he said many times.

Intention wants to tease Kania, but she instead makes the woman cry. Veon wiped Kania's tears, “sayang, I didn't say anything about your departure with Mama and Papa. All this time they know you are staying at your Papa's house, so until now they do not know the truth, about your departure and also about Bella,” he said.

“Why are you protecting me? Though I have made you ashamed, by leaving home just like that.”

“Because I don't want my family to think badly of you, besides I'm sure, someday you'll come back to me, because we're destined to continue together.” Veon then kissed Kania's forehead.

Kania did not expect Veon would do all that for her, all this time she had thought that the man who was currently pecking at the back of her hand was a cold-hearted and heartless man, a man who does not understand the meaning of a relationship. But it turned out that all was wrong, the man turned out to be very concerned for her, even he had kept his good name in front of his two in-laws.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” veon asked as he looked at those two beautiful eyes that continued to look at him without batting those eyes.

“I love you, I love you so much. I will never regret having loved you.”

“So before this have you ever regretted for loving me?” veon asked with a frown.

Kania shook her head, “although you have hurt me so much over and over again, I will still never regret having loved you. Now that love is growing, especially with the presence of the fruit of our love,” he said while rubbing his stomach.

“I also love you very much, although I realized it too late, but my love is sincere.” Veon kissed the top of Kania's head many times, vaporizing the sense of happiness he felt at this moment.

While Kania and Veon were expressing each other and expressing their happiness, there was a man who continued to grumble while holding back the piercing cold in his bones.

“You till when they love you? Do they really ignore my presence here?”

Zaki saw the clock on his wrist, “already this hour why Kania's best friend has not come?” lamented annoyance.

Zaki rubbed both of his arms to reduce the coldness he was feeling at the moment. In that place if the air at night feels very cold. Zaki saw a car enter the yard, he knew who the owner of the car was.

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