Love That Pain
From the little things

On the way home, Chelsea's mind was filled with Betrand's words. What Betrand said really pierced his heart, but what he said was all true. From the beginning he did not really want to give a second chance to Alex. But he didn't expect to treat Alex that way.

During these two months, Chelsea also did not feel happy, there was something that always disturbed his heart when Alex always showed his attention to him. Always put Chelsea first, rather than himself.

“Non, we have arrived at the destination.” The taxi driver looked back.

Chelsea who had been daydreaming since, did not realize if he had reached his house, “em...iya.” the woman then took some money a hundred thousand pieces and he gave it to the taxi driver.

The taxi driver did not directly receive the money, “sorry, Miss, it looks like the money is over.”

Chelsea forcibly put the money into the palm of the taxi driver, “ advantages for the father only, consider it more sustenance for the father.”

The taxi driver thanked me, “thank you, Miss. I cannot repay Miss, I can only pray that Miss always waged her fortune, and get abundant affection.”

Chelsea smiled, ‘I've got it all, but I don't thank him at all,’ “thank you for his prayers.” The woman opened the taxi door and got out of the taxi.

Chelsea went inside the gate, as she wanted to walk towards the main door, she saw Zaki's car go through the gate of her house. Zaki stopped his car, after which he got out of the car and walked over to Chelsea.

“Kok you came home by taxi, does your husband not want to drive you home?”

Chelsea shook her head, “I turned it down when she offered to take me home, because I had stopped by somewhere. You yourself why come to my house, isn't Brother Veon in the office now?”

“There's something I have to take.” Zaki looked at Kania who was walking towards them while carrying the file in his hand, “that he has come,”.

“Chelsea, where have you been, since Mama searched for you.” Kania then gave the file to Zaki, “ is really not the file?” tanyanya.

Zaki took the file from Kania's hand, he then started checking the file, “right, then I go first.” The man looked at Chelsea and smiled at the woman, , then he got back in the car.

Chelsea feel there is something different with Zaki's attitude, especially when in Alex's office earlier. He's not like the Zaki he knows. Kania invited Chelsea into the house, the woman continued to ask questions to her sister-in-law.

“Why did you shut up, where did you go? Don't tell me you actually went to Alex's office?” guess it.

“I am indeed from Alex's office, I delivered lunch for him.”

Kania smiled, “so now you have started to care about your husband?” insinuations.

They were currently walking towards the back porch of the house, they were sitting their bodies on the sofa.

“I just want to know the state of him alone, all this time Alex always care and attention to me, I just want to repay her kindness,” he denied.

“Kin' on that?” his insistence.

“Yes, where may I fall in love again with the man who has ruined my life, who has trampled my self-esteem.”

Kania is silent, maybe it's not time for Chelsea to realize how she feels, “I know it's very hard for you to go through, but everyone can change, including Alex. Did you forget how your sister treated me? your brother has always been rude, words are cold, but you can see now, your brother is turning 180 degrees. You should also be able to see the change in Alex, because you know every detail about Alex who was then and now.”

Chelsea leaned her body on the back of the sofa, she then sighed heavily, “I don't know what I should do now. I admit, during these two months Alex has indeed changed a lot, he also kept his words.”

“Then what do you still doubt? I just don't want you to regret it later.”

Chelsea fell silent, the words Kania spoke, just as Betrand said at the restaurant, he also did not want Chelsea to regret later, everyone has a patience limit.

Kania pats Chelsea on the shoulder, “what are you thinking?”

“Now your relationship is not as it used to be, but now you are already husband and wife. So caring for each other and showing care and affection, that's natural. So it won't drop your pride in front of Alex, because Alex is your husband, not your girlfriend.”

“Then...what should I do? I can't even cook to please her.”

“If you want, I want to teach you how to cook. If it's about pleasing the husband, usually the husband would be happy if we can satisfy him in bed.”

Chelsea's eyes are perfectly rounded, her mouth gaping, “what? in bed?” the woman immediately shook her head, “no..no...no, I can't do that.”.

Kania laughs at Chelsea's facial expression, “you this is why, haven't you also done that, why are you that scared?”

“That time I was forced to do that, because Alex forced me, but now, I have to be able to satisfy him.no.

“Don't tell me as long as you're married, you've never been.” Chelsea nodded her head before Kania finished his speech.

Kania rounded her eyes, she absolutely could not believe Alex was able to hold back for that long, “I salute your husband, he could hold back all this time. Didn't you sleep one bed?”

Chelsea nodded her head, “sometimes she slept holding me, because I couldn't sleep. I'm getting used to sleeping in Alex.”'s arms

“How can Alex hold back with such a position? while your brother alone can not hold back in the slightest, especially when looking at my distended stomach is.” Kania rubbed his stomach which already looked enlarged.

“I don't know either, I don't want to know.”

Kania let out a long sigh, “serving the husband is already the duty of a wife, if you do not do that, then you will sin.”

Chelsea tried to pervade what Kania said, especially considering all the attitude she had shown Alex so far, “so I've become a sinner, for having treated my husband so badly? Even I have never done my duty as a wife, but instead Alex did all my duties during this time.”

“If you want to improve yourself, start with the little things. If you are not ready to do the relationship, you can do it if you are really ready, but you must remember, it is your obligation.” Kania then leaned her body onto the back of the sofa, “then I always do my duty as a wife, even though at that time your sister did not have any feelings for me. I do that because it is my duty as a wife person.”

“I know all that, back then I always asked about your relationship, but now I am grateful, you can change the nature of that cold Kak Veon, back to being warm, like it used to be.”

Kania tilted her face at Chelsea, “can I ask you something?”

“What's the problem?”

“Where is Veon's birth mother? I've never heard of it or seen it.”

Chelsea shook her head, “I don't know about that either, which I know only Brother Veon since he was 6 months old is no longer living together with his biological mother. The ones taking care of Brother Veon are only Papa, Grandma and Grandpa. After Kak Veon was 2.5 years old, he met Mama, and thanks to Kak Veon, Papa was able to reunite with Mama.”

“What in this house is not a single photo of your sister's biological mother?”

“Mommy used to have one, but Brother Veon tore up the photo. Sister does not want any photos of the woman in this house.” Chelsea scrunched her forehead, “why are you asking about that? aren't you afraid Kak Veon is angry when Kak Veon finds out?” tanyanya.

“I'm just curious, what is your brother's cold attitude because of his birth mother.”

Chelsea shook her head, “cold attitude Kak Veon so far because of Papa's attitude, Papa always calls Kak Veon as his birth mother, all because Kak Veon always denied what Papa said. Papa used to not behave like that to brother, brother is Papa's favorite child who is always proud, but since Papa was sick, Papa was too afraid, afraid his children would be wrong, Papa was very sick, because Papa can no longer guide us.”

Kania did not expect, it turned out that her husband's life was not as she had imagined so far. Being born into a wealthy family does not guarantee that we will live happily. There was so much suffering that Veon had to go through all this time, that he had a cold, ice-cold attitude. Even his words were very spicy, able to make his interlocutor hurt.

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