Love That Pain
Fearfulness

After a long discussion, they finally got along. Veon always followed wherever Kania went, making the woman very upset.

“Can't you sit still? Why do you keep following me?”

Veon smiled, “I'm hungry, since last night I haven't eaten,” he said while grinning a horse.

“Jeez, why didn't you say from earlier.” Kania then opened the refrigerator, “ya..stock of groceries is up,” he said.

Veon closed the refrigerator door, he then grabbed Kania's shoulder, “how if we just eat out, I want to spend time with you,”.

“Yes, besides, I'm very hungry. Because of you, I missed my lunch.” Kania pursed her lips.

Veon then kiss those thin lips, “I will make your stomach full, let's go now,” take her.

Kania smiled, she then nodded her head. Veon took Kania by the hand and took her out of the house. I don't know why just treating Veon like that has made Kania happy.

“Where do we eat, Mister?” ask Zaki when he has started driving.

“Ke restaurant Mas Rega only, there the food is delicious.” Kania had imagined eating her favorite food.

“I don't want, we find another restaurant only,” reject Veon firmly.

“But why, here the closest restaurant only has Mas Rega, why should we look for another?”

“Because it's the man's restaurant, I don't like.” Veon folded his arms around his chest.

Kania smiled, “are you jealous?” goda.

“Who is jealous too,” elak Veon while turning his face away.

“The funny thing,” said Kania with a smile on her face. “Zak, we stay to Mas Rega restaurant, otherwise I do not want to eat,” he threatened later.

“Good, Miss.” Zaki glanced at Veon from the rearview mirror in front of him, ‘Master, if you're jealous funny too,’ muttered inwardly.

It didn't take long, they had already arrived at Rega's restaurant. Veon refused to get out of the car.

Kania touches Veon's arm, “ayo we go down, he said you're hungry,” invite him.

“I won't go down.” Veon insisted on staying in his place.

“I'm already this hungry, don't you pity me.” Kania shows her cute face, hoping Veon will be persuaded by her seduction, but the result remains the same.

Kania was thinking about how to persuade Veon to get out of the car, ‘do I have to tell Veon about my pregnancy huh? But I'm afraid he'll reject this kid,’ he murmured inwardly.

“If you are hungry, you can eat by yourself. I don't want to eat in this place.” Veon spoke without looking at Kania's face.

Kania pulled Veon's face to look at her, “there's something I want to ask you,” she said.

“What?” Veon showed his flat face.

“Do you really love me?”

“Do you still doubt my feelings?”

Kania shook her head, “I believe, but I have one request with you,”.

“What is it?”

“Do you like small children?”

Veon scrunched his forehead, “why are you asking that?” tanyanya.

“I just want to know, I hope you will answer it honestly.”

Veon shook his head, “I don't like small children, they are very troublesome,” he said.

Kania looks very disappointed to hear Veon's answer, “do you really hate small children?” ask her in a low tone. It was barely even heard by Veon, but the man had sharp hearing.

“I don't hate small children, it's just that I don't like their attitude, don't you know that little ones are really very troublesome?”

Kania brushed off her smile, she tried to hide her disappointment, “if you don't like young children, does that mean you don't want to have children?” tanyakanya.

Veon is increasingly confused by the behavior of Kania today who suddenly discussed the matter of small children, “anak ya.. I also do not know, am I going to be ready to have a child? While I myself..” the man stopped his words, he then looked both eyes Kania, “actually what is it, why are you suddenly talking about the child?” tanyanya.

Kania shook her head, “nothing. Zak...we just find another restaurant, I don't want to argue anymore.” The woman tried to divert the conversation.

***

After they finished eating, they returned to Rega's house. Kania wanted to say goodbye to Eca before leaving the house. After all, Eca was the most meritorious person when she needed help.

“Darling, why your friend was so long ago, I was so tired waiting for this,” complained Veon while yawning.

Kania shook his head slowly, “if you are sleepy, you better rest first in the room,” he said.

Veon embraces Kania's shoulder, “friend me yes,” her door with a smile on her face.

Kania looked at Zaki who was currently also staring at him, “are you not ashamed to behave like this in front of Zaki?” candelessly.

Veon looked at Zaki who was now pretending to look the other way, and it made Kania smile, “don't mind him, just assume he's not there,” he said while kissing Kania's cheek.

‘What a ghost I am, it doesn't look like!’ zaki grumbled in heart.

“Don't be so dong, I don't feel good about Zaki.”

“Zak, do you mind if I want to be alone with my wife?”

Zaki shook his head, “of course not, Sir. You can do anything with Miss Kania,”, he said, staring at Kania.

Kania rounded his eyes, ‘what the heck Zaki, just watch later, I will make a calculation with him,’ murmured in heart.

“I will wait outside, I'm sorry first.” Zaki got up from his seat, he then moved his feet towards the exit and out of the house.

Veon moved from her seat and pulled Kania's hand towards the usual room Kania was in. The man then sat Kania on the edge of the bed, “sayang, I was very happy, finally I could find you,” he said while crouching in front of Kania.

“I'm sorry, I shouldn't believe Bella's words at that time.”

Veon kissed the back of Kania's hand, “but, with that departure of you, I was able to realize my mistake all along. And I can realize how I feel about you all this time, I'm sorry, because I just realized it,” she said with a smile on her face.

Kania asked Veon to sit next to her, “all that has passed, I want to forget everything and open a new sheet,”.

Veon stared into the pretty face of Kania, the face she had longed for so long. The look in his eyes he turned to those thin lips, lips that were able to make him opiate. Without a cue, he immediately buried his lips on those thin lips. The kiss was so soft, that it made Kania lulled.

Veon pulled the nape of Kania to deepen his kiss, smacking, biting softly on those thin lips without missing a sliver. Kania realized that if the kiss was not as soft as before, the kiss was getting hotter.

Their tongues began to intertwine, tasting each other's sweetness and tenderness. Without letting go of her kiss, Veon's hands began to swoop into the clothes that Kania was wearing. Kania, who was lulled by Veon's treatment, did not realize that the hand had started to gently touch her back.

Kania sighed stifled, as her mouth was covered by Veon's mouth which continued to pierce her lips, exploring every inch of her oral cavity. The cania is made to float by the soft touches of Veon's hand. Things that he had not felt for a long time, the desire that he had longed for asking to be channeled.

Now that Veon's hand was rubbing Kania's stomach, the man felt something strange about his wife's stomach. As soon as Veon removed his lips from Kania's lips, he looked at Kania's two eyes that were still closed with his hunting breath.

“Honey, open your eyes.”

With breath still hunting, Kania began to open both eyes slowly, their two eyes met each other face to face, “ada what?” tanyanya's confused.

Veon rubbed Kania's stomach again. Kania who realized that and immediately pushed Veon's body, she then moved from her seat, “a—ku...” the woman looked very agitated, she was afraid that Veon would not want to accept her pregnancy.

Veon got up from her seat, she then held onto both shoulders of Kania, “what are you hiding from me?” ask with sharp eyes.

“A—ku...” Kania shook her head, “t—no,” looks nervous.

Veon pulled Kania's body and turned it around, he hugged Kania from behind, he propped his chin on Kania's shoulder, “if there's nothing you're hiding then why are you so nervous?” the man then raised the clothes that Kania was wearing, to make Kania round his eyes.

Kania tries to rebel, but she can't, Veon hugs her very tightly. Kania can only resign when Veon managed to get rid of the clothes he was wearing.

Veon turned Kania's body to face her, she then looked at Kania's stomach that had started to look bloated, “ sure, there is nothing you hide from me?” ask again.

Kania steps her legs back, “a—pa are you going to do? Are you going to kill him?” he asked while looking into Veon's eyes.

Veon scrunched his forehead, “what do you mean?” tanyanya did not understand.

“Didn't you not like little kids? For you little boy is very troublesome, and you are also not ready to have children, are you going to kill him?” both corners of the eyes Kania began to fill with clear fluid.

“What are you now doing..”

“Yes..I am pregnant, I am pregnant with your child! Even if you don't want this child, I will still give birth to it!” yell Kania loud.

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