Love That Pain
Dirty..

It's been two days Vera was at Sam's Villanya, he was so afraid of changing Sam's attitude. Sam who is currently with him is no longer the old Sam. Sam is kind and soft-hearted, though stubborn, but he is comfortable near Sam, but this time he felt only fear, fear, he was afraid Sam would do anything to be with him.

Vera and Sam are having dinner together. Vera had to obey all of Sam's will.

"Sister tonight is really pretty wearing that shirt." praise Sam with a smile looking at Vera.

"Thank you." said Vera with a thin smile (he had to smile even though his heart actually hurt )

Vera ate only a little of her food, she just stirred up her food. She has no appetite, she misses her family, especially her husband and son Veon.

Sam who saw the awfulness on Vera's face finally pulled Vera's hand and took her to the room.

"Now it's better for you to sleep." said Sam, laying down his body on the bed.

Yes during his stay at Villa Vera was forced to sleep in a room with Sam because Sam did not let Vera sleep in another room.

"Sam.can I talk to you for a second," Pinta Vera.

"What do you want to talk about?" sam asked while leaning his body on the back of the bed.

"Sam allow me to contact my family, now they must be very worried."

"I can't, I'm afraid you'll leave me."

"I promise I won't leave you, but let me call my Mama Sam, I don't want my Mama to worry." Pinta Vera.

Actually Sam also did not have the heart to see Vera sad, but he was also afraid that later Vera would leave him and return with her husband.

"We'll talk again tomorrow, let's go to sleep now." said Sam, pulling Vera's hand.

Vera falls in Sam's arms, feeling very guilty about Dion. Vera feels as if she has betrayed Dion, even though nothing has happened between her and Sam. But Vera felt herself dirty, because every night Sam always hugged her. Sam never let go of Vera for a while.

Sam's fear of losing Vera turns his nature into a very protective one. Sam was really afraid of losing the woman he loved so much.

"Sam please get your hands off my chest, I feel very tight." said Vera while trying to get Sam's hands off her chest.

"All right." said Sam, turning his hand to Vera's stomach.

Sam's face was so close to Vera's. Vera could feel Sam's breath. He did not dare to look at Sam who was now staring at him. Vera pretends to close her eyes, hoping Sam will fall asleep quickly until Vera can escape Sam's embrace.

Sam knows that Vera is only pretending to be asleep, she brings her face closer to Vera's. Sam kissed Vera's cheek immediately made Vera open her eyes.

"What are you doing Sam?" yelled Vera while breaking away from Sam's embrace.

But his efforts were in vain as Sam further tightened his embrace.

"Please Sam, I beg you." Pinta Vera.

"I will never let you go

honey.." whispered Sam in Vera's ear.

"Sam realize, this is all Sam's fault, don't be like this!" Shouted Vera.

"No way Sam, I'm married, I belong to my whole husband" Vera said as she pushed Sam's body.

Sam was furious at the words coming out of Vera's mouth. The girl he loved so much now belonged to someone else, but Sam remained in his position, he did not care even though Vera was no longer Holy, because the most important thing for Sam was to make Vera his.

"I don't care, baby, the most important thing is that you are now only mine" Sam said with a singleness.

"Darling, I've never touched anyone but you" Sam continued.

"Sam, what are you going to do! release me!" yelled Vera while thrashing ronta trying to escape.

The more Vera thrashed Sam the more tightened his embrace.

"Sam what are you going to do!" yelled Vera scared.

"I will make you mine."

"Sam, please don't do this with me Sam, the Sam I used to know, who always made me feel comfortable" said Vera, with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"The old Sam is dead, my old Sam is no more!" shouted Sam furiously.

"Sam don't be like this Sam, it's Sam's fault" Vera said.

"Shut up! I don't want to hear any more babbling from my brother's mouth!" shouted Sam furiously.

Tears were dripping down both of Vera's cheeks. Vera doesn't know what else is going to happen to her, she can't fight Sam, her strength isn't worth Sam's energy.

"Honey this is my first kiss" said Sam and kissed Vera's lip.

"Sam take me off!" yelled Vera while pushing Sam's body.

Vera's tears flowed non-stop. Sam who sees Vera crying tries to calm Vera down.

"Darling don't cry, I'm sorry if I was too rude earlier" Sam said, wiping away Vera's tears.

"Sam can leave me alone, I want to be alone" said Vera.

"I'm not leaving you."

"Please Sam.I want to be alone, I'm not going anywhere either" said Vera, holding back her tears.

"All right."

Sam got out of bed and out of the room, after Sam came out Vera was crying. He felt guilty towards Dion, he couldn't take care of himself.

"Dear I'm sorry, I betrayed you, I'm dirty" said Vera, rubbing her lips that Sam had kissed.

Vera could not stop the tears coming out of both corners of her eyes, due to her involuntary fatigue falling asleep.

Sam, who no longer heard voices from the room, tried to enter. Sam saw Vera was asleep, he laid his body beside Vera, hugged Vera's body, Sam began to fall asleep.

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