My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
Bridal night/ENDING
nervous of?
tense?
thumping?
it's all no longer Manda felt. clearly his feelings are no longer as they used to be when welcoming the first night. there is only a little bit of a sense of smell that Manda felt when she first entered the hotel room that has been decorated so romantic with a sprinkling of red rose petals and white roses here.
in the past, the bridal room was not like this, only decorated simply. anyway for what is decorated nice if he was alone who spent the night in the bridal room.
ah that dark memory. Manda shook her head to expel memories that in fact still hold a sense of tightness in the chest cavity
his heart had forgiven, but in fact the bad memories seemed to be lingering in his mind
Manda entered the room, she rushed to take off her dress because her body was very sticky, although a little distress because she took off all her knickknacks alone but Manda succeeded after almost 30 minutes struggling with her clothes. it is better than having to wait for the husband who has not also shown the trunk of his nose.The woman then went to the bathroom which was greeted by the smell of roses
Manda glanced at a glance bathup which was also no less lively than the state of the bed. really pity the roses are wasted such a waste. he thought
ignoring that, Manda headed straight for the shower to clean herself up.
clique
Manda shrieked in shock when she opened the bathroom door and immediately found her husband's sour face right in front of her, staring at her from her toes to her head. Manda has fully put on her sleeping pajamas
"have a shower?"
Manda nodded stiffly answering Marva's question
"why not wait for me?"
"old old camera"
"sorry" the man seemed to realize he was wrong "but why is the bathroom door locked?" asked Marva again to express her protest
"i usually lock the bathroom if I stay in the hotel"
marva's frustration was immediately muffled when she saw the look of guilt shown by his wife. Marva understood, Manda was not used to it, naturally, they had not been married 24 hours, so Marva was aware of the attitude of the wife, but the attitude of the Manda was different from her, he said, who even realized every second that he had re-married the woman.
"alright, if that's why I took a shower" said Marva. Manda then gave way by stepping out of the bathroom.
"don't sleep yet either" Marva recalled before closing the bathroom door
Marva looked pityfully at the bathup, should he soak there with his wife to relax their bodies with the natural scent of roses, but because of the delay following made him miss the moment.
all because of the single men, Marva will teach Radit, Mario and some other friends who make it must be late to follow the wife on the night of her bride
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with a face, while rubbing her wet hair with a towel, Marva opened the bathroom door.His smile slowly faded, this time not because Manda did not heed her orders, like the woman did not wait for him to clean up together earlier.this time Manda complied to not fall asleep first, but...
"hai papa" said the twins together as he waved his hand
"he dear" replied the man in pajamas matching Manda's pajamas.See the innocent smile of his two children, certainly makes Marva's depression float away.
"what time is it?" marva asked as she stepped closer to the bed where her three loved ones were sitting with their heads held hostage at the head of the bed, as if welcoming her presence
"at least 12 o'clock" replied Manda
"why haven't you slept?" marva asked a little surprised
"he said wait"
"not the team, but them" Marva looked back at his wife and sniffed her chin at the twins
"papa" call Zaafira.
"yes baby, what's wrong hm? it's too late, it's not good for the little children to stay up late" asked Marva while climbing the bed, then gently stroked the heads of her baby
"can we bobo baleng same mommy and papa?" asked Zaafira in a soft voice "Fiya can not be bobo the same oma and opa, she wants the same mommy papa aja" continued Zaafira staring at the papa with his round eyes that tease funny Marva squash
"if Afi?" tanya Marva turned to her eldest son
"Afi ngikut Fila aja" answered Zafier made Marva chuckle, too anxious on both his love fruit with his wife.
"alright, let's sleep together" said Marva agreed, after all, he never had the heart to disagree with the request of twins especially with the things he could do.
what does Marva prefer besides the desire of twins? first night? at first it was, but Marva realized that there were two boys who would not be separated from her, no matter the first night she should spend with her wife. mana understands the twins will be the condition of his mother and father who want to mengerasain first night.all they know is just sticking constantly, constantly, lucky when the party there are some things that make them can escape from mommy and papa, but after the party disperse of course twins will pestered again both parents.
"go to bed well, no story whatsoever.it's late" Marva recalled after helping to put the twins to sleep and fix the blanket that wrapped the four of them.
"good night mommy"
"good night my twins, sweet dreams" Manda replies and lands a kiss on the forehead twins
"can't I?" ask Marva
"away, not too far" replied Manda reasoned.
twins who were in the middle of them giggled amusedly to see their mommy and papa
while Marva can only frown "mommy favoritism" her sister sulked at twins while hugging her two hearts at once
whether it was a late time or not, the four families who had just officially fell asleep on the bed with one blanket.
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"what should?" manda asked Marva to frown
"had to be a pity. This honeymoon is important for us to know each other and have free time both, also this is to realize your dream at our first marriage 5 years ago" persuaded Marva because of some places he asked Manda to be chosen as their honeymoon place, Manda even said there was no need for a honeymoon between them.
"but I can't leave the twins" Manda reasoned
"have we brought twins, later I ask help papa and mama to come so that someone takes care of Afi and Fira" break up Marva on condition that both parents join in order to keep twins when Marva and Manda dduan.
"can't you take care of the twins? why ask someone else for help? what exactly are you back for? just for my body?" cercah Manda no longer pretends to close his frustration, because actually Manda is not ready to return to surrender himself fully to Marva. once again his trauma still wins over all his ego.
and a series of questions Manda made Marva stunned, soundly.
help from others? both of his parents, if you consider them other people?
back to what? so the sincerity and struggle of Marva all this time means nothing in the eyes of Bila?
just for the body? so is sebrengs*k himself in the eyes of the wife no matter how he convinces her that he has changed?
Marva realized one important thing today, If, the wife he married the day before still does not believe him, he is still a loser in the eyes of the woman, Marva thought
fortunately last night his colleagues held him back for a little while so Marva did not have to embarrass herself in front of Manda by asking for her rights. fortunately the twins were in their midst last night until Marva kept her distance from her wife who turned out to be disgusted at her.
"fine. sorry if I want a lot.the honeymoon is canceled just as you want" said Marva expressionless
Marva then reached into his cell phone
"prepare the car, I'll be home to the mansion in 10 minutes" Marva said as someone crossed to answer her call
"if so I go first, finish your meal" and Marva leaves, leaving Manda alone at the hotel restaurant where they stay.
even though Marva had booked the hotel 3 days ahead, and after that, they immediately went on their honeymoon.but in the end all was canceled because he was a husband who had a trail of a man brengs*k is so disgusting that his wife can no longer believe him
getting sick? sure
a sore? unambiguously
ruined it? don't ask anymore
Marva feels like the most useless human being alive again.
but what is he disappointed in? attitude When? oh of course not, because he realized all that because of the consequences of his actions in the past
so Marva was disappointed in herself, in fact, the apology was not able to erase all the sins that she had once inflicted on her heart
and Marva could only regret it for the rest of her life.
EXPIRE!
so Manda's character is actually a traumatized woman, so she does not easily reconcile with memories that once made her choose the path of suicide.
and Marva has understood the meaning of karma. karma for his actions will eventually become a boomerang in his life in the future.
think before you act, because every cause must have an effect.if you don't want to be hurt later then never hurt others. God bestows the brain on every human being no other than to be used for thinking.
believe that every action must have a reward, whether karma in the world or punishment in the hereafter.
calm down, selow, do not rampage, do not swear at the autor well, because there will be extra part of it. The core problem is enough to get here.
no heart can recover after being hurt so deeply!