My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
Strategic move
~live reluctant to die-dry.again a saying that I used to take for granted is now mocking my arrogance, because in fact a series of words that represent my feelings at this time" Marva Phelan
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his soul and body felt paralyzed as his tall body stood right in front of Bila, the pieces of his treatment in the mass then rotated like a broken cassette in his head made him feel unworthy to be close to the woman he had wasted.flashing even it was very difficult for Marva to do. Yes, it was very difficult to do, his sin was so great that he did not know what to do with the woman who had taken full heart
Marva wears a beautiful smile, mocking herself.Would she ask forgiveness from the beautiful woman? no, he was not afraid of being rejected before fighting but he was self-conscious if the wounds he gave were very deep.
he who as the perpetrator can be as sick as that if remembering his treatment, especially with when as a victim?
"continue, you want to stop here? you're willing to lose them forever?" Radit never thought it would be mentally crackers men who were sitting miserably on the floor with their backs leaning on the edge of the bed. Marva hasn't even done anything but has given up first, and is now instead venting on the har*m
"gue doesn't deserve them, Dit. l. I just. better twins don't know who I am, I don't want them to know but instead hate me for abandoning them ever since... even since they had just begun to form in their mommy's womb" Marva raved, the adult man sobbed at the end of his sentence.
"cz! stupid.just sorry now, right? in the past if I warned you where your brain was?" instead of encouraging Radit even sneered at the right target to hit the heart of Marva
"so now please enjoy it. I'm happy as your subordinate will not interfere in the boss's personal affairs" thanks Radit "oh yeah, yes, I just want to say that tomorrow you are ready not to be ready to have to go back to the company if you do not want to see a week later the company went out of business" Radit continued to convey the intention of his arrival at Marva's apartment tonight
true, there are internal problems of Marva-owned company that need to be addressed immediately and it is Marva as Ceo must be involved, let alone Marva has been absent for more than a week.
"gue came home.you should go home too.lo nanyain's son where lo disappeared without news" told Radit, before looking for Marva in the apartment, he first looked for Marva at his boss's house, and there instead of finding Marva's whereabouts, Radit is greeted only by little Vino and the little boy's sister. Vino kept asking for the whereabouts of his father whom he had not seen for a long time, because since entering the hospital, Vino was never allowed to visit, and when his father came home, Vino was at school, coming home from school instead of finding the little boy's father was even welcomed to silence.
Radit exhaled, he looked tired because later he was always overtime in the office, even Radit was still wearing his office clothes. if only the boss who was full of problems was kind enough to pick up his phone calls dozens of times, he did not have to bother looking for the whereabouts of Marva, he said, he should be currently coiled behind his soft springbed.
today Radit is really upset with Marva. he is willing to bear all the work of Marva who is said to be struggling to ask for forgiveness to Bila and twins, but what did Radit see? his stupid friend locked himself in an apartment with a few bottles of vodka accompanying his regret.
fortunately, Marva no longer visited the club and ended up making new problems there. indeed since the last 4 years, only a matter of fingers Marva returned to the place where the lovers of the penitentiary. only if accompanied by one of his assistants Marva visited there just unwind, just drink and enjoy music that thumped his chest until the tightness there can be disguised. 4 years, this time, although he can not be completely separated from the liquor but for women's problems, Marva no longer has taste.not the anaconda is numb but because of his numb interest.
his last memory is clearly the trigger.he last played with his wife who at that time he was forced until later he knew if the results of his kebiad*annya produce 2 superior seeds at once.
"if you are self-conscious if your presence means nothing to them then stop thinking about them. Because the reality is that painful, there is or is no lo on their side, they can still be happy with their new mommy and daddy" muttered Radit dismissively.
and well, successfully. Radit's speech managed to provoke Marva's emotions.he did not accept but si*lnya Radit's speech is true. her two hearts called another man a daddy who should have made Marva's blood boil instantly
"they're my children.until whenever my blood flows in their bodies.I'm entitled to them" Marva sighed determinedly
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his meeting with Bila did not go according to his plan and managed to destroy his atmosphere, had given up if he had not ignited the unreality of the presence of the man who replaced his position in the lives of his two children. in addition to the owner of the heart, there are 2 small humans from collaboration with the owner of his heart who also need to fight to get sorry.
right, he can't be inferior if he doesn't want to end up losing.
and here he is, crouching in front of the 2 cute toddlers he just bought ice cream.
Not finding a way to face the woman, Marva turned to conquer her two children first.not the intention of using twins to melt If later, no, because the twins also deserve the struggle
right now, the one thing he holds dear if fate does not bless him back to his woman.Wife could be an ex, but a child? no. until whenever his children will always be a part of him no matter how destiny works later.
"similarly dear" Marva gently stroked Zaafira's delicate mane
"Afi don't eat, honey?" her tanyanya turned to her son who was just staring at her ice cream gift
"can om?" Zafier asked back
"please, this is a purchase for both of you, for the children pa. beautiful and handsome om" reply Marva almost keceplosan.
"Afi is afraid of om, if Vino sees how? why don't you buy Vino too? what if Vino beat us? he said later we call it in him" answered Zafier managed to make the movement of Zaafira's mouth stopped which had been cool to enjoy the ice cream. Fira seemed to have just realized that fact, it seems, the two round beads of toddlers are now staring at the adult man crouched in front of the chair they were sitting in.
while in the middle gaze pegged in his place.so serious question his biological son who was afraid of the existence of his adopted son touched the heart of Marva
not wanting to show his pajas face in front of twins, Marva tried to sing a smile. both hands stretched out toward the tiny face of her son and daughter
"why afraid, hm? om buy you guys indeed for you. if his brother Vino again sick dear, so can not eat ice cream first" explained Marva calm down. at the same time tell if the twins do not have to fear Vino for their closeness.about the reason that says if Vino is sick is true, his adopted son did not go to school because of fever.
"branch?" beo Zaafira "what's the branch?" he continued curious
"the branch is another name for brother Vino right..."
"Jeal!!" zaafira shouted as he waved at Jeal who had just got out of the car and fished Zaafira's focus
"om we go home first well" said Zafier.The two children ran small while holding their ice cream to Jeal after thanking papa Vino's treat.
Marva smiled wistfully in her place. Deep down she still wanted to be together with the twins but she could not prevent their departure.
and well, Marva can only stand silently staring at the departure of both of her children.Today is just the beginning, at least 15 minutes can reduce her longing even though it is clearly not enough.
"good fight, there's still tomorrow" his passion for himself
bersambung....
is there anything I miss?
gombalin autornya dong to be kind enough to open a second chance for me. I have changed, I swear ✌