My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
it seems to feel like this
Don't call a man if he doesn't have much of a way to get what he wants, just like Marva, 3 days after Ivander's family hoisted the war flag for him, during that time he was looking for a way to meet Manda but always the bodyguards he faced. fed up too long.not lost his mind, this time he came with full authority, this time, there was no longer a glazed look on his handsome face.the expensive suit was attached to his body.
"good afternoon, Mrs. Manda" said when the guest who was 2 minutes ago he was waiting now in front of him
"is this how Ceo Ivander Corp. treats its potential investors?" cercah Marva calmly saw Manda just standing still with a flat look towards her
"you should not waste my time" said Manda coldly after sitting himself right in front of Marva blocked by a square table
Marva grinned miris
that uncomfortable Manda to him? this reality slapped him.it seemed like his path was indeed deadlocked to grab the woman
"calm down Mrs, Manda, I'm not interested at all. So let's just start. please" if it's not him who can save his pride anymore?
Manda immediately issued his tab when Marva invited him to explain the project he wanted to build and Marva who as a potential investor just silently observed the work plan that Manda conveyed
his ears heard, but his eyes moved to look at every inch of the mother's face from the twins.beautiful and sweet.2 words suitable for Bila. Marva really did not understand how she was blind to that fact.The cold woman had always welcomed her with a warm smile even though she always ignored but If never despair face it.
the wheel turns, now there is no longer a warm smile for him from the woman even though he really misses the moment. Marva could see his cold attitude in the past and now moved on to the woman.
so this is what it feels like to wish on someone but not to be ignored? sort of feeling inferior, dwarfed and worthless. Be ill.
"sorry" Marva muttered spontaneously making Manda stop her explanation
"yes?"
"no, please continue" replied Marva
the woman was very professional, making Marva want to not appreciate.he deliberately found out the busyness of Manda and Jeal secretary, he was intentional, and when Jeal was doing an important task then Marva set the time to talk about business, so inevitably Manda who as Ceo had to intervene directly meet him.
he was even willing to spend a considerable amount of money to bribe some investors to back off against him to invest in a branch of the company that will be newly inaugurated Ivender Corp. in order to meet with Manda, yes, the goal is not solely business.
"how Mr. The marva? is my explanation understood?" ask Manda after he finished explaining his work plan to his potential investors
"actually good, it's just that it's been applied to some other property companies in the country, why not adopt some things from Indonesia? I think there are some from Indonesia who are still foreigners in this country, and that could be a great opportunity to attract some consumers" Marva wisely advised, his Ceo soul is now taking over, he said, not playing, he spent dozens of billions on this cooperation.
and the initially cold atmosphere was because the mass between them changed to become more lively because of their increasingly serious business chat, giving each other input and responses for the smooth business of both. and lastly the deal happened, ended up signing each other as a tangible proof of cooperation.Well, if usually the end of the deal is always identical to a handshake, their meeting is not. more precisely Manda pretended to be busy when Marva raised her hand to make Marva forced to pull back her hand
"thank you for your time and this cooperation, then I'm sorry" said Manda seemed to rush, rather shy away from their togetherness
"the meal is over, do you mind tasting it?" sahut Marva looked at Manda and then turned his gaze to the table that had been served lunch that had just been served by the waitress
"sorry Mr. Our meeting is only to discuss business, not with others" declined Manda tried to be polite, if with other colleagues maybe Manda will be forced to respond but this with Marva, he said, Manda just wanted to keep her distance from her ex-husband, ah her future ex-husband. "again sorry, I can't, I have an appointment with my future husband" continued Manda reminded if he already has a husband candidate
successfully, Manda's speech was able to make Marva look down sad.again made aware of the painful fact.
is this what I feel when I spend every day with him?
if this time he felt tight, then what about Bila who experienced it during their 5 months of marriage? making food, waiting for him to come home, waiting until late at night, instead of accompanying Marva eat instead prefer to spend time at the club rather than go home
When it even looks okay after months of neglect, is he? it looks sad like someone is losing their way.
like a tsunami, a wave of regret always comes at the end of the day, after bad deeds have been done, be prepared for the consequences to be borne alone.
"please enjoy your lunch Mr. Marva, excuse me" said Manda once again as she moved from her seat
"is that second chance no longer there for me?" Marva still did not believe in her own thinking, she just wanted to be sure once more.
Manda sighed heavily. This is what he avoided being long close to Marva. for him their story has closed the book.no need to open again when all the contents are still clearly recorded in memory, a story that managed to make it difficult to breathe, so there is no reason to discuss it again when he has found another new book that is able to make him forget the sad story.
"a second chance is only given by the person who gives himself a chance to repeat the same pain" Manda replied in a landslide.After Manda turned her body to leave in front of Marva
Marva smiled bitterly, at least believing it was Manda to him even though he had proved a lot of his changes.he even knelt before the woman but Manda did not care at all.
the road is no longer there but to let go.
When Manda was about to reach the door of this VVIP room, Marva immediately moved and withdrew her hand When. once again the man knelt before his woman. he just wanted to apologize from this woman, yes, he will learn the adlas of their destiny.he currently only needs forgiveness for all his attitudes so that the crush of tightness in his chest slightly reduced.
"i know I don't deserve this." - Marva shuddered, don't ask her how her eyes were colored, because all Manda saw was a thick dew ready to fall from there "for everyone, you know, for everything, for all the inner and physical wounds I gave, please forgive me. I'm really sorry" continued Marva begging to bring Manda's hand which in the grip of her hand was fused to her forehead.
once again the tears that flowed from Marva's eyelids were nothing compared to the tears she had created in the shady eyes of Bila's, long ago, Marva thought
"the pain is real, even I still feel it until this moment" I Manda made Marva even more stunned in front of Manda
"sorry, sorry, I'm sorry" was the only word he could say
"people say forgiving is easy and forgetting pain is hard to do, but why are both so hard for me to give?" said Manda with eyes that also spilled the lava.he still flinch in his place, letting the senses of his listeners enjoy the sound of the man's crying voice that had once been the source of his crying.
did Marva feel this first? as she cried did Marva also feel her heart slashed like Manda felt hearing the man's voice? no, Marva didn't feel it, but Marva made her cry, didn't she?
"go away, get away from my life" hissed Manda pulled her hand.her love lost the memory of Marva's treatment in the past
"i'll do what you want, as long as I'm sorry" Marva said
"immediately take care of our divorce papers, I will consider it if I have received the letter" Manda replied and then stepped away from Marva
"what about Jefry are you happy with?" asked Marva with her hoarse voice
"of course" Manda replied firmly without turning around
"okay, but remember one thing I'm following you not because I gave up on my love for you but because I want to see you happy.so promise me you'll always be happy after this" sahut Marva while moving from the floor
"and remember one thing, I'll be happy if it's not you in it, so please stay away" Manda replied in a landslide
"about this business, I hope we don't have to meet again, I will send Jeal or you can send your secretary" continued Manda then passed away.
while behind the door Manda also cried bitterly there, but only a piece because he avoided if Marva came out of the room
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