
Marva drives her car like a doormat, her mouth constantly rummaging, hoping that what Radit says is just nonsense.
The burden of his heart and mind is already much. He did not want the guilt to attack him
With wide steps almost running, Marva entered his house and went straight to the guest room, the room that 4 years ago was the room of Bila, the wife he did not consider
Looking around every corner, every place, every drawer but Marva did not find the pink diary, even the trash can in the room did not escape the plural to find the diary Bila. He remembered several times throwing the object in the trash because every time he opened it and read the contents there was only pain that he got from the outpouring of pain the wife for his depraved behavior
"oh come on, where's the book? It can't be lost, If I can scold me if my favorite thing is lost" Marva's annoyance is frustrated, she's afraid that if she finds out, she'll be mad at him.
Hey, cruk! If no longer angry, but hate half dead. No, it's not about missing the diary, because his memory will never be erased for your unforgivable depraved behavior! yes long time same with Marva eh papikan who make karkternya him me well.. uh what autor this one. ck! it's dark, continue ngarang 🌪
Marva needs the book to find out why she left it. Is it true to betray him and choose to leave? or the departure of when it was for himself? Just like Radit said?
"Argh" Marva grabbed her hair venting her angst
No, he should not just focus on looking for the book.the ping book is currently perched sweetly in a drawer in a room full of spiderman motifs. now he must make sure the other.
And here it is now, a kindergarten school.
Although some of her psyche has been lost because of her guilt that gnaws at every flow of her blood but Marva can still run her mind
With casual clothes.no, you could say late at leisure, knee-length cloth pants with overzise shirt, combined sunglasses and a hat on his head to cover part of his face, and, be the choice of clothes in the morning this afternoon. He disguises his whereabouts to be unknown to people including his son, Vino and the second baby sitter Bila, who may also be his biological son. Thought Marva smiled in a wry smile
And the target is there, 2 toddlers are busy learning while playing with dozens of friends his age in experts guarded by 3 teachers.
And only Marva realized, if the class Arvino with 2 twin toddlers was different because he did not see Vino in the autdor class. He breathed a sigh of relief, at least the announcer will be smooth if Vino is not near the 2 toddlers. feel safe, feel safe, and, he removed his sunglasses so as not to block his vision to watch the agile movements of the two boys from a distance
"very happy it seems" Marva monologue who had not been able to see the 2 leaks, his eyeballs revolved in the direction of the movement of very active cymbals
Again a sense of tightness hit his chest when he realized that their facial lines had facial lines like it. Marva saw himself as a child on 2 tiny figures, especially with the toddler man.although not entirely similar, but if examined they need not be doubted if created from him. Where has his brain been all this time? He was given a chance to meet the two several times but Marva seemed blind could not see the similarities, his pride always wins against his conscience when knowing if the two toddlers belong to Bila who left him 4 years ago makes Marva put hatred on 2 toddlers because he thought the results of the betrayal If.
"i wish you were born from my seed, but I'm not ready to take my guilt on you and your mama" the monologue Marva smiled bitterly, his tone was hopeful but he was eager to run away from here and drown himself at the bottom of the sea. He was not ready to bear all the reality that should have gone beautifully but thanks to his jerk himself, all fell apart
Why has he been that million all this time? Why is it only now that he found the answer to his question when he first met his eyes with clear eyeballs belonging to the toddler man. The pieces of his soul that had gone out of nowhere since he was left to go by when he found it at that time, and also the heart that had been dead for a long time he felt back to react when he was close to the little girl, but it returned empty when the 2 toddlers left from before him as he was hugging Arvino tightly
"do you have a papa like me?" he asked as if the two boys he was focusing on could hear his words
Deg
Marva flinched as the girl in white ping-box uniform looked at her, the girl she had pushed to the point of falling into the shopping mall that day, in defense of Vino, he ruthlessly lightened his hands on the beautiful boy
It was so eager that he ran to grab the little body and carry his warm embrace, the embrace of a father to his daughter. begging for forgiveness for his abandonment and his cunning thoughts that he once wanted to get rid of in order to launch his plan to reclaim his possession
"sister" called Zaafira after approaching the body of his brother who was playing ball with his fellow male friends.
"what's up, Fila?" asked Zafier to look at the fear from the expression of his 7-minute sister
"there's ogang under the tree, as well as the oleang that cut us off. Fiya atut" Zaafira reported in a whisper in Zafier's ear, but Zafier turned his head and found no one there
"there was no one, Fila" hearing Zafier's words, Zaafira's little head turned towards the tree.
"smoke said Fiya saw there"
"there is no beautiful Fila. There is an older brother who will take care of Fila" said the wise zafier trying to bring his sister. Of course Zaafira will always feel safe if the brother is with him. The girl finally nodded and returned to play with other friends with a blushed face because she was praised pretty by her brother.
while Zafier also returned cool with playing activities while learning
"fire Dad! Kok tendannya tencang banet tcih" dumel one of the toddler men lisp on Zafier because Zafier kicked hard the ball they play to roll away from the line
"heheheh maapin's. Fire's feet are too excited" Zafier replied with a funny grin
"don't ma'am, bial Api aja.it's his fault Fire so smooth Fire that responsibility" exclaimed Zafier forbid his teacher who was about to take the ball.
after parting, Manda's eldest son ran towards the winding ball
realizing her brother was away, Zaafira turned her head and found her brother walking away, the female toddler stood up to leave her block stacking game and followed Zafier's steps
"basic twins" muttered his teacher seeing Zaafira tailing behind his brother
"sister Fire wait for Fiya!!" zaafira shouted running after making Zafier step stop and turned his head
"why are you coming?" ask Zafier when Zaafira's little body is nearby
"Piya want to guard the Fire, if there are evilin Fire piya bial face. no one can touch the Fire and fire nyatitin Fire, there will be no guarding Fiya thalau Fire tenapa-tenapa" said Zaafira excited with a clear look
a person behind a tree felt impaled right in his heart hearing them. How much the two children loved each other made him feel dwarfed to appear
Marva bit her lips to channel tightness in her chest.Would she be present in the lives of the two good children? do they care for both?
closed his eyes when his ears heard the steps of two pairs of small feet away and passed the tree where he hid.
"no. I can't be inferior. I have to meet them. mine will always be mine" the monologue Marva convinced herself, she then came out from behind a tree, and she came out of the tree, he stepped his feet blocking the second step of the toddler
"hi, you guys looking for this?" sahut Marva showed the ball in his hand
Zafier sparkled at the ball, in contrast to Zaafira who looked suspiciously at the man
*didan people who have seen Fira continues. right there, Fira is not wrong see. is this om a bad person? uh but wait, it seems.* Inner Fira guessing.
"om his father ino right?" zaafira asked after his guess led to one person he had met several times
"you know pa.. Um?" asked Marva almost slipped.between happy and sad.happy because this child recognized him even though some of his face was covered, and sad well, his disguise was not as good as his thinking, proof this little boy could recognize him.he thought
"yes it is om, Fiya tenal, just look at the eyes of om only, Fiya immediately know this om Ino's papa" said Zaafira lightly, his fear face slowly disappeared replaced by cuek
Deg
Like in the bogemi godam, the heart feels squeezed, all of its internal organs feel watered by chili sauce, pedisnya not curled anymore, it feels like to die. Such is roughly the middle of the natural Marva
This beautiful toddler recognized him only through his eyes, while he who was a grown man could not see the truth. He was enslaved to the air**** his ego
"this is papa nak" of course the speech can only be said in his heart because at this time Marva feels his vocal cords can no longer work properly because he is urged to feel the tightness of the effects of holding back tears. His confidence was lost for a moment to confess who he was
"whose name are you?" ask Marva, even though her voice vibrates but she must know the name of these smart children Nabila
"Zafiel, and this is my sister Zaafila, we are back" Zafier replied lightly
Marva feels like he wants to plunge free to the bottom of the abyss right now.He really feels hate for himself.
So the DNA terror? So these two toddlers are the answer? oh lord!!! jest Marva in the heart
Bersambungg...
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