My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
S2 - confession 2

the two pairs of clear eyeballs belonging to the twin toddlers stared in amazement at the sight before them. then the two giggled with their hands closed their mouths so as not to disturb the sleep of the two adults who ate their eyes this morning

"where you going?" zafier asked in a whisper as he grabbed the hand of the younger brother who was about to step from their place

"want to wake up papa same mommy" pointed Zaafira at his parents who were still asleep without a partition and a gap. Yes, the two parents fell asleep peacefully while hugging on the bed. so comfortable they do not realize if the time is morning, even twins have been up a few minutes ago.

"don't you know, they're tired of knowing" forbid Zafier

"but mommy used to wake up Fiya if it was early. later we are late to the bandala if papa same mommy slow wake up" said Zaafira considering the mother always disturbed her sleep if it was morning just to be reminded to school, also today Manda has promised to accompany them to fly to Jakarta

"have you been here, why go to bandala?"

"oh yes" Zaafira gave a small grin confirming the brother's speech

"tapikan Fiya lindu same opa, oma same aunt Laina" lirih Zaafira recalled her father's family in Jakarta

"what will we call you later?" bargain Zafier to entertain the sister who displays a face of compassion

"can deh"

"well, we're all going here.we take a shower first" Zafier told his 7-minute sister. then the two twin toddlers who were still wearing nightgowns went out of the room of his parents who had not been conscious

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the vibration of the phone on the nightstand is quite loud, until the sleep of the two people who are still comfortable in the dream world is disturbed

the woman whose face was immersed in the man's chest slowly moved, she faintly moaned indicating the sound of mobile phone vibration had managed to interfere with her dream. Marva also moved, but then increasingly tightened the embrace on the body of the woman

"shit" muttered Manda still with her eyes closed

the oozing left Marva's heavy eyes open instantly.he grazed trying to ascertain what was going on...

is he still in the dream or the real world? why Marva's brain suddenly bleng, can not distinguish, because a few seconds ago he dreamed the same thing with what is happening now

"Bill?" call Marva make sure

"tight" reply in the form of mumbling women in his arms make Marva's eyelids more open wide.so this is not a dream? the woman who was in a real embrace, his wife? oh what's going on?

"fuck up" Manda began to get upset because Marva's embrace instead of slacking even tighter.the woman even hit the husband's back

"it turns out to be real" muttered Marva with a five-finger smile, she had remembered what happened until they ended up in the same bed and fell asleep hugging each other

really his heart really opened up happy.this moment that he had been dreaming for years

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"good morning wife" said Marva after landing a kiss

"what time?"

"uhuh?" confused Marva but her head moved also towards the wall clock "clock 8.52" Marva replied casually, in contrast to Manda's reaction which instantly opened her heavy eyes by force

"dirtydirty, twins!" screeching Manda, the woman then put away Marva's hand and sat down

"twins?" parva

Manda ignored the vagueness of the husband, he chose to move from the bed to the bathroom to wash his face and went out of the room to look at his two children.

ah, because last night they stayed up late to wake up. How are the two of his children? an hour later, breakfast was missed. Manda panicked to remember the twins, she felt like a negligent mother.she felt like she had failed to be the best mother for the twins when she had become a good wife for her husband.

Marva looked at the departure of the wife, her consciousness had returned completely. Instead of joining the movement, the man chose to re-spread his body with a smile expands

his sacrifice was sweet, it was time to pluck the sweet fruit and enjoy it. The wait was not in vain.the karma was over. There was no right word to describe how the taste was in his soul that morning.

not to lose sanity, but Marva is like a madman who smiles himself on the bed that last night witnesses how his relationship and his wife improve

no, do not think too far, because in fact they have not done the ritual of giving twins a sister.

The flashback

Marva also laid her body on the side of the wife, her body stiff like a newlywed, and the stiffness was felt when Manda even approached and hugged her

"don't like it, do I hug?" sontak Marva returned to embrace the wife when the woman asked so

"likes, really. I'm just too surprised" Marva honestly

"sorry"

if yesterday-yesterday the word sorry always comes out on the lips Marva then tonight it is the mainstay of Manda

"you're not wrong, baby, why apologize?" marva asked, rewinding her head to look at the wife's face

"i think I just need to say it given how much of an attitude I've had that hurt you"

"i've never been hurt"

"liy"

Manda snorted in response to her husband's remarks

"sleep yuk this already 1 o'clock through the tablets" asked Marva then fix the blanket on their bodies

"are you sleepy?" tanya Manda looked up at the reddened eyes of the husband, either reddened by tears or the man was already sleepy

"you?" ask Marva back without answering Manda's question.

"there's something I want to talk about"

"can't be tomorrow? it's late, baby, not good for health"

although Marva has often called him affectionately, but Manda always felt blushed.

"why, hm?" asked Marva when the wife even drowned her face in her chest

"so much noise" said Manda

"what?"

"here" pointed Manda at her husband's chest without any intention of distancing her face

"the color he knows that the real owner has returned and is kissing him"

"who kissed him?" Manda kept her face away from there

"my wife just now" replied Marva seductively provoking Manda's grunt, but the woman returned to her cheeks in the chest of the field

"want to hear my story?" manda asked while enjoying the rhythm of Marva's heart beat that Manda felt in harmony with his heartbeat.

"be.."

"once no papa. anyways I can not sleep if not already told" cut Manda quickly

"yeah, what?" ask Marva to give up

Manda looked up briefly in Marva's eyes, then he returned to his most comfortable position

"me and Jefry met 3 times"

"i know"

"you spying on me?"

"no. I trust you. I know it because there are my acquaintances who were present at the wedding we sent you pictures, also confessions twins when you were to the park at that time"

"sorry, you must be disappointed"

"not once will you do me in the past" Marva landed a kiss on the head of the wife after speaking

"the first meeting, it was me who invited him to meet when he called after so long there was no news" said Manda began

"there is no justification in the actions I take, meeting other men without my husband's permission. but believe me if the meeting was only limited I want to know the news and the reason why he was suddenly in Bali instead of in Jakarta with Raina" said Bila honestly

while Marva is now the focus is divided, listening to Manda's confession and thinking about Raina's condition that has not been developed after giving birth.

"then the second meeting, we accidentally met when I went to the psychiatrist, he had business with Viona doctor who handled my mental recovery.Jefry offered help but I refused, so he just gave me some books and videos on how to deal with trauma. You remember that day's package?" asked Manda at the end of his sentence which was only responded by Marva Deheman

"that's right from Jefry, I'm sorry that I didn't tell you the truth that day because I didn't want you to feel guilty for me who's still struggling to heal"

"then to the park?" tanya Marva remembers their meeting in the park according to the Twins story

"ah yes, in the second meeting Jefry asked to be reunited with twins because I miss them. I can not refuse to remember. sorry..." Manda looked up looking guilty at her husband but Marva's response nodded, allowing Manda to continue her sentence

"Jefry is the one who gave the role of father for 3 years in life twins. Although they are not bound by blood but togetherness during that time can not make me or you with evil to separate them, ain't he?"

"hm" again, just the deheman that Marva responded to. jealous? of course, who is not jealous if both of his children even know another man as a father at the time of twins can see the world.but Marva understood him, he said, because he also worried about the same thing with Arvino who has now also returned to his biological father.

"and the third meeting, yesterday afternoon Jefry invited to meet. he said he wanted to move to Thailand, his mother's country.he said he does not live in America anymore in the near future"

'brengs*k'

Manda grabbed Marva's arm that was wrapped around her body as she felt the man's hand clenching behind her back. Manda then stroked her husband's hand when it was in Manda's grasp

"why do you share the same farewell? did he forget to have a wife?" ask Marva

"i told her not to go if I didn't bring Raina, I'm afraid she's the one you've been through"

"and what is the decision?" ask Marva

"he seemed to think but didn't tell me what his decision was" Manda explained

and that night, happiness and sadness Marva felt.happy for her marriage relationship that already has bright future bright spots, and sad for her sister

'no why she left, there I will take care of Raina and my niece' inner Marva

Seriate...

for you guys, I'm not ending this part

but it is happy to be happy yah. heheh