My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
I lost

~ Thank you for the time you wasted by my side. Now I miss everything you gave me. I lost. that's it~ Marva

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2 days later, the person who wanted to buy Marva's house met, but the person wanted to see first before making a sale and purchase transaction with the owner

actually he could go through an intermediary or even send Radit or Oki to replace him, but Marva chose to intervene directly accompany the buyer to see the state of his house, at least this is for the last time before he took off the house he once lived with his ex-wife.

"please enter sir" said Marva politely let in first after he opened the door

after the buyer came in, Marva followed behind

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marva's body pecked at the doorway, her heart how quick it was to see the figure of a beautiful teenage girl smiling sweetly at her at the door as if the girl was welcoming her arrival

"sister has come?" asked the girl still with a smile that was able to make Marva could not turn away

although the girl's voice is very clear and as if real, but Marva knew that it was just an illusion.he was used to the illusion of a Nabila Amanda

right, when is the girl? if it is his, it is only his.

suddenly his heart condensed and the next split second the well spilled out its lava seeing the girl's sweet and sincere smile for the first time, because all this time only screams, but, the cry and fear that Marva always saw on the look of the teenage girl's face, even in her dreams, the girl always asked for help, apologized, asked for forgiveness, cried in pain, and cried in pain, crying without a sound for his behavior.

yes, several times lately Marva often dreams about her little wife who always gets torment from her all this time.

Therefore, if Marva can hold it, Marva chooses not to sleep because she avoids the dream

"sir!" call the buyer a little higher because Marva did not respond to questions and calls

"sorry this house is not so I sell" said Marva shaking without taking her eyes off the tiny figure

"what father do you mean? you're playing me, huh? " angry the buyer did not accept because the buyer liked this house even though it was a little expensive.

"again sorry, you can get out" Marva kicked out

"huh, no manners" said the buyer staring cynically at Marva then stepped out in anger

Marva stepped slowly, Marva's gaze locked onto the figure of the girl who was still displaying her sweet smile

"You're back?" asked Marva in a soft voice while in front of the girl, she ignored the fact that she was hallucinating.

unlike usual, there is always anger when looking at the teenage girl when in the eyes of Marva, this time on her lips she displays the same smile as Bila's, they return each other's smile.

again the tiny body slowly faded away as Marva's raised hand wanted to touch her

"argghh" marva groaned in frustration

"why did you disappear? I'm not going to hit you. I just want to ask you to make a meal, I want to eat your cooking" said Marva in a choked voice, her hands still raised.

Marva took a step when the shadow Bila again appeared and walked towards the girl's room, but again the figure was lost when Marva's body was in the doorway of the room.

"When?" lirih Marva called the figure back in attendance.

if this is how Marva can be followed in a mental hospital. ck

with trembling hands, Marva grabbed Bila's door handle, turned it around and opened the door, with Marva's slow steps into his wife's room

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natural body aroma When Marva can breathe in this empty room that is arranged so neatly.

it's the second time Marva has opened a Bila room after Bila's departure 2 months ago, the first when looking for Bila with an emotional state after she was discharged from the hospital and this is the second, but it seems this time Marva did not rush out. sebesit taste that surrounds his heart named comfortable with this room makes him want to stay longer

the slightly dewy Netrnya scanned the surroundings of the room so neat even though it looked dusty

then his gaze stopped when he caught a small object on the nightstand

slowly he approached the object

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wedding ring When splashed on the nightstand with a paper under it

Marva grabbed the ring and smiled obliquely, then continued to grab the paper and open it

"When you go for your happiness, brother, congratulations on finding happiness, my happiness" wrote Bila briefly on a piece of paper

as Marva's anger grew, Marva squeezed the paper and the ring

"huh, it's not that you're busy looking for your happiness out there and leaving me! don't twist the j4lang facts" Marva fumed

he really did not accept with a strand of words If in the paper, If it was he who left when he was dying! thought Marva

with a breath that was still hunting for holding back his emotions, his eyes accidentally caught a pink book on the floor that almost entered the bed column

ring and letter from Bila still held in his left hand then Marva lowered her head to take the book

bersambung...

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