My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
S2 - confession 1

23:58 o'clock

a pair of eyes belonging to the woman who was sitting leaning on the head of the bed was staring at the time pointer in her room.Every once her eyes glanced at the door, hoping that someone who made her cry a few hours ago appeared from there.

"instead of being chased and even being banned" Dumel Manda will be a no-deal Marva

the next split second Manda suddenly straightened his body when he thought of the man who had been waiting to enter the room was crying himself out there

"maybe he..." Manda flicked the blanket that covered her legs to her waist, and she went out of the room

Manda stepped his legs towards the stairs, panic immediately attacked him when from where he stood did not find someone down there. Then his legs slowly down the stairs. because he did not find Marva in the living room he was looking in the reading room.

"twins room?" guess Manda didn't find Marva all over the first floor

why was he this hot when he couldn't find Marva?

"what the hell was I immediately went" dumel Manda regretted his actions that immediately ran because he did not want to hear the rambling Marva babble about the separation

Manda then went back up the stairs, to the room twins.on arrival at the door Manda opened it slowly

and yes, he saw the man sitting between the twin beds with the lighting of a sleeping lamp, it seemed that the man was looking at the faces of the two of their children who had fallen asleep.sincerely, the, Marva was not even aware of his presence.

"they will not go anywhere if not you who left them" said Manda made Marva squealed in shock, the man's head turned to the source of the voice

"Bill?"

"you wanna sleep here? okay, let me get out" said Marva quickly when Manda stepped closer

without waiting for Manda's reply, Marva immediately kissed the forehead twins alternately and then left after saying "good night" to the woman who owned her heart

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Marva was shocked when she was about to close the door of her room but someone's hand was blocked

"want to take something?" marva asked when Manda opened the door wide

not answering Marva's question, Manda closed the door and stepped in and sat on the edge of the bed

"why stand there?" he asked when he saw the husband instead standing rigidly behind the door

like a buffalo poked in his nose, Marva stepped closer, then sat beside the wife according to the orders of Manda's hand that patted the part

Manda breathed a long sigh, although the late night did not make Manda sleepy because there were things that made him not calm before all his problems were clear. they must solve the problems that exist so that their family life can be like a happy marriage in general.

"you love me?" a gentle question from the wife suddenly made Marva turn her attention towards the woman

"then why offer farewell?" asked Manda again, without hearing Marva's answer to her first question, Manda could tell the answer from the twinkle of the man's eyes.The husband's gaze was the usual gaze Manda got from people who loved her. no, the gaze of the man next to her was the gaze of true love.

"i want you to be happy with the man you want, not the man sep..."

"what kind of man do I want?" manda asked cutting off Marva's words. Her tone was a little upset

"Jefry, maybe"

"so' tau" Manda replied after a blatant snort

"okay, I admitted wrong.my initial intention to start again this relationship is wrong, because I only involve twins without wanting to involve my heart" said Manda with a serious face

"don't copy me" said Manda when she saw her husband's lips move about to say something

"youknow? 3 Weeks ago I did marriage counseling" Marva's eyes were round hearing the wife's confession

"sorry if I bring this up again, but my trauma is really torturous until my mind has trouble believing in you however I see your sincerity because the memories are already firmly embedded in my memory" Manda took a short breath before returning to continue "my heart and mind are in strong opposition to past memories"

"i met with psychologists and counselors to help me get out of my mess" Manda said after a long silence

"psychologist? who's? Jefry?" ask Marva

"why always include your sister-in-law anyway" okay Manda's tone began to rise.

'your colors are still often together behind me' Marva's inner self while smiling wryly, a thin grin that Manda may not be aware of

"then your meeting with Jefry several times in two months about what?"

this time Manda was surprised at Marva's question.Where did Marva know of her encounter with Jefry? manda thought

"don't answer if you feel burdened" cut Marva

"not him. I'm telling the truth"

"you know I've always believed in you even if you're lying" Marva's reply made Manda swallow a rough spit. Marva's circus holds a lot of meaning

"i'm serious!"

"yes, I believe" Marva nodded while giving a thin smile but the man's eyes showed something different

"rest yuk, already want this 1 o'clock" Marva stood up

"do you want to sleep here or the twins room again?" ask Marva then

"in my room" replied Manda annoyed

"well, good night" said Marva, gently rubbing the wife's head and the man turned his back and began to step away

"where are you going?" ask Manda to stand up

"it's late baby, you need rest. I'm in the guest room"

"why the guest room? bring your room in too"

"i don't want to disturb your sleep like you said at the beginning of the marriage if you can't be as restful when I'm in the same bed as you"

Jleb

yes, Manda once cruelly said that evil sentence to her husband.

Manda could only sob as her man resumed his steps towards the door

"i'm sorry" said Manda with a trembling voice managed to make Marva turn her body with a surprised expression to see his wife crying, then without babibu Marva stepped quickly to the wife

"honey, hey why are you crying?" look, no matter how disappointed Manda is, but Marva can't just ignore that woman

"your color"

Marva nodded, not because of the wife's answer but because the woman without warning immediately hugged him after answering his question

"Bill?"

"don't go"

"no, I won't leave if it will make you stop crying" replied Marva returning the wife's embrace

they saturate each other, enjoying the warm embrace that was created for the first time

"don't go anywhere, don't leave me the same twins, don't lose the role of a king in my palace"

Marva opened her eyes, glancing at the wife who was still at home hugging herself so tightly.conscious the wife with her words?

"anything I will do as long as it can make you happy" Marva replied in a hoarse voice

"don't bring up farewell"

this time Marva loosened her arms but not with Manda

"don't insist on staying if you're unhappy, Bil. I don't bi.."

"i didn't have to! because I'm happy with you. Sorry slow to say it. Because I need to finish all my grief. sorry it took so long to..."

"you know what..."

"don't interrupt! i realize! i'm sane!" manda's strangulation was held back because the woman's face sank into Marva's chest "I want to live with you, because you are Marva, the man who 5 years ago became the husband I love and now"

"Bill?"

"please believe, I'm in good physical health saying this" Manda's voice sounded frustrated "the love for my husband 5 years ago never went away, it's just that it was hiding because of trauma"

Seriate....

ahuhh although there is a revision waiting but see the comment of the flood from the previous episode2 so the spirit of the night...