My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
2 pairs of eyes
everything that happens sometimes is not a destiny, but how the self takes the path to create its own destiny.choose to be the best or worst though.the real destiny is only birth and death.
only desperate people and losers say all this because of fate, choose surrender and accept their own destiny.a word to satisfy themselves because they do not want to change in themselves. or maybe too afraid to face an outcome that he knows will be the same as the past.
"why?" manda's voice sounded after a long moment of silence
"what?" back Marva asked in a stifled tone, he was still shocked at the existence of the ex-wife
"why are you doing all this?"
"sorry" replied Marva who sounded like a whisper
"why should you feel guilty when I'm sincere?"
"sorry"
"why are you still the one who made me the saddest woman?"
"sorry"
"why have you sacrificed so far?"
"sorry"
"i'm tired" said Manda
"sorry"
"i'm tired of hearing my apologies!" press Manda
"ma-mm--- sorry"Marva did not know what to answer other than to say sorry, but he had no other words or words but to apologize, but Marva's response made Manda close her eyes, angry but also pity
"this is my karma, you know?.." said Marva rasak make Manda open her eyes and then turn to the man who was staring straight ahead, blind to learn to accept you even I brought another woman in our marriage just to make you go. But what? in fact, after you left and no longer see you I was lonely, there was a deep sense of wanting to see you continuously. The flashes of my irritation towards you cruelly haunted me so much that I could do nothing but cry you out, she said, until I see you present every eye this opens, but it turns out it's just a hallucination, but I with my remaining half sanity keep enjoying it with full hope if it's real" Marva took a deep breath to unravel the tightness in her chest before resuming her sentence "2 months after your departure I only realized if my heart wanted you more than my guilt. I promised myself I would never treat you rudely again if you returned to our home one day, but in fact you were reluctant to go home to this cruel man" Marva said in a soft tone, that long sentence shook with emotion and pain over regret
Marva shook her head softly with tears breaking, the pain in her heart flowing through the blood that occupied all the cells throughout her body. It was just that word that he had felt lately and today was the peak of that pain
"i have never sacrificed anything for you as well as twins, so don't feel sorry for my sad situation, as you said earlier, in the past you suffered more than the payment I received at this time.I'm grateful I'm still useful to save twins because it is my obligation, even life is worthless if the twins are at stake" said Marva smiling, trying to convince Manda through a smile accompanied by tears
"i'm guilty, but it's not just that I'm losing my way, but because I'm too late to realize my love"
"i love the figure of my submissive wife, my big-hearted innocent girl, whose cooking always fits me, her best coffee, who takes care of me painfully when I'm sick, what I often peek at when I cry silently for what I do, my heart aches when I hurt it, she said, but I used to uphold my relationship with Maya who has been waiting for me for 5 years until I built a sturdy wall to fortify myself so as not to be interested in my wife for my promise to Maya, I was such a jerk that the love I had for my wife hid in my heart because I didn't dare to fight my ego" Marva continued, the blind man sobbing bitterly at the end of his sentence, luckily there were twins who gave him a hug so he did not fall at that moment, but nevertheless the pain of regret could not be reduced in his niche
"i love you Nabila Amanda, wholeheartedly and soulfully.I'm sorry for my late love.I know this confession of mine is nothing more than when you've been freed from a cruel man like me, but at least I want to reveal it so that this heart is relieved.let's live well, be happy with your new family, and I'll be happy here too" although it feels like Marva wants to cry hard after saying her sentence but she still tries to display her smile so that Manda believes if she is okay. Marva will no longer burden the woman who owns her heart, she wants to sincerely take off her bila to be happy
"sorry because I you have known the wound, and thank you for the valuable lesson, also thank you for the most beautiful gift for maintaining our baby, twins" said Marva then kissed the two heads in her arms 'God please take care of them for me, keep my boys from going down my bad temper and keep my daughter from meeting a bastard like me in the future Marva prayed in my heart
"Bil--Manda are you still there?" marva asked after the silence shrouded again, not finding an answer, Marva groped towards Manda
hap
Manda caught the cold big hand, even though the heat of the sun at 9 should warm their bodies at this time
Deg
"may I hold you, brother?" lirih nan quivering Manda's voice asked. Marva had not had time to answer Manda had rushed to hug her ex-husband and their two children. did not want to lose the golden opportunity, did not want to lose the golden opportunity, marva's hand clutched Manda's body with twins, tightly, as if to unite the body with If also twins in order to be inseparable.
not far back there, a young woman was moved to see the scene.he smiled but also cried. also felt pain and happy at the same time saw her brother's dream realized, he was smiling, but also crying, he got a hug from three loved ones.
not wanting to interrupt the moment, Rain chose to leave even though he should have taken the older brother back to the treatment room, but at the time of turning his body, he turned his back, the net was directly imbued with the black net of the male owner who made his dream stop in the middle of the road, the man was about 3 meters in front of him, looking at him with a surprised look but as quickly as lightning turned flat then then became a slanted smile.
Be together
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